How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[TheTractor]

I started running again after one year of being completly void of energy and motivation ( medicated depression ). I'm searching for a job to fill my week ends as I'm too bored and lonely, something with some human contact and where I can help people, blood donation events maybe. I kind of want my old self back but I feel like the optimism and light heart I had is dead, maybe that's the disease talking.

 

[Smaug's Smokey Hole]

People are calling me for corona virus advice and I tell them to buy all the toilet paper, every sheet will be worth a dollar in the future.

No, but I know some anxious people and I try to alleviate that as best I can using the information I have with food and procedures, part of that is from informative post on the farms, part of it is from every other source of information and what they do or recommend in other counries, none of that information comes from our government so I'm pissed. (until 2-3 days ago, that is)

 

[Travis Touchdown Cumsock]

Not amazing, life has been insane with so much shit going on at once. It's tiresome.

 

[Quantum Diabetes]

I nearly got mugged yesterday. The bastard who tried to rob me sucker punched me in the back of the head while I was doing my daily walk to work and tried to take my shit. I managed to fight him off but I got a broken lip and a bruised forehead and what may be a concussion. Fucker didn't get to steal anything though and everything I had on me is intact. I'm not exactly in the best situation right now and this shit just made it worse.

If you can't fight that well at least wear some steel toed shoes. Start kicking their fibula, even if you don't break their leg you're gonna take the fight out of them quick.

 

[DocHoliday1977]

I'm being sent out to find toilet paper.

If you don't hear back from me., "They won. Go underground."

 

[Chan Fan]

A little sad. I've been talking to my parents about the state of things for a while now and they wouldn't listen but last night my mom listened to someone else about it and now she's an anxious wreck and won't talk to me about it. I've been concerned for their welfare and trying to help them but now someone who isn't me has their full attention...ugh. Very stressful. It's a double medication day for sure.

Aside from that though, playing catch up with things has been very fulfilling. I love organizing and planning and I've been doing a ton of that I'm working on completing a few games I've wanted to play/complete for a long time. Silver linings are there if we look for them

 

[FuckedUp]

Yesterday my university said they're going online for the rest of the semester because you-know-what and I have conflicting feelings about it. On one hand, getting to be a pseudo-NEET kicks major ass, but on the other hand this is completely unprecedented and I have NO idea how my 300/400-level machine learning and computer architecture classes are supposed to deal with this.

I'm afraid grad schools will think less of my four CS course grades this semester knowing the latter half of all of them were online and these kinds of classes have never been online before. This isn't even something I can get advice from people because this has literally never happened before.

I just have no fucking clue. I already took an online class last summer, but it was fucking intro to homeland security, and criminal justice classes are known to be a meme at my school.

 

[Lost send help]

Migraine auras starting and there was me looking forward to actually having some time to do stuff over the next few days, Dark Room here I come and I bet there is gonna be an issue getting Imitrex over the next few months and I’m low as it is.

 

[Pitere pit]

I'm on the first day of total lockdown on my country. My best friend sent me a video of the military police on her street ,this morning I saw two policemen patrolling my street. I never thought that things weren't go to the shitter that fast.
I just clapped on my balcony along with everyone on my street to the brave doctors, nurses and cashiers that work during this crisis. God Speed to you, brave mothefuckas. You are heroes.
My great grand parents were told to go to the front and we have only to stay in home. May April be the month which everything gets better.

 

[LargeChoonger]

Secondhand embarrassed. I'm out fishing and my grandfather brought his pistol to shoot. My 14 year old little brother needs to be holding and playing with it at all times. It's so awful how he has to act badass with it

 

[Guts Gets Some]

Beaten down by all the shit in the world and my stagnant last year.

This crappy time of year, dryness and how I generally cough in general, has made me slightly 'sick' with a cold, and of course it's the worst time when an epidemic happening, so I had to start having fun and getting my mind right, so I knew I needed KF again today. It helped.

I'm a flame personality, one that doesn't go out, but that doesn't mean I haven't been squashed into nothing by a thick hard boot again and again for what feels like an eternity. I won't go out, but it won't let up either. Time to light up, be a flame, and burn the fucker's foot to ash, at least to get it off me.

Metaphors aside, it means I'm going to stop letting life beat me up and fight back. So sick of this shit, of feeling like this.

