How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Neurotypical Mantis]

If you got time to play Undertale, you got time to brush your teeth.

it was gameplay from someone else
i don't think this guy understands depression

 

[Vingle]

it was gameplay from someone else

Because that changes everything, not.

i don't think this guy understands depression

I'm not the one with rotting teeth whining about how my parents didn't baby me through life.

 

[Samir]

Another week bros, I don't know if I can do this for 60 more years.

 

[Neurotypical Mantis]

Because that changes everything, not.

I'm not the one with rotting teeth whining about how my parents didn't baby me through life.

wait til this nigga says shit like this to a guy in a wheelchair

 

[soggy london]

I feel like lately more people than usual are testing my patience with their passive-aggressive/rude behavior. Perhaps it’s holiday stress? But it’s not even December. Like today it took everything in me not to cause a scene because I understand that miserable people just want to watch the world burn before confronting the root of their emotional issues, and it doesn’t have anything to do with me especially since (ironically) I’m nice/polite irl.

Is being the better person actually worth it? I acted like their behavior didn’t bother me and treated them kindly but I now feel like a faggot and kinda wish I told them to kill themselves instead.

 

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

wait til this nigga says shit like this to a guy in a wheelchair

I am sure people in a wheelchair have functioning arms, so they have no problem with brushing their teeth.

Another week bros, I don't know if I can do this for 60 more years.

Wanna make a suicide pact? in Minecraft

Is being the better person actually worth it? I acted like their behavior didn’t bother me and treated them kindly but I now feel like a faggot and kinda wish I told them to kill themselves instead.

Depends on who you are dealing with. Look at the people who tried to help lolcows like Chris and Chibi. In the end they just wasted their good will on enabling pieces of shit.

 

[Nikes_JustDoIt]

I feel like lately more people than usual are testing my patience with their passive-aggressive/rude behavior. Perhaps it’s holiday stress? But it’s not even December. Like today it took everything in me not to cause a scene because I understand that miserable people just want to watch the world burn before confronting the root of their emotional issues, and it doesn’t have anything to do with me especially since (ironically) I’m nice/polite irl.

Is being the better person actually worth it? I acted like their behavior didn’t bother me and treated them kindly but I now feel like a faggot and kinda wish I told them to kill themselves instead.

Is this happening at a job or when you go out?
Most likely it's because of the lockdown/ covid fatigue not having the time out or time to relax due to everything being closed or can't travel.
I think being a better person is worth it because people like being around kind people or can handle assholes.

 

[Vingle]

Is being the better person actually worth it?

Lol, no. It's just a way for normies to feel morally "superior. A very good example on this, you have to be friends with your ex. Or you're shit. If you are so good friends, then why the flying fuck are you breaking up? To me, it's natural that a break-up happens because the other person can't stand them and want him/her dead.

 

[Neurotypical Mantis]

the problem with depression is not having the cognitive ability for your body to actually get up when you want to. it fucking sucks

 

[Vingle]

the problem with depression is not having the cognitive ability for your body to actually get up when you want to. it fucking sucks

Seems like there's nothing wrong with your cognitive ability, when you can write this without misspellings.
The biggest problem to people with depression, is that they have a victim mentality and and makes excuses off of that to never improve themselves.

 

[Neurotypical Mantis]

Seems like there's nothing wrong with your cognitive ability, when you can write this without misspellings.
The biggest problem to people with depression, is that they have a victim mentality and and makes excuses off of that to never improve themselves.

good lord why do you have to start bullshit in every single thread

 

[Shitted Scaredless]

My chest has been tight off and on, and my right hand keeps going to sleep. I might be dying

 

[Overcast]

I feel like lately more people than usual are testing my patience with their passive-aggressive/rude behavior. Perhaps it’s holiday stress? But it’s not even December. Like today it took everything in me not to cause a scene because I understand that miserable people just want to watch the world burn before confronting the root of their emotional issues, and it doesn’t have anything to do with me especially since (ironically) I’m nice/polite irl.

Is being the better person actually worth it? I acted like their behavior didn’t bother me and treated them kindly but I now feel like a faggot and kinda wish I told them to kill themselves instead.

Well there’s a difference between calling someone a faggot and telling them to kill themselves and being able to stand your ground and not let them walk all over you.

Both make the other person seethe. But one of them leaves them with no ammo.

 

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

Seems like there's nothing wrong with your cognitive ability, when you can write this without misspellings.

