Drunk / High Thread

my bro had no recollection of last night haha. he was so surprised when i pointed out the vomit residue on his pants. which he dragged to bed. at least he put the booze away, but so much for covering his tracks.
 
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i stayed up until sun rise, we ducked out to the gas station at 6o'clock to get food because it was an easy walk

Got some DXM after staying completely clean for over a year. Finally cutting myself some slack. My mind is shattered to pieces, and I'm melding with the music playing on my speakers. I missed that feeling. This is great.
What plateau were you at? I haven't done proper DXM for like four months and I've never tripped above 2nd plateau.
 
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I woke up. Still at like a 1 - 3 high. My back feels trashed, but otherwise I'm doing good.

Heh, thankfully last-night @Marvin left me a pack of these:
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So I'm probably gonna eat those to tide me over until lunch. Then I'm gonna go to the ramen place that just opened.
 
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What plateau were you at? I haven't done proper DXM for like four months and I've never tripped above 2nd plateau.
High first at most. My lifetime highest trip was a low third plateau, and ended up with me being hospitalized after experiencing a perceived temporal paradox. DXM is a really powerful drug that seriously disrupts the way your brain functions, and while it is possible to become incredibly dissociated to the point of feeling completely dead, I just don't know why you would ever want to do that.

Despite what I previously said ("this is great"), I do not find the trips fun. I am specifically interested in the way your confused mind lays bare its thought patterns as it disassembles and later reassembles itself. That is a pretty great show to behold, I cannot deny it, but it leaves me with a feeling of having wasted a few hours on nothing.

I used to seek answers in analyzing those thought patterns. But you have to bear in mind that the drug is not a tool for psychoanalysis. Constituent thoughts may appear easier to spot and observe up close as they pass, but the brain as a whole works much differently than while sober.

If anything, the most fun part of doing the drug is the comedown, as brain functions are restored to normal and you slowly come back among the living.

I've seen plenty of people on the internet caught up in illusions crafted by their dissociated minds. They would claim DXM had granted them great insight into their true selves, that everything will be fine so long as you quit while you are still ahead. Needless to say, this is all denial and justifying the continued abuse of the drug. Worse yet, some of them claimed that by doing DXM they were extraordinary, misunderstood, above the reality they found themselves in and sought escape from. I am a lowly druggie. They are lowly druggies. Nothing more.

I made a foolish decision. I can but hope I will not return to the drug for more than two years this time.
 
essex place gin sucks ass but whatever, 1.7l for $18 and it gets the job done, can't complain.

what i do is a prepare an oz, and grab the 1oz glass and water or coffee or something, slam it, and get the water/coffee in my mouth asap, slosh like the world is ending, and swallow

and i don't even care anymore

but yeah i'm still a vodka person
 
Hey sorry if this is a shit post I want to post in the moment even though I just wrote a story while blazed and wanted to post it. Sorry if this is off topic my brain is clowded by self inflicted autism right now. Here it is anyway.

Wish for best TV show ever to watch. The TV show keeps morphing to respond to his emotions as its magic works to supply the best show. It adjusts and reacts. Eventually its so responsive that its really reacting in time with him to draw out his emotions. Eventually it becomes complex enough to have a proper sense of his and predict behavior in a manner beyond basic responses. It began to know him and more importantly, how to make him happy. As it responds to him and he responds to it, a sort of conversation occurs. It experiments with new characters, different arcs, and other story telling aspects, and it reads his response to it. Extreme emotion is what it seeks. Whether it's successfully scaring him, comforting him, amusing him, pumping him up or tearing him down it supplied him with a true art piece of a show. Eventually the art was so well sculpted to his desires that it was surreal and abstract, entertaining higher thoughts and emotions than any natural shows could. Eventually it was directly speaking to his subconscious through the show. At this point the show now longer is a comprehensible story to anyone else. Its become an interface through which it talks to him, and makes him feel in ways only it can. Whether its an addiction, friendship, succubus, drug, gateway, or whatever is up to you. I'm just the messenger.
 
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I'm likely going to be getting drunk with my clinical group Thursday. We shall see how this goes.

But yeah, day drinking class today.
 
Just woke up. I have the day off, no classes, and they just put a new season of Bob's Burgers on Netflix. I have this beanbag chair and when I have lazy days I like to pack both of my bowls, the bong, and roll a few joints, then sit down and turn on the tv. Now I don't have to move all day! So I'm going to go take a shower and make a cup of noodles, and proceed to chill the fuck out for a few hours.
 
Finished brewing 30 litres of alcohol (10lit Beer (WeiBbeir), 20lit Cider (Apple & Cranberry)), and got it all bottled last night. Now I play the incredibly frustrating waiting game.
 
Finished brewing 30 litres of alcohol (10lit Beer (WeiBbeir), 20lit Cider (Apple & Cranberry)), and got it all bottled last night. Now I play the incredibly frustrating waiting game.
I know that feel bro, pot brownies can take hours to kick in and I'm waiting too. It feels like longer though.
 
Single serve bottles of wine are supposed to keep me from overdrinking. Instead, I drink multiple ones. I can get 5 large glasses for $5 now. x.x
 
Finished brewing 30 litres of alcohol (10lit Beer (WeiBbeir), 20lit Cider (Apple & Cranberry)), and got it all bottled last night. Now I play the incredibly frustrating waiting game.
I know EXACTLY how you feel. I used to make mead and wine before I went off to college. Good luck, man.

Tonight, I'm getting fancy. I bought a 15 dollar bottle of sparkling wine; Prosecco from Italy. It's not fine champagne, but it's surprisingly tasty.

I give it a 9/10

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I know EXACTLY how you feel. I used to make mead and wine before I went off to college. Good luck, man.

Tonight, I'm getting fancy. I bought a 15 dollar bottle of sparkling wine; Prosecco from Italy. It's not fine champagne, but it's surprisingly tasty.

I give it a 9/10

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How does that taste? I'm always looking for delicious, affordable sparkling wines.
 
How does that taste? I'm always looking for delicious, affordable sparkling wines.
It's got a really nice nose to it, like green apples. It's got a nice dry taste to it like citrus. The carbonation also compliments the taste.

Unlike champagne, this stuff is meant to be drunk young with little aging. You get a nice, clean, non-yeasty taste because it doesn't sit on the lees for a long time like champagne.

I recommend it.
 
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