 

[Liber Pater]

Corona-chan has put much of my life on-hold due to cancellations, postponements, and things moving to online.
I am starting to become a sort of pseudo-NEET who literally never leaves the house and subsists off of stockpiled supplies.
This is really not helping my depression, but at least my longtime food/med-hoarding and gold-buying affinities are finally paying off.

 

[Molester Stallone]

Caught a nasty head cold last week and am now just getting over it. Finally fell asleep at 1 am only to have my phone ring several times with faint mumbling on the other end. Fucking weird. Kung flu hasn't messed up my work schedule thankfully. I'd hate to have the time to sit around and think right now.

 

[Lina Colorado]

I have general anxiety disorder and a panick disorder and i'm not living my best life(with all the happenings).
I have to take care of 2 elderly people (I live with them) and I love them more then life itself but i'm so scared i'm going to infect them with the wuflu.

This afternoon I can go to my therapist so thats good. I need it.

On top of this, my meds are fucking with my head.

 

[thegooddoctor]

I’m reasonably happy overall, but I’m very upset about one particular issue being that Me and my bear friend had a stupid argument well over a month ago and he still refuses to talk to me despite me hearing from another friend That he’s in a better mood and is willing to forgive and make up with me soon. He’s been in a seriously shitty position over the last few months near the end of 2019. In December both his Grandfather on his moms side, and his University that he’s been going to for 2 years was declared that they could go bankrupt and he’d be thrown off his course, as well as 1200 OTHER FUCKING PUPILS Who had already paid like 54,000 dollars for a course that now will be completely fucking wasted. We had this fight when all
This was happening and I feel he kind of took his anger out on me because he was having such a shitty time. I deeply miss him and this is the worst possible time for him to be blanking me because it was his 21st birthday a few weeks ago and Im not sure if I’m going to be able to celebrate it with him. I just rreally miss him and hope that he’ll come round soon He’s my best friend and I really don’t want to lose him

 

[Crunchy Leaf]

I have a cold right now and I’m pretty sure it’s not coronavirus but it’s not making my anxiety better

 

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

First day of 14-day quarantine. I feel healthier after having been outside 3 times than I did after my first one, which is weird. Generally feel pretty good about things, worst case would be my parents getting sick. Still see people run around outside which is nuts. Teens playing beer pong by spitting the ball into each other's cups. I really wish a few of those "popular" party-go'ers would just fucking die. Let the reality of it all sink into their classmates' heads.

I’m reasonably happy overall, but I’m very upset about one particular issue being that Me and my bear friend had a stupid argument well over a month ago and he still refuses to talk to me despite me hearing from another friend That he’s in a better mood and is willing to forgive and make up with me soon. He’s been in a seriously shitty position over the last few months near the end of 2019. In December both his Grandfather on his moms side, and his University that he’s been going to for 2 years was declared that they could go bankrupt and he’d be thrown off his course, as well as 1200 OTHER FUCKING PUPILS Who had already paid like 54,000 dollars for a course that now will be completely fucking wasted.☠ We had this fight when all
This was happening and I feel he kind of took his anger out on me because he was having such a shitty time. I deeply miss him and this is the worst possible time for him to be blanking me because it was his 21st birthday a few weeks ago and Im not sure if I’m going to be able to celebrate it with him. I just rreally miss him and hope that he’ll come round soon He’s my best friend and I really don’t want to lose him ❤

Give it some days off if you've been spamming them with messages and write a decent well-put message that isn't too lengthy either but pulls the right strings. After that it's up to them. It's the same rationality that makes people think they 'let down' a person with depression who never went to get help. You can offer assistance to other people but they have to make the choices. It's unhealthy to let their bad choices linger on your shoulders.

 

[Brain Power]

Corona reached my area, uni classes got suspended indefinitely, and supermarkets are a complete shitshow now, with everyone hoarding toilet paper, alcohol and bleach. Good thing I bought all that when the very first case in the country got confirmed...

 

[Richard Harrow]

Severe nerve damage in my legs but I can still feed horses and chop firewood. Corona-chan isn't a fan of rural areas so it's all good on my end. Glass half full.

 

[Golly]

Just got laid off a few days short of my probation review because Corona-chan spooked a few ecommerce boomers into pulling out of their contracts with my employers over the weekend, and it was cheaper to end my employment now rather than give me a severance package. I'm bullshit, but at least I'm getting some solid references.