I did not have a clear mind before. A diamond mind. Hard and unbreakable, but clear and pure with virtue. But the poison has gotten to me as I type this. I mean, I'm dizzy and my brother threw up twice. But we're okay. I'm dizzy, but we made it to super super high. As I went in the house it felt like we were sneaking like detectives to hide. But hiding from they dinner mother prepared for us. She and father would be mad if we were THAT high. Mom smokes, but she doesn't show it. So, that whole thing, was a hallucination. And I ran here to type this. It felt like a quest as I was coughing up my lungs. 3 quests in 1. But I digress, I had to tell people the heights of how fucking high I got so I could look at it sober and realize how this probably makes no sense to me in the sober that. But gus, weeeeeeeed is fucking awesome. gonna go eat now, I'm not afraid.
Friend of all the Forum
Wishes the best for all of you
My Love, My liberty
- Sanic, friend of the CWCki
I really am out of my mind, and I'm sorry I typed it all. This weill be the last post. I'm if I annoy, but weed makes me love you all dispite any flaws. Because you're my brothers and sisters on the inside. We're all one, in essence. : ) My equals in the search
I copy pasted this from the chat, so the conclusion of my love for you all is shown. We fill emptiness with form. Form with emptiness. Destroy your attachments to the physical form, it's shape, size, color; there are no distinctions and the form becomes empty. Non-dualism.
The emptiness is filled onto the form, but this time from out heart, since empiied ourselves of attachments/forms, we are enlightened. Since enlightened, the emptiness is filled by form. See, this new form is not an illusion, but truth. We see it through the eyes of our heart, our sameness; that we are non-dualistic in nature. Therefore, form is emptiness and emptiness is form.
PS: I very much apologize if I am upsetting anyone, but I am drugged the fuck up through my mind. This is just me, looking out for it. Damn, I just missed the dinner I had the earlier hallucination with. Heading up now for dinner. I'm here to help you all. To moderate out hatreds and turn them into friendships.
Finally, I note this I am in my
Safe Space
That is the place where I sit back in my chair, my head burns from the high, watch TV, listen to my brother, (sometimes be on Skype with another friend).
I note: When I'm super high, this is my Safe Place.
Finally, I feel like an old man typing the last of his journals as I sit in my room that's safe. Also, eating the good food helps. A mother cooks best for her son, because a mother's love is beyond measurement. Love IS Truth.
This will be my last Very High Post so I'm not spamming. I will judge it all when I'm sober tomorrow and the smoke high in the head I'm feeling has subsided, like how ice of an evil heart melts in water, the same substance.
I will keep the rest of my high thoughts out of here, because I love you guys and don't want to make enemies. Being good friends (not the gay Yu-gi-oh friendship), but actual connections between people. Positive and negative, but we forgive and love.
So, my appeal to you, the people, is to put your differences aside and laugh at the lolcows we cherish so much.
Peace - I'm off for now, I can barely decide to watch Seinfeld or Quantom Leap with my bro (he is making me choose now).