Threw the bottle out, but I'm pretty sure they're the 20mgs. I just like tablets more, they always seem to hit harder and faster. I don't mind a shorter, more intense high (honestly, 90% of my benzo use is an attempt to knock myself out. I have horrific insomnia. I'll go days without sleeping, and when I do it's usually less than five hours. Plus I have night terrors, haha. I'm a mess) But Xanax, that stuff tastes like shit. It's a dash to get them down as fast as possible. The name brand ones aren't so bad, but I get the generic and they're awful. Klonopin has a nice taste though.
I used to take Oxycontin pretty regularly. I hate to say this, but my stepdad was dying and they'd give him like 500 pills a month, and we'd get stoned off them and hang out and share a joint. Once he passed away I quit. I'm not interested in dealing with the kind of people who sell that shit.
And yeah, I have scripts for all my benzos. My doctor is kind of a quack. He's done a great job at treating my schizoaffective symptoms... No hallucinations or crazy mood swings in about two years now. But he's shit at dealing with my anxiety and insomnia. He just tosses benzos at me.
And yes, I'm American.