So... is it normal to have mixed feelings on Half-Life 2?
My own history... I played the
first Half-Life when it was new (I had the pack that came with Opposing Force) and liked that, but I hated the impact it had on FPS games. Like what HL1 did was cool for itself but I didn't want it to be the standard, but unfortunately it became the standard.
When HL2 came out I was burned out, and couldn't play it anyway because I still had dial-up and even the original release required online activation which back then could legitimately take days.
Now I'm finally able to play HL2 but.... well, I feel bipolar. Sometimes I'm liking it well enough, other times its "oh god enough of this shit." I'm in Water Hazard BTW.
One thing that bugged me before I even played the game though was the direction the story took. The original Half-Life was captivating in part because there was a lot of mystery surrounding what exactly was going on, whether it was really an accident or planned, who and why, etc.
This is a case where honestly, the speculation and fan explanations were way more captivating than what the official answer turned out to be.
This is without even acknowledging that the story of HL2
is kinda retarded anyway. But I think I would be willing to overlook this shit if I was having more fun.
Even the first Half-Life, which I have a much higher opinion of and was positively obsessed with for awhile, is a game I rarely finish on replays because nowadays its issues stand out to me.