How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

With the future of the forum in question I just wanted to get this out there before I miss the chance to. If I don't see you guys tomorrow I just wanted to say

You guys are alright. I wish the best for you guys and I'm sure where ever we go, we'll all be just fine. Just know that I'm rooting for every one of you out there :)
 
It feels so good being home. Hopefully this site can stay up forever.
With the future of the forum in question I just wanted to get this out there before I miss the chance to. If I don't see you guys tomorrow I just wanted to say

You guys are alright. I wish the best for you guys and I'm sure where ever we go, we'll all be just fine. Just know that I'm rooting for every one of you out there :)
Honestly I'm not too worried. We survived being blamed for the New Zealand Mosque shootings, and countless tranny suicides. On more crying to have us shut down, a republican in name only bimbo in georgia, and another tranny with his panties in a bunch making fake police calls is nothing. Though I won't deny the old girl's battered and I don't know how much more abuse she can take.


Personally had a long but bearable week at work, might be getting a second weekend job maybe not won't count on it too much. Got emails from work something about a 401 k deienetly gonna see what that's about. You know you made it when you finally land a job that offers that. For now just waitng on payday as soon as it clears and as soon as the shops open I'm buyin enough beer to celebrate on Friday night.
 
I'm trying to help a close friend who's only 19 and I'm frustrated that they keep ignoring all of my advice. All of the problems they have could be solved so easily and yet they seem to do the opposite of what I say they should do; and then they come crying to me about how they're so miserable and depressed. Like they seemingly can't even do something simple like go to bed at 11 pm instead of staying up all night. It's hard for me to do but I'm thinking they might just have to learn things the hard way. It just sucks 'cause they are quite close to me and I feel like I'm one of the only people they talk to.
 
Got all settled into bed; lights off, covers up, and everything, feeling completely fine. Not even 10 minutes later I'm kicking my SO out of the bathroom and getting settled as quickly as I can in front of the porcelain throne. I think this is an extremely sudden bout food poisoning considering my SO and I went out to dinner tonight, but he shared my food with me and he feels completely fine so I don't know. Regardless, I'm miserable currently (:_(
 
Got an allergy all of a sudden, probably some pollen, it's been very windy for the last week. Now I have to be the only one walking around with a face mask like a retard, otherwise I'll sneeze nonstop. It wouldn't be so bad, but I can't sleep with that thing, so I wake up with a runny nose and itchy eyes anyway. Take care, people.
 
My senior Weimararner died last weekend after a sudden illness. The grief I feel is indescribable. Truly the rarest of pups, he was my first dog and changed my life the moment he became part of it. RIP big guy, you were the gentlest and most affectionate creature I've known.
 
Kids going back to school have made my commute hell. Just tryna have a coffee and the bastards are running around McDonald’s like purple assed baboons.
Teenage basketball Americans cannot be in a public space without horseplaying and shouting.
I got a “loudness” warning on my smartwatch just from some skinny chimplets screaming five inches away from each other.
 
Worst day so far for anemia-related fatigue. Walked less than a mile to mother-in-law's house to help out. Had to rest when I got there, took breaks. Didn't believe I could make it home after getting done so had wife bring me home, got back around noon. Ate lunch, took some muscle relaxants for back, pretty much dozed off for the next four hours.

Sure do hope they get a handle on the anemia soon. Not every day has been like today but the trend isn't good.
 
Work's been going fine, first payday was a little light but they only gave me 25 hours for it. hopefully Friday's will be better. Aside that can't complain washing dishes for some college banquets and parties they throw everyday can't complain. It hardly even feels like work anymore. All in all I'm just glad the farms are back online You're all a bunch of psychos and I missed you so much!
 
Big interview tomorrow and I had another company reach out to me in the same field in case I'm interested in an unadvertised position which is coming up soon. This is all good and whatnot, but I'd be lying if I don't have a feeling of imposter syndrome going on that would make the average tranny blush.
 
i've been thinking about how i would feel if the farms went down. i only joined this year, but i've lurked for much longer, and i've been reading this thread every few days since it's inception. i'm a stranger on the internet, with whom most of you may not agree on most topics, and as silly as it may be for me to express, i want you to know that i love you all, fam.

social pariahs that some of us may be, i'm still grateful to know that there are, and always will be, kiwifarmers in the world. :heart-full:
It really was upsetting when Kiwi Farms went down like it might actually stay down, it speaks to problems in my own life but this is really where I socialize (in the sense that reading and writing is socializing) and discuss problems and it’s where most of my news (actual news) comes from, everybodt in town could disappear and it would feel less like being cut off from the world than the forum being lost would.
 
I'm trying to help a close friend who's only 19 and I'm frustrated that they keep ignoring all of my advice. All of the problems they have could be solved so easily and yet they seem to do the opposite of what I say they should do; and then they come crying to me about how they're so miserable and depressed.
Tried that for 5+ years with no success. I recommend quietly drifting away / going 'grey rock' and trying to find people whose company you actually enjoy. You've put in effort, which is more than most of us can hope to receive from our friends in this fucked up hyperindividualistic, hypercompetitive world. And they're unlikely to reciprocate in any effective way when you need help. You may find that if you check their socials a few years later they'll be doing better. Then you can pat yourself on the back for at least not making them worse.

Got through the week fine. It's only when I have free time and should be enjoying myself I remember I don't enjoy anything anymore.

Just have to keep it together a few more months. Buy house, acquire pretty girl, then it will be less terrible.

The future scares me. Even with my partner and with no kids, in my country, we will never be able to afford a house without saddling us in decades of mortgage. As I get older and wiser I see gladhanders, hypocrites, predators, weaklings, and lunatics everywhere where I used to see people I might make friends or have fun with. My vote means nothing and my efforts to show people what's going on and how to stop it even less. I am close to a person who is in politics full time trying to fix the housing market and the economy. It does nothing. The people with power don't listen. The system is incorrigibly corrupt. I want children but I'm afraid with my and his genes they'll be full-on autists.

I hope you and the rest of us can keep it together out of spite and a hope for a better world. At the very least then you can sleep at night knowing you're not a burden on society. Good luck.
 
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