"If you can do something, then you are able to do everything else" is a stupid reasoning and I wouldn't have sex with it.

the problem with depression is not having the cognitive ability for your body to actually get up when you want to. it fucking sucks

No, you have. It just in that moment in time it brings irrational unnatural suffering. But it should pass.

 

[Vingle]

"If you can do something, then you are able to do everything else" is a stupid reasoning

Agree, but we're talking about getting out of bed, taking a shower and brushing your teeth. Not running a marathon.

 

[Shitted Scaredless]

If I was having a heart attack, it probably would have happened by now. It's been a few days. I suffer with bad anxiety. This is probably some kind of fucked up panic attack. Right?

 

[Agarathium1066]

Is being the better person actually worth it? I acted like their behavior didn’t bother me and treated them kindly but I now feel like a faggot and kinda wish I told them to kill themselves instead.

You define what 'better person' is but I've found that in life people will absolutely abuse the polite silence of others to continue their shit. I feel it's better to be considered contentious or rude than being trodden on by anyone who's acting out of line for too long. If they're really being a nuisance then let them know, if they keep it up call them absolutely faggotrocious.

As for myself, I'm feeling.. okay. I've hated how quiet it can get around the holidays because everyone is busy with their family stuff but its improving and I've things to look forward to. Getting a lot of cleaning done around the house which is a great way for me to feel like I'm getting stuff done and making things more pleasant.

Editing to avoid Double Post:

If I was having a heart attack, it probably would have happened by now. It's been a few days. I suffer with bad anxiety. This is probably some kind of fucked up panic attack. Right?

It was far more likely that you are having a panic attack as they can slowly encroach upon the mind like that. I would be lying if I said it is impossible for it to be a symptom of a medical issue but your description makes me suspect anxiety.

 

[Gravityqueen4life]

i dont know if i should laugh, cry or just scream. i got a call from my mom today. they found my dad passed out on the hotel room floor, barely breathing. that motherfucker was doing heroine! HEROINE OF ALL THINGS! my father has never done drugs his entire life but he starts with fucking heroine!? what in the fuck!? now his in the hospital but i dont know what will happen next. will he be thrown into prison? will they blackmail him into becoming a CA? will they force him to give up his dealer? will my family be in trouble and forced into a drug investigation or what!?

there is no going back from this. he has no self-control and constantly chase after that high. that instant gratification! looking at him reminds me of so many lolcows on this site (Ralph, Boogie, Wings, blade) white-trash that are addicted to booze/drugs, obese, and constantly blaming the world for their issues. it amaze me that those kind of individual's always finds a way to survive the odds though, and keep up with their bad habits.

the worst is, a part of me wish he would have just died in the hotel room and saved us the trouble. now his gonna be trouble for us until the day he OD.

im gonna try and arrange a meeting with a buddy of mine beacuse i need SOMEBODY i can talk to about this in person!

 

[soggy london]

Lol, no. It's just a way for normies to feel morally "superior. A very good example on this, you have to be friends with your ex. Or you're shit. If you are so good friends, then why the flying fuck are you breaking up? To me, it's natural that a break-up happens because the other person can't stand them and want him/her dead.

Well there’s a difference between calling someone a faggot and telling them to kill themselves and being able to stand your ground and not let them walk all over you.

Both make the other person seethe. But one of them leaves them with no ammo.

You define what 'better person' is but I've found that in life people will absolutely abuse the polite silence of others to continue their shit. I feel it's better to be considered contentious or rude than being trodden on by anyone who's acting out of line for too long. If they're really being a nuisance then let them know, if they keep it up call them absolutely faggotrocious.

Thanks for the advice. In hindsight I could have definitely shut them down without being rude myself, but in the moment I felt that I didn't want to sink to their level or potentially spark a more heated argument. It's easy to forget not every situation is so black-and-white.

 

[Agarathium1066]

Thanks for the advice. In hindsight I could have definitely shut them down without being rude myself, but in the moment I felt that I didn't want to sink to their level or potentially spark a more heated argument. It's easy to forget not every situation is so black-and-white.

Absolutely, a single moment has a lot of context that can be missing in an online discussion or the state of any of the people nearby. If I'm exhausted from a long day I'm more likely to simply be short and dismissive, having to get a big dose of cortisol on any day is just the pits. So at least for my part don't take my comment as judgement for you not being hard enough. I hope that bullshit doesn't happen to you in the future.