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My back is fucking killing me.

Also my PC might be about to shit the bed and I can't afford a new one right now, specially with the never ending insanity of GPU prices.
 
Well unfortunately last night I finally found out how a gerbil bite feels. Two of my gerbils de-clanned from each other and had to be separated because they were drawing blood from each other and of course I got bit. Thankfully neither one was seriously injured and thankfully the gerbil that bit me acts like I'm still a close friend. Can't say the same about my hand - I got off lucky - the teeth just missed opening up an artery, but feels really bruised. Not fun.
 
It's night to Xmas eve here, my family have of course not turned off the Xmas tree light. The socket was warm, and I dread what could've happened if I didn't plug it out.

God, I'm their kid. They are supposed to prevent me from doing stupid shit, not the other way around.
I haven't eaten any sugar since that day I told about it. Anyway, now my mom tries to pressure me into eating it. "It's only Xmas once a year". Fuck off, does not mean it has to be unhealthy, and sugar is the devil. Sure, a little white sugar does not kill me. But it's a reason for why I don't eat it when I'm home. Because I prefer it that way, and it's some natural sugar in milk and stuff anyway. Just don't serve anything with added sugar.

She's even insisting on feeding the crap to my overweight grandma, meanwhile talking about how she does not have long again to live. Well yea, because you (my mom) is killing her indirectly by not restricting her diet. Old age too, but a bad lifestyle is always a faster way to death.

Grandma can't even shop for herself, so mom does it for her. Like, just don't buy her unhealthy stuff.

Somehow the man that fed alcohol to my alcoholic aunt (now ded), is the bad guy. Meanwhile my mom is just too nice.
It's the exact same thing. :stress:

Some spergs called @Shitted Scaredless a nazi for liking Attack on Titan. A shitty anime for normies in my opinion, but far from any nazi-stuff @Philly Phunk Machine
 
I just ate an Asian pear. It’s been pretty good all in all today.
I love these pears so much.
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Every bite of one is like an orgasm.
 
Two days after dental surgery, I feel like somebody punched me in the mouth. My mouth is still swollen but without pain. It hurts to open wide. Other than the slight tiredness from the inflammation, I feel just fine.

The dentist said no exercise and no sun. Well, fuck my life then. I am bored, and do not leave lovely, beautiful Mexico until early Wednesday morning, and go back to work on Thursday morning. I feel like I am on house arrest with a Mexican family. I cannot exercise until the 4th of January. I should have done another day of diving or something. I feel homesick. I just want to go back home. I miss not having my thick blankets. I miss my sugar-free, high-protein foods. I miss poking people with needles.

I have been basically reviewing for my state board exam, looking at scuba gear, checking my email fifty times a day, looking at fun activities to do during my internship, looking at dive shops where my internship is located, trying to plan for my unpredictable year of 2022 (nothing is set in stone besides going back to the dentist and college classes), reading kindle books, and watching youtube.
 
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My ex just called me over some bullshit and I forgot about my faucet so now my fucking kitchen has puddles all over.

Oh well, time to kill a bitch.
 
I'm overwhelmed by a sudden and strange terror that the world outside now operates on prison rules...
 
Had the day off of work today, which was nice.
Was able to squeeze in a platelet donation at the Red Cross, which was nice.
I was wanting to fit in one more donation before the year ended.
 
My grades came back from my first year in my cert course and I was discouraged at first since I failed physics. I really took it because Mike Judge studied it in college (I know, looking up to celebrities as role models is lame and all, blah blah blah), but I realized it’s not the end of the world.

Now, it’s making me want to self study physics even more. Like I said, I don’t give up easily on things like this.
 
My grades came back from my first year in my cert course and I was discouraged at first since I failed physics. I really took it because Mike Judge studied it in college (I know, looking up to celebrities as role models is lame and all, blah blah blah), but I realized it’s not the end of the world.

Now, it’s making me want to self study physics even more. Like I said, I don’t give up easily on things like this.
Do not give up. I had some shit exactly like this with calculus, where I was retarded and flunked, and I would have viewed myself as a retard for the rest of my life if I'd just accepted that. I went back and got an A in that shit. Go back and beat that course. It will take some work. Do it.
 
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