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I'm getting a little too much fun with God of War. On the one hand I can't even recall when I played something so addictive for the last time, on the other it takes away time from anything that isn't crucial. Hope I will finish it before it gets out of hand.
 
Drunk, unmarried, on Terminal Leave, trying to create a schedule to study for tertiary education while wondering how to proceed in my late 20s in shit-tier America right now. It feels more like a chess game than a crisis though, so I guess that is something.
 
Everyone is going crazy and getting awkward due to Covid, but despite talking about it nobody is close to understanding about it, or maybe that's just because I have women in mind and erroneously expect empathy out of that sex. Guys are usually pretty chill about things like that.
 
I'm getting a little too much fun with God of War. On the one hand I can't even recall when I played something so addictive for the last time, on the other it takes away time from anything that isn't crucial. Hope I will finish it before it gets out of hand.
PS4/PS5 version I assume? Yeah there's a lot to get sidetracked with in that one. I was planning to go after the Valkyries but then I remembered I'm terrible at action games, so I just finished the game normally. Ragnarok looks like it's already solving a few of the issues I had like enemy variety, so that's something to look forward to this year.
 
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Part of me is tempted to just give up and return home.

I feel like a failure. I've been out of school for almost three years and I have so little to show for it
What are prospects of job in your field at home?
Talk to your folks, maybe a reset will do mind well?
Good luck, you got this.
 
What are prospects of job in your field at home?
Talk to your folks, maybe a reset will do mind well?
Good luck, you got this.
Next to nothing. My line of work is pretty heavily concentrated around New York and I’d rather neck myself than move to LA.

I’m just worried that I won’t have the opportunity to look for apartments here again if I move back to my home state. There’s a lot of visiting, negotiating and vetting that I’m not looking forward to, but the upside is that I have three months to make a final desicion.

I really do appreciate the words of encouragement. Nothing has really gone my way since New Year’s Eve and I really hope I can turn this around.
 
Next to nothing. My line of work is pretty heavily concentrated around New York and I’d rather neck myself than move to LA.

I’m just worried that I won’t have the opportunity to look for apartments here again if I move back to my home state. There’s a lot of visiting, negotiating and vetting that I’m not looking forward to, but the upside is that I have three months to make a final desicion.

I really do appreciate the words of encouragement. Nothing has really gone my way since New Year’s Eve and I really hope I can turn this around.
No worries man.
I felt the same way in my job ESPECIALLY since last year.
I guess think about why you feel like you do?
This about why it makes you feel that way and try to unpack that. Also maybe just have someone to sit and listen to you vent.
So hard to give this advice without PL!

One thing at a time. You are not a failure.
 
I recently saw (most) of Grease for the first time.
I ended up liking it a lot more than I thought I would.
Its been a real long time since I last sat down and watched TV, so it was a pleasant surprise.
 
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False alarm, my C. diff is not getting better. I had many loose stools at work yesterday, and today I had a shart. I have been taking my vanco every six hours religiously. I sleep most of today away. I still feel like garbage.

Well, when I first had dental surgery, I was a little bit more tired due to the inflammation in my body, then I felt fine besides loose stools. When I came back to freedomland, I felt fine and had energy for the first week besides the loose stools. My college classes then started back up, I began to feel lethargic and apathetic. It was like near impossible to finish an hour of lectures in a day. Granted, this semester of blood banking is a rather lighter semester than my other classes.

I got my first order of kombucha yesterday. So freaking good. Well, at least kombucha has probiotic yeast and gram-negative probiotics. Poppi prebiotic soda in the classic cola flavors is also very good and taste amazing. Poppi in the tutti fruti flavors tastes like apple cider vinegar. I am holding off on kefir, regular probiotics, and yogurt until I have solid stools, which may be like never at the rate I am going.

Take good care of your dental hygiene or else you are getting C. diff.
 
Adjusting to be housebound due to immunosuppression. Hence all my shitty posting. I just want to go back to work.
Be well, Kiwis. If you have a suggestion for something to watch or read, hit me up. Bored out of my skull and too weak.to do anything useful.
Read Dune. You won't regret it
 
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