Everyone assumed he was satisfied with sex after Mia Hamm, and that his sex drive was destroyed by HRT, and the troon out.
But was it ever established he was on HRT indefinitely since he came out in 2014? Just like everything, Chris found out transitioning to female required more effort than he was used to, so all he did was apply estrogen cream. Maybe he had HRT pills, but buying those meant less Lego Money.
His Testosterone production was probably back to normal by 2017, when he began seeking Twitter attention from Doopie.
Things began to escalate sexually, from how I see it, when he began all this 3rd eye mysticism and learned about Lucid Dreams and Astral Projection, and claiming to have the power to go to CWCville in this way, and have sex with his Love Hogs.
@The American Hedgehog kept insisting and rationalizing this as “Chris is just daydreaming really hard”, but Lucid dreams are a very real phenomenon. And it is possible to live your sexual fantasies in your dreams if you learn to train your brain to do so.
This is where the “Subliminal Frequency” Binaural beats came in and even back then it baffled me that the editors didn’t put the dots together. Binaural Beats are commonly used to train your brain into lucid dreams.
So under the protection of his dreams, Chris got to reexperience himself with sex. With his hooker experience, he now knows the vaginal touch, what an erect clitoris looks like, etc.I wouldn’t even be surprised if he lucid dream sex’d with Megan. His sexual curiosity satisfied, beginning to get compliments from his “Ally Deities”
Around this time was when the Financial Crisis began. This takes over as
@The American Hedgehog justification that Chris was “Daydreaming really hard” as a way to cope. This, however, was both True and False.
It’s True that he was using it to hide from his debts, but False in that he was “daydreaming” but beginning to see his big picture for what it really was. There was never going to be a real, physical-to-the-touch woman in his life that was not Barb.
His sexual fantasy lucid dreams began to convince him of this.
I’m sure the Pandemic must have made it click in his head that meeting a Sweetheart from the Ground Up was impossible. All that was left was to rape Barb.