Cultcow EvaXephon / Yanderedev / Alex Mahan / Alexander Stuart Mahan / cannotgoogleme - Edgy weeaboo coomer with pedo tendencies and 15+ years internet history as a lolcow, now known as a disaster developer behind eternal debug build called "Yandere Simulator", confirmed groomer and dollfucker

[tortoiseshell]

Near total isolation from never leaving home, no known real life friends or people to talk to, and a very unhealthy consumption of anime/hentai/porn would be the "something a lot worse."

fftopic:The same with DSP.fftopic:

Those considitions prematurely age a person (very badly) and rot their personality, regardless of how shit or non-shit it already was.

:powerlevel: and , But as someone who was forced to spend most of their childhood that way, was Alex for awhile, and eventually realized it, I can say he has some level of control of how to behave and look at things. Isolation will fuck you up, especially as a child, and acknowledging that you've been fucked up is difficult, but Alex chooses to bury his head in the sand instead of facing reality when tons of people flat out told him how it is in different tones. Even when his own fans worried about him he didn't do anything.

It's a pretty deep hole that's hard to climb out of, but he can do it. He just doesn't want to because it's easier to stay with his parents and fake being a cool developer for praise and fiercely defending his delusion because if he admits to anything, he's admitting he's actually really shitty, has been doing nothing worthwhile his whole life, and has a lot of work to do to be a decent and productive person. It will pretty much shatter what he's lived under. He's also been babied and never made to act grown-up. He didn't know playing with the big kids meant being treated like one.

The least he can do is admit he's wrong instead of writing novels on reddit and youtube about why he's innocent. Isolation, bullying and coddling will damage somebody, but he has himself to blame as well.

 

[zFlarex]

The tinyBuild programmer has been working behind the scenes on Yandere Simulator, they've done more than I've mentioned but the other things were mostly minor.
None of this has been "officially" released, which is why YandereDev hasn't said anything about it.

Spoiler: Pseudo-Realistic Memory

Spoiler: Saving and Loading

Spoiler: Improvements to StudentScript

Spoiler: An extract from StudentScript's Start method - The comments I added.

Student.Update method is no longer 5k lines, it's now ~200 lines. It's just been broken down into functions, so nothing special there. Ditto, for YandereScript.

 

[PurpleFoxx]

lol this has to be one of my many favorite replies to the subreddit.

Alex, I am dreadfully sorry that everyone isn't buying your "poor fat bullied me" excuse.

 

[Diamonds Aren't Forever]

I found this info on Wikipedia under 'Victim Mentality'

"Victim mentality is an acquired personality trait in which a person tends to recognize themselves as a victim of the negative actions of others, and to behave as if this were the case in the face of clear evidence of such circumstances. Victim mentality depends on clear thought processes and attribution. In most cases, those with a victim mentality have in fact been the victim of wrongdoing by others or have otherwise suffered misfortune through no fault of their own; however, such misfortune does not necessarily imply that one will respond by developing a pervasive and universal victim mentality where one frequently or constantly realizes oneself to be a victim.

Victim mentality is primarily developed, for example, from family members and situations during childhood. Similarly, criminals often engage in victim thinking, believing themselves to be moral and engaging in crime only as a reaction to an immoral world and furthermore feeling that police are unfairly singling them out for persecution."

With the underlined part, does it translate to 'coddling from his parents and being bullied when he was younger'? I also didn't realize it was an acquired trait, part of me thought he was always like this (which is maybe why he was the victim of bullying?)

 

[Hui]

I think he just has brain damage.

 

[SwattedKat]

With the underlined part, does it translate to 'coddling from his parents and being bullied when he was younger'? I also didn't realize it was an acquired trait, part of me thought he was always like this (which is maybe why he was the victim of bullying?)

Well, Alex went to school until an incident occurred when he was 12 years old and he was home-schooled from then on.

 

[MagneticTowels]

Well, Alex went to school until an incident occurred when he was 12 years old and he was home-schooled from then on.

Please elaborate

 

[Sempai]

He exhibits the personalities of an unbehaved 12 year old.
Unrelated

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Why is 7 afraid of 9? Because 7 8 9!
we on page 789 boys

 

[SwattedKat]

Please elaborate

I'm on my iPad so searching is a challenge, but somebody posted much earlier in the thread about Alex being bullied ar 12 and pulled out of school.

