First time posting in here with a very clear burn account so take this with the fucking colossal pile of salt if you need to, but the recent doomposting about the zombie made me want to give a bit more info as a part of her Memberships. Use or disregard at your own leisure.
Every one of her members-only streams have devolved into a cry session (SC guilt session, depends on how cynical you wanna be, all her regular whales are there), about virtually fucking everything.
Wanted to be a VA so bad she seriously considered doing hentai if it meant she got a gig (she never elaborated if she did end up doing it).
She doesn't trust the regular chat/is emotionally driving a wedge between her members and them "you guys are the real ones I trust". She doesn't feel like she fits into Hololive. Has sited only Moona, Calli and Ame are those she feel she can reach - yes, I'm not forgetting Astel there either. Implies the rest of ID are distant (sounds more like they're just work colleagues and she's too retarded to see the difference between professionalism or personal, but again could just be emotionally charged). Cant really open up to them.
Feels like Matsuri and a lot of the JP girls are distant to her too, Matsuri only gives her short replies. Astel is too busy with his own work.
She tried for ID Gen 1, got ghosted. Came back, management surprised but gave her the time of day this time. Says she is suffering from insomnia, doesn't like 'streaming' Apex as it's hard to keep herself positive.
She explicitly referenced a rumour (didn't specify but I think we can all put two and two together given this past week). As of the latest Member stream, she said that it was distressing her, Moona and their manager, and she all but pointed to /vt/ by name. Moona has read the board recently. Both she and the manager advised Ollie don't.
Ollie has, as of that stream, told members she will be taking a break from all internet related activities, and is seeking some professional help in May. She said she was contractually obligated to a stream the end of the month, that seems like the World of Tanks promo. Whether she is actually going off because of her own health, or, as I'm sure the rrats going nuts rn will believe, it's because there is fire with this smoke, read into that what you will.
Part of me wants to believe she is legitimately overwhelmed with how things in s more professional setting are, she sounds genuinely sad that the whole agency isn't a big anime friend simulator, but who the fuck knows.
Again, no prior posting other than long lurking here, just you all don't seem to be in her membership so felt it'd be good for thought.
