How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[queerape]

Been having many many feels. Some people can’t do their goddamn job and it holds all of us back. There is this ho who is always late and promises the moon and comes up with excuses when she doesn’t deliver. I wish I could fire her but that’s up to HR.

 

[slimes]

Job has kinda taken over my life leaving me no time for the three hobbies that make me really happy. It sucks, but hopefully we're getting help in two weeks so I won't be playing the 'salaried so no overtime' game anymore. I hate that game.

 

[Niggernerd]

I'm still alive so there's that.
My best friend has been going through alot so i'm giving them space, My other "friend" doesn't actually talk to me much and forgot my birthday while celebrating her other friends bday which were on the same day even drew them something but all i got was a lie how they were asleep and still didn't tell me happy birthday even when i brought it up. My anxiety has been pretty bad, night terrors keep me up but overall cigarettes, jazzhop and KF have been swell.

 

[TungstenCarbide]

Today a did a magnetic resonance with contrast material, so I feel a bit magnetic.

 

[Chan Fan]

I woke up super tired and I have a migraine but I took my migraine medicine (which always helps) and it's forced me to go about my day a bit slower than usual instead of rushing through everything, which has been kind of helpful in a way

 

[Angel Dust]

I am so god damn tired all the time. I've been feeling rather disassociated lately, like the movie reel is playing but no one's there to operate it.

However, I did name a new cat that came in "Kiwi", and I've been steadily suggesting cow names for the others. (Sapphire, Momo, Luna, etc). Insidiously spreading the kiwi ways.

 

[Vince McMahon]

After so much time eating less, I ate more than usual and now I feel like shit.

I found out that it's better to be slightly hungry than absolutely full.

 

[PrussiansMarchingOn1819]

Yeah, understand exactly. Our elderly family member fractured hip about three weeks ago, had surgery, new hip put in. Problems have developed, another surgery coming up later this week.

Otherwise, I'm okay. Could be better. Could always be worse.

I've been down that road. I'm trying to get my shit together looking for a job since I had to quit my old job about a year to take care of someone. There other kids, bu they can't be bother and to make it up they do some big family brunch out to somewhere trying to make themselves feel good when they haven't done the bare minimal.

 

[Stormy Daniel's Lawyer]

I'm too fucking old for Arthritis, right? Fucking cold-ass rain makes my body feel broken all over..My joints feel like they been run over by a tractor-trailer..

Here's a tip for all you youngsters reading this post..

Live life fucking balls out..That way you will have much better stories on why you hurt than I fucking do at 52..I have worked my whole life, I started out sitting behind a windshield as a sales rep after I left the Marines, and now I build furniture and shit my wife wants for our house.. Life goes by so fucking fast, one day you're chasing skirts and staying out all night, raising hell, etc.. to literally craving long periods of uninterrupted sleep..

 

[Jonah Hill poster]

My last week was a mix of things that were both good and bad.
I’ve been sick for the past week, and my brain hasn’t been 100% as far as thinking rationally, but luckily I’m still able to post on the Farms. Plus I’ve been learning to think before I speak, which I’m very good at, but I want to be able to analyze what I say before it comes out looking nonsensical.

Either way, my goal is to get some good nights sleep for the week, and get some good job prospects.

 

[Brain Power]

Well, one of my wisdom teeth got extracted, and the other one is scheduled for next week. It wasn't as horrifying as I thought, even though I was awake during the whole procedure. Let's see if I still think the same when the anesthesia goes away...

 

[unsure on how to proceed]

I'm sorry KF.

Spoiler: messy english

Last time I was here me and my ex broke up, but later I convinced her to stay with me. Now she broke up with me, same excuse as last time. Work on herself and let me work on myself. We spent last week together in my house, but today she didn't want anything to do with me again. I've been crying all day cuz I'm a dumb dumb bitch. I wanted to be cruel for one and tell her that if she walked out I wouldn't forgive her. But I knew if she came back I would've done it anyway.

The bad thing is I still fucking love her why am I so stupid

Tldr I've been tirelessly trying to save my relationship and all got from it was a headache.

 

[Surf and TERF]

I'm sorry KF.

Spoiler: messy english

Last time I was here me and my ex broke up, but later I convinced her to stay with me. Now she broke up with me, same excuse as last time. Work on herself and let me work on myself. We spent last week together in my house, but today she didn't want anything to do with me again. I've been crying all day cuz I'm a dumb dumb bitch. I wanted to be cruel for one and tell her that if she walked out I wouldn't forgive her. But I knew if she came back I would've done it anyway.

The bad thing is I still fucking love her why am I so stupid

Tldr I've been tirelessly trying to save my relationship and all got from it was a headache.

This situation is shitty and I can’t say anything to make it easier, but your last post implied that you’re a high school senior, right?

You have a lot of life changes going on right now. Even if everything feels terrible at this moment, I suspect you are going move on very quickly. It’s hard not to when you have college right around the corner.

 

[Stormy Daniel's Lawyer]

I'm still alive so there's that.
My best friend has been going through alot so i'm giving them space, My other "friend" doesn't actually talk to me much and forgot my birthday while celebrating her other friends bday which were on the same day even drew them something but all i got was a lie how they were asleep and still didn't tell me happy birthday even when i brought it up. My anxiety has been pretty bad, night terrors keep me up but overall cigarettes, jazzhop and KF have been swell.

Your other "friend" isn't a friend at all, time to cut bait on that person..Happy belated birthday..

 

[Chan Fan]

Feeling kind of energized today (and the soda I had I'm sure is part of that.) Cleaned out my car and put a bunch of books in a box to either donate or sell. Either way they are out of the house and that's something I've wanted to do for a while. Took a bunch of trips too so I got extra exercise.

 

[Bryan Magee]

My son (first child) is turning two weeks old in a few hours, and I feel great now that I know I can survive on this little sleep. Babies love to scream and cry at all hours of the day and night.
He's healthy, smart (according to the neurological tests they performed at the hospital) and has been a huge enhancement to my life.
Here's to hoping he gets on a better sleep schedule soon.

Edit: I accidentally said three weeks when, in fact, it's only been two. Sorry, I've lost all track of time during this.

 

[Quantum Diabetes]

My building and neighborhood has turned to shit and I've been a horrible asshole everywhere I go and people are letting me get away with it. It's probably because I'm terrifying huge.

 

[UtadaWasabi]

Not good.
The corona epidemic affect My workplace business greatly (travel related stuff) .
My place probably not go out of business due to it being backed by higher power and I probably be fine because I work in department that always has manpower shortage.
But I hope this corona stuff will go away as soon as possible.

 

[Michael_Jordan_Peterson]

I tried to kill a fly in my car, hit the windshield and cracked it. A truck backed into my car while I was at a redlight. I have to replace my bumper and undercarriage as well. Ready to throw the whole car out. Fucking absolute pain in the ass. Trying to save money to buy a new place.

 

[A Grey Cat]

Hey as a follow up to my previous Post I think I got a job at the cheesecake factory. I went to a hiring event and while the interview was shorter than a formal one the person I spoke to said "you're more than qualified and exactly what we're looking for." And that I'll hear back in 24 hours. Not even a week since I got the pink slip and I'm already back on the track