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I will say that I don't think Jimmy is inherently a bad person. What I mean is that I don't believe Jimmy thinks about violence towards others for no reason or that he enjoys being an angry, violent person, every time he's gotten angry or violent it's been a result of someone else doing something to him. By far his biggest issue, which is backed up by his traumadumps, is people messing with him, especially when it comes to personal belongings and losing contests. He's claimed to have a history of being bullied and believing people purposefully put him down so he can't succeed (i.e. teachers). It's clear to me that this is some really deep rooted trauma and it might even give him PTSD. The severity of his anger doesn't often match the situation, where he will rage out over small contests that don't mean much or obviously possessions with little meaning (i.e. the toy phone). His rage is consistently when he thinks someone is fucking with him with bad intentions and usually it's always one small thing that pushes him over the edge i.e. he was already in a bad mood and megan verbally attacked him, Taylor throwing food at him while he's already yelling at her, Abby trying to break the one possession that hasn't yet been fucked with after a day of having all of his shit fucked with and constantly being messed with by crew and fish. These outbursts aren't random, they follow patterns. Jimmy doesn't get mad at the crew when he knows they're fucking with him because he believes it's "for the game" but when Jimmy believes the crew doxxed a friend of his (I don't remember exactly why he made this conclusion) he is very pissed and starts threatening Jet that he'll dox his family or something. I'm not trying to justify any of Jimmy's actions here but i'm just pointing out that his outbursts aren't random, they follow a pattern and that he doesn't just randomly get mad at people, there's always some internal justification for him, typically that people are trying to do bad things to him so that he should do something or at least threaten to do something even worse to prevent them from continuing to do it.
Fishtank is one of the worst places for Jimmy to be in as it's practically designed to trigger him. Jimmy is BY FAR the most fucked with fish this season, they were milking him as much as possible especially after Cole left. After TJ's small arc, every day for the crew has been "how can we fuck with Jimmy today"? Of course he would eventually break and again the crew are very lucky Jimmy didn't hit Abby, very very fucking lucky. Everyone in that situation fucked up, while it was not okay for Jimmy to do what he did I don't want people to believe that it's solely Jimmy's fault. His actions were predictable and it is entirely the crews fault for letting things escalate to that both for constantly pushing him to the edge the ENTIRE day and the seconds before it happened where 3 fucking crew members were in the room. Jimmy isn't innocent but he doesn't have outbursts out of nowhere.
You don't poke the bear then blame the bear when it attacks.
Fishtank is one of the worst places for Jimmy to be in as it's practically designed to trigger him. Jimmy is BY FAR the most fucked with fish this season, they were milking him as much as possible especially after Cole left. After TJ's small arc, every day for the crew has been "how can we fuck with Jimmy today"? Of course he would eventually break and again the crew are very lucky Jimmy didn't hit Abby, very very fucking lucky. Everyone in that situation fucked up, while it was not okay for Jimmy to do what he did I don't want people to believe that it's solely Jimmy's fault. His actions were predictable and it is entirely the crews fault for letting things escalate to that both for constantly pushing him to the edge the ENTIRE day and the seconds before it happened where 3 fucking crew members were in the room. Jimmy isn't innocent but he doesn't have outbursts out of nowhere.
You don't poke the bear then blame the bear when it attacks.

