That's wrong.
You have grown up in a country of tolerance. Tolerance is all you have ever known. You have gotten some minor pushback here, but you don't know what real conservatism is.
The purpose of conservatism, of shame and of roles is to enforce order within society. You should go outside. Develop some interests that you aren't ashamed in talking about in public. You like to draw? Great. Maybe you could try to do some graphic design work and join a company. Then you would be able to talk to your coworkers about what was on TV, or maybe your pets or something else they could relate to. That is how you make friends, that is how you have and maintain healthy relationships.
That's how you get married and start a family.
"It may seem weird, but that's just kinda how we do things!"
Yes, and that attitude (and the tolerance of it) is why we have record low birth rates. But people like you are the ones who want to raise taxes to pay for more social programs. You can't tax a dwindling population, you need people actually in the work force to do that.