 

[MagneticTowels]

I'm on my iPad so searching is a challenge, but somebody posted much earlier in the thread about Alex being bullied ar 12 and pulled out of school.

In other words, he was Chris-Channed?

 

[CupcakeBitch]

Please elaborate

The details are vague at best, but there's a second hand account cited in the lolcow wiki article that mentions how Alex was taken out of school at age 12, and was a sheltered shut in before going to college. In the linked sources, Alex is completely vague, but he words his replies so weirdly. (There's a post on the loserzboard where someone asks if something traumatic happened, and Alex's reply is so weird.)
This might help? Wiki references
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Where his "inspration" will most likely come from for the next useless "update"

EDIT: Found the page where his answers are weird- http://archive.is/YEZk9

 

[tortoiseshell]

"If a TinyBuild programmer makes it so that I don't have to put any effort into it, students just might tell their dearest loved ones that they're in danger of being murdered!"

 

[SwattedKat]

EDIT: Found the page where his answers are weird- http://archive.is/YEZk9

The creepy part while reading this was that 17 year old Eva is identical to 30 year old Eva. He still types and acts in the same exact "you're wrong, actually" sort of way he did then.

 

[Trombonista]

The creepy part while reading this was that 17 year old Eva is identical to 30 year old Eva. He still types and acts in the same exact "you're wrong, actually" sort of way he did then.

And the most hilarious part is that he thought girls had dicks until he was ten.

 

[SwattedKat]

His views on women were pretty fucking disturbing. They still are naturally but I wonder if he still wants to genocide all the sluts.

 

[CupcakeBitch]

Don't know if anyone put this on here, but on the same site, Alex made a topic about how he thinks he messed up with this girl he's crushing on (Source | Archive), and for once it seems like he's taking the advice, and things seem to be going well

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Source | Archive [/source]

That is, until he asks this

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Source | Archive

As an added bit of information, here are the state laws that would have applied to Alex's situation.

 

[Keystone]

Don't know if anyone put this on here, but on the same site, Alex made a topic about how he thinks he messed up with this girl he's crushing on (Source | Archive), and for once it seems like he's taking the advice, and things seem to be going well

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Source | Archive [/source]

That is, until he asks this

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View attachment 287095 Source | Archive

As an added bit of information, here are the state laws that would have applied to Alex's situation.

Amy will never know the nuclear warhead she dodged.

 

[FunnY]

Back then 1-2 years ago, I tested one his Yandere Simulator previous versions back then. It has a decent idea of sort. Could be needing some few improvements here and there. Normally, I was hoping he would bring in some additional detail of the game aside of graphics and all, but as I come back nothing has changed other than some crazy weird vibes within its feature of a game. Plus, a friend of mine from what I remember told me that the ones who volunteer for him don't get paid as much, but I don't got the screenshot for it sadly.

I do check on him streaming video games on his Twitch sometimes. Still uses the same voice like he usually uses in his videos. Either he kept his persona or is some living robot of some sort. But I don't remember him sucking at video games. I'll try to dig in more to see if he does act like a bitchfest like DSP in a way.

 

[Zombie]

The tinyBuild programmer has been working behind the scenes on Yandere Simulator, they've done more than I've mentioned but the other things were mostly minor.
None of this has been "officially" released, which is why YandereDev hasn't said anything about it.

Spoiler: Pseudo-Realistic Memory

Spoiler: Saving and Loading

Spoiler: Improvements to StudentScript

Spoiler: An extract from StudentScript's Start method - The comments I added.

Student.Update method is no longer 5k lines, it's now ~200 lines. It's just been broken down into functions, so nothing special there. Ditto, for YandereScript.

Goddamn those are major improvements in comparison. There's clearly many more areas that can be improved even there, but at least the tinyBuild guy seems to know what he's doing, then.

 

[ThatDutchManace]

Plus, a friend of mine from what I remember told me that the ones who volunteer for him don't get paid as much, but I don't got the screenshot for it sadly.

Didn't get paid as much? How can you get paid less than nothing? (Alex doesn't pay his volunteers, not even the most loyal, or the most productive ones.)