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Gravityqueen4life said:
the worst is, a part of me wish he would have just died in the hotel room and saved us the trouble. now his gonna be trouble for us until the day he OD.
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He did practically steal the savings from your family. You are not going to be led under an investigation, maybe as a witness. I would take that opportunity to throw him under the bus.

Best thing would've been if he died, but the world is unfair most of the time. So fuck him up legally at least.
 
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Juan But Not Forgotten said:
"If you can do something, then you are able to do everything else" is a stupid reasoning and I wouldn't have sex with it.


No, you have. It just in that moment in time it brings irrational unnatural suffering. But it should pass.
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thank you based juan. it's nice to see a voice of reasoning
seasonal depression is also very much a thing and if any other northern hemisphere kiwis are going through it i recommend these weird lights that are supposed to counter the effects.
despite the fact that it sounds like some hippie bullshit we're no different from plants in that we still need sunlight.
 
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I recently got ahold of some new CBD gummies. Took one and tripped the fuck out. Had an existential crisis while watching Gypsy Danger compilations. Started panicking thinking my roommates were going to harvest my organs.

Turns out THC 8 was legalized in my state at some point. The bottle has it listed in the smallest fucking font though, but had CBD in big bold letters. Doesn't even say how much THC is in there, but I'm guessing a good bit because I gave it to a smoker friend of mind and they were toasted. Fun shit.
 
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Kermit Jizz said:
I recently got ahold of some new CBD gummies. Took one and tripped the fuck out. Had an existential crisis while watching Gypsy Danger compilations. Started panicking thinking my roommates were going to harvest my organs.

Turns out THC 8 was legalized in my state at some point. The bottle has it listed in the smallest fucking font though, but had CBD in big bold letters. Doesn't even say how much THC is in there, but I'm guessing a good bit because I gave it to a smoker friend of mind and they were toasted. Fun shit.
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this is actually helpful. i was going to try cbd shit.
have you tried cbd oil? i'm thinking about getting some to see if it does any good.
 
Neurotypical Mantis said:
this is actually helpful. i was going to try cbd shit.
have you tried cbd oil? i'm thinking about getting some to see if it does any good.
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Haven't tried oil, but I gave some to my dog with hip issues. Seemed to help with the pain.

Personally speaking the purely cbd gummies are good for stress mitigation. They relax you without any noticeable side effects in low doses. Bigger ones and you start to get drowsy and absent minded though.
 
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Gravityqueen4life said:
i dont know if i should laugh, cry or just scream. i got a call from my mom today. they found my dad passed out on the hotel room floor, barely breathing. that motherfucker was doing heroine! HEROINE OF ALL THINGS! my father has never done drugs his entire life but he starts with fucking heroine!? what in the fuck!? now his in the hospital but i dont know what will happen next. will he be thrown into prison? will they blackmail him into becoming a CA? will they force him to give up his dealer? will my family be in trouble and forced into a drug investigation or what!?

there is no going back from this. he has no self-control and constantly chase after that high. that instant gratification! looking at him reminds me of so many lolcows on this site (Ralph, Boogie, Wings, blade) white-trash that are addicted to booze/drugs, obese, and constantly blaming the world for their issues. it amaze me that those kind of individual's always finds a way to survive the odds though, and keep up with their bad habits.

the worst is, a part of me wish he would have just died in the hotel room and saved us the trouble. now his gonna be trouble for us until the day he OD.

im gonna try and arrange a meeting with a buddy of mine beacuse i need SOMEBODY i can talk to about this in person!
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How old is your Dad if you don’t mind me asking? I assume based on the information provided he can’t be too old. I’m guessing early to mid 40s.
 
Meat Target said:
Feeling out of shape after Thanksgiving and skipping the gym for several days. But turkey, mashed potatoes and gravy once a year are worth it.
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I'ts called bulking and it's going to become muscles anyway, assuming you are actually doing something at the gym:null:

One of the best parts of Xmas is this delicious fatty Xmas pork rib. With gravy made of its fat drippings when roasting it. We got another Xmas dish too, but it's basically heavily salted and smoked meat that's boiled.
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As an eurofag, we don't have Thanksgiving*sigh*
Anyway, some loonies are decorating for Xmas before Thanksgiving. Even though we don't have it, you wonder what the fuck is wrong with people decorating this early for Xmas.
 
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DDBCAE CBAADCBE said:
Close enough I guess. Sounds like a late midlife crisis to me. Did he show any signs beforehand that he might be angling towards more risky behavior like this. From what you said before I’m led to believe this was to your knowledge uncharacteristic of him.
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its a long story but i try and keep it short. my father was not always like this. he was always the nicest dad you could ask for. hard working, supportive, loving and always had your back. but he was a big guy. so big it started to be unhealthy and the doctor told him him he would die in his 50ths (ironic) if kept living the life style. he tried to lose Wight naturally at first but that didn't workout so he had the sugary and lost so much weight, he was almost as skinny as me! than a year pass and he starts to drink. he was never a heavy drinker so we did not think much of it at first. than he started to drink every signal day and when he didn't get any booze, he would turn volant out of nowhere starting fight with me, my mom, my siblings and hell, even our neighbors.

like so many fat people who get the surgery, he became fat again and it made him very depressed. so he started to drink more. he became unstable and suicidal so we decided to get him help and he started to therapy and taking PBD pills. worked for awhile but than he stops going to meetings, drop the pills, drink again and becomes fucking nuts!

with the heroine thing, i think he got it from people he has been on those addict group meetings with. we thought if we showed him people who had it worst than him, he would rethink his actions but instead, he bought heroine from them!

im just tired at this point man. you just become nub and apathetic when its been going on for so long.
 
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Gravityqueen4life said:
im just tired at this point man. you just become nub and apathetic when its been going on for so long.
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Yeah. Displacement shit. Get warned about it in most programs for booze or drugs, not that the warning does much good. Only thing that cuts that cycle is either working out what the hell you're running from or deciding to stop running regardless.

Hard thing to hear, but though he is your Dad it isn't your fight. Look after your Mom and yourself, eh?
 
It did snow pretty much here tonight, just in time for December. Talk about perfect timing.

And I literally can’t wear my winter jacket to the gym. Because I have become a damn incinerator.
 
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The source of the hand and arm tingly has, quite literally, come to the surface.
It's bug bites. Some invertebrate fuck bit me. But the question is, why is it tingly and not itchy. This some Spiderman shit?
 
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