Every thing is terrible - Change my mind

Realistic said:
Okay.

I own up to the terrible and erratic behavior of my words. That's all I'm going to say to you.

If you want to stand by the theory of what you said. Do what other people have done and provide links archived with archive.today showing that I have done what you say I did.

All other posts are valid though.
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So, are you going to aspire to make positive changes then
 
Hey.

I apologize for what I wrote. I'm dealing with neurotic issues and depression right now.

Everything in my life been going would wrong and I honestly don't know what to do to make my life matter at all.

Rest assured people who think I'm going to go Trans because of what I wrote. That's never going to happen.

Trans people suck. Many of them have shown crazy traits such as being fixated with diapers or having a weird ass fetish before becoming trans. Becoming trans involves mutilation that I'll never be comfortable with. Even then, you still look like a man who went through poor plastic surgery.

The main reason people become trans is to get protection from a group of people who will excuse your behavior because you are trans and support you no matter how terrible you are. Trans people also don't take accountability and blame Kiwi Farms for everything. The Assigned Male comic guy is an example, all he does is talk about "transphobia" cause that gives him influence and popularity. He does nothing else besides that.

I am a hypocrite for saying that people should die while I keep living. I don't know what to do anymore. Lots of people die everyday and the world keeps turning. There's also people who would use death as a way to justify their selfish causes like what happened with Byuu. He was a terrible person and deserved his fate, it is pathetic that he was used like this by people with an agenda.

And when it comes to me. I wish I was more ignorant, narcissistic, apathetic and manipulative. The people who have the most influence and power are also the ones who do this shit to benefit themselves.

I'm disappointed at myself that I'll never be Keffals or Chris Chan levels of famous. I'll never be as ignorant or obedient as they want me or others to be. Everything I do exists and I do not excuse nor deny anything that I've done. I'm always going to be a punching bag for more successful people who pull fuck shit everyday.

I believe in hard work and sacrifice, it sucks that nobody else does. Social media has trained people to believe in the personality and the content rather than the effort. Internet has also merged with real life. I cannot go without seeing a hashtag or a handle and I see everybody on their phones.

Nothing does matter unless you sell out everything about yourself and what you belong l believe in is the world's motto now. Why put effort into anything when the more influential people who double down matter more than you?

To these people, it doesn't matter what they do or did, their audience will still follow them until the grave.

I'm personally tired of not mattering but it is what it is at this point. Everything has become bleh and I feel like everybody is pressuring me to do stuff that I do not want to do just to be recognized.
 
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Realistic said:
I'm disappointed at myself that I'll never be Keffals or Chris Chan levels of famous. I'll never be as ignorant or obedient as they want me or others to be. Everything I do exists and I do not excuse nor deny anything that I've done. I'm always going to be a punching bag for more successful people who pull fuck shit everyday.
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Why envy them? Easy come easy goes.
 
Hell is on earth and you are the master of your own reality. If you don't like your life, you have to be the one to change it.
Or kill yourself.
I'm not advocating for that, but also not joking, those are literally your only two options.
 
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