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Mixed, Im financially fucked but mentally okay, things are going back to normal here. The problem is my nation is run by insane WEF puppets that plan to reintroduce restrictions again in the fall (federal vaxx passport... so tiresome). Im not alone in this since this is happening worldwide. I pray that more people wakeup and that we bring the criminals to justice that put our lives on hold for the past two years.
 
Update on middle aged autistic chick dating - still with my guy and it just keeps getting better and better. Possibly TMI, but the physical part of the relationship is the best ever despite us being ancient Gen X-ers. Speaking as an autist and an Old, don’t give up if you haven’t yet found your person. It can happen when you least expect it.
 
Today was a good day for me. Got paid then bought my friend Elden Ring as a late Bday gift. I also discovered I have a true friend after having a long heart-to-heart about relationship troubles that made me feel better about some issues I have been having. I also have a date coming up on Friday that I feel a lot more confident about. I hope everyone else is having a good week too!
 
My job uses an app called 7shifts to assign the work week schedule. Been trying to use it these last few days and it says unable to access your account everytime.

Made me nervous that it's still isn't working right, made me paranoid that I'm on the chopping block for termination.

Called in to ask what's going on with it, couldn't reach management but the one I could reach said they'll let management know I called. Also mentioned that it wasn't just me having trouble with the app so maybe that takes a load off my mind. Unless management is laying off almost the whole already limited staff then it's a technical difficulty and nothing to worry about.
 
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Not well, Covid starts to go away but in it's place TPTB are trying to start a nuclear war with Russia. Im so tired, sad/not so much scared just exhausted/sad. Please Lord Jesus make it stop.
I'm just grateful things seem to have finally plateaued with the whole covid thing. No news of a variant making my workplace shitting their pants, mask and vaccine mandates starting to go away in places, ect.

I honestly doubt we'll ever have a nuclear war. If there's anything our current leaders love more than anything, it's profit and control. A nuclear war will provide neither.

Just live one day at a time and celebrate what you already have and have accomplished. God is in control.
 
One of my ankles hurt, gotta stop running for a few weeks. Or months, yey.

But saw something on the news while running. The Ukrainian embassy in my city was going to rename their street address to something smart-ass and "irritate" the Russian embassy. Which has nothing to do with the war?

It's fucking cringe to watch this shit. All the sanctions are going to affect the normies, not the fucking elite in Russia. Something about asking people to use less gas too (probably the UK,Germany), since they cant't buy cheap gas from Russia. I'm impressed by the audacity. Like, no. You could make the damn country not rely on gas for years. This is the governments fuck up, don't push it on the population.
And still, the West think they are the good guys.
 
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Was grabbing breakfast near campus and a whole bunch of cops and security guards swarmed the joint for a belligerent hobo. I’m in a pretty rich/fancy part of California too. Not even affluent enclaves are safe from Californication.

Didn’t even see any free crack pipes. WTF?
 
I honestly doubt we'll ever have a nuclear war. If there's anything our current leaders love more than anything, it's profit and control. A nuclear war will provide neither.
Very few people actually intend to create a clusterfuck and yet they are created all the time.
 
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Very few people actually intend to create a clusterfuck and yet they are created all the time.
True. And the fear certainly isn’t unfounded.

However, no amount of worrying is going to change the future. So, why spend time and energy worrying over something that hasn’t happened yet?
 
Going to go do coffee with them tomorrow, hopefully we can put it to bed without causing too much drama. For the sake of closure I'll post a followup after it happens.

I followed the "don't shit where you eat" policy for five years, I wouldn't even date in the same county because I work service industry, I don't know what came over me this time around. Big mistake.
This is still kind of unresolved, we ended up sleeping together again and they asked if I wanted to go steady/exclusive and I leveled with where my head is at and they understood. So I guess we're doing the "friends with benefits" thing and that's fine.

Meanwhile I've gotten involved with two other (opposite gender than myself) people from work so I'm absolutely at fault for any fall out that occurs. It's potentially going to be awful because I'm meant to get promoted and replace one of them soon but they don't know it yet.

I'm trying to justify this situation and my own actions to insofar that we're industry people and everybody who works at this bar is either sleeping with or has slept with everybody else at some point or another, the trick is to not catch feelings. I used to really give a shit about that, and I'm not sure what changed, but my attitude towards sex has changed drastically in the past six months. Before, I never would have been OK with one night stands or intermittent fucking outside of a relationship, now I just don't care. I feel like something broke, and what's more worrisome to me is that I really couldn't care one way or the other.
 
You know, the thing about love is it hurts so no one wants to dobit anymore. And those of us who give it a shot get the shaft. If you're into that, I didn't mean it in a good way. Everything is too cynical, ironic, no hope or idealism to be found. Everything is gross. And I can't stand it. Even food is gross, waking up early to work is gross. War is gross. Losing people is gross.
 
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