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Every now and again there will be a glitch in my head, and instead of sleeping ten to twelve hours (yay meds) I'll not sleep at all, and at 5 or 6am I'll give up, get out of bed and make a cup of tea. Today is one of those mornings. I'm a little tired now, and in the afternoon I'll crash and sleep through to tomorrow. Pre-meds I was a raging insomniac, so perhaps these these random sleepless nights are the last lingering remnants of the real me that was obliterated by the drugs coming through. Maybe this is an opportunity for meditation and self reflection, but honestly, I just wish I could sleep like a normal person.
 
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i sent my switch to get customized and won't have it back until next week, but my vidya game urges are too strong so i ended up getting out my old 1st gen 3ds and playing some tomodachi life.
since nothing else has really been happening in my life the last few days i've only been playing that and it reminds me of when i lived with my abusive dyke stepmom as a kid. i want to start a new game but i've unlocked a shit ton of items and don't want that to go to waste. jesus this is one of the most autistic things I've said on this website so far.
 
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Well that task I have been put on to organize the dem / jew pedo crap keeps going. Have to take a lot of brakes. As of this moment I have over 110 folders separating the stuff. I forgot about some of the scandals from the last 3-4 years and reading through it is making me madder by the day. Every batch I work on makes my heart sink lower than it had before.
One thing that has me really pissed though. That lawyer or friend or whatever of trump, lin wood, was teasing a while back he had a trigger switch to Issac Kappy's data showing various pedos in hollywood and politics and the proof thereof. He teased about it, but never released it. What the hell happened with that ass much? Isaac was murdered because of that and that faggot tom hanks was subtle in mocking his death, then racing to faggotland greece because I think they don't extradite pedos or some such. Photos of tom exist of an ankle monitor on him. Where is it, lin wood? Where's the data?

Health-wise I caught a small break. Still not fully well but I'm chuggin' along.
 
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My family doctor died. He's been my doctor for almost half of my life. I needed to get in tough with a vascular specialist because something is going on with my left leg that is impeding my physical therapy for both and it looks to be circulatory. So I call the orthopedic doctor and the office is closed. He does surgery on certain days and I wasn't sure which days it was. So I figured I'd call my family doctor instead.

There was a recording from the receptionist who's been there as long as I remember saying he suddenly passed away and the office is permanently closed. His partner was older and retired like 15 years ago. There was no one else at the practice and I guess no current plans to reopen it with someone else.

That was my last tie to that neighborhood. I liked going there because it was one of the few safe areas in my city. I just feel terrible because everything is gone and I'm stuck here for the time being.

But I have to get a new doctor. Time must march on.
 
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Sped Xing said:
The owner of my company is inviting me to their fancy sky box football game thing again. I don't know how to keep gracefully refusing all these party invitations.
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I just can't see the profit in working all week, only to punish yourself by being away from home and spending all the money you made.
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Maybe something in the tone of "I'm grateful for the invitations, but I prefer to spend my money elsewhere"?
 
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My left knee has been hurting bad lately. My whole legs have been sore due to all the stocking and other duties at my job. I guess all the bending and kneeling has gotten to my knee too. It has a sharp pain when I bend it certain ways.

I’m not sure exactly how to help it. Should I slap a brace on it? Put some ice and heat on it? Go to a doctor to make sure it’s not something serious? Or just tough it out. I feel old, man.
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I would go to a physical therapist..it sounds like you have a similar problem I had..for the same reasons. It turned out I was over using a set of leg muscles that put pressure on my knees. Work out your glute muscles...not kidding
 
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Just found out today that I’ve been accepted by a community college admissions program to get a certificate in Computer Information Systems, and I’m both excited and a little tired since I’ve been for almost the past month and a half doing a random computer programmer stock photo/Commodore 64 profile tribute.

After I get my certificate, I’m hoping to get my Masters in CompSci, mixed with in training job experience in the software engineering/programming department. Not to overshare, but it really is never too late to learn.
 
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Last post was bad enough don't know how to feel now. We're bringing in a new cook which means I finally night get some time off from work, hopefully soon but hopefully they don't roll back my hours too much or lay me off. Either would be bad enough I losey only source of income either way.
 
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Found out that my coworkers get away with a lot of shit and they get away with it. I've decided to follow their lead and not do their work for them. I wonder if it's because our department is small or because we're working from home. We'll be getting laptops sent to us to monitor our productivity thanks to this bullshit. I want to quit and find a better job, but with this pandemic and its variant, I doubt it. My ex had her mom call mine to ask in a roundabout way if I'm seeing anyone. Giving up alcohol and beer helped me lose weight, but I want to lose more and tone. Women are superficial and fickle, so looking frumpy and pudgy is not a good look. It's fine for women to be plus sized or BBWs, but a man with a few extra pounds? Forget it. Dating apps are weird and all of them want to charge you to get some exclusive access to the women on there. I'm meeting up with a gal for coffee this weekend and it's giving me some anxious and negative thoughts about it being a waste of time and her not being into me. That threw me in for a little depressing loop and made me want a drink. It's funny how your mind defaults to your old habits once you're under stress.
 
My sister is moving across the country soon. Our relationship isn't the best, but I personally don't have enmity towards her (her views of me, on the other hand...). My family figured we could have a little hang out before she leaves since I'm going into town tomorrow for an appointment. At first my sis said I had to wear a mask even in our parents' house because I lived away from them. Sure, fine, I guess. It's for a couple hours. Then she calls me late tonight telling me I need to get a rapid covid test the next morning. No one has signs or symptoms, or possible contact with someone who had covid. It's "just in case". She wants me to wake up at the butt-crack of dawn, go to a clinic that may or may not even be taking walk-ins, and that may or may not require a several hour wait time if they do, and make it to my important appointment on time. We're all vaccinated too, for feck's sake.
 
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