I know I always come here crying over something, and I’m going to do it again.
A lot of awful things happened this weekend, it was supposed to be a fun trip but it ended up being the worst two days of my life. There’s a lot going on in it, and nothing is going well, and I’m more of a mess than I’ve ever been. But I just realized now that despite everything… Life is beautiful. And I’m so fucking grateful that I got the chance to realize that.
I would put this in the retail thread but I couldn't find. I'm really hating my job, I get things wrong almost everyday and now my co workers are fed up with me being a burden and so I'm trying to find something else as it's a fixed term contract before I'm pushed. It ends next month but I don't want to be unemployed when it's over
I've had some sort of stomach bug for roughly 10 days. I finally stopped having to dump a gallon of water every hour or so, and now I just have zero appetite and this weird feeling of heartburn or something in the middle of my chest that flares up for 3 seconds every once in a while.
Hardly the worst thing ever but it still sucks ass.
This is not my day...
- Had a test today, and I had everything studied and memorized.
- Some asshole starts playing music at 2 AM, couldn't sleep.
- Test time comes, don't remember anything from the lack of sleep. I hope I can at least get the minimal for approval.
- After it, I want to buy something and the card refuses to work.
- Back home, I noticed I lost my bus pass.
- Have to go out, a venezuelan gets in and begs for money with the same sad story every venezuelan tells. Sick of them.
Think like most of the people lately worried how the future will look with increasing energy prices, gas prices, job uncertainty growing, grocery prices are rising and the worry is getting so much that I'm actually giving up my hobby because those prices are exploding all over the place too. I know things will be alright eventually, things will probably stabilize somewhat to a more normal, it's just not a good state of mind to be in currently. Luckily other things in life and friends still prove enough of a distraction that eventually things are not getting to the point where I feel depressed or angry, just mild anxiety.
Depressed and crying, I can't stand the way the world is, it will get much worse before it gets better. I wish my family would wake up. Why is it that a lazy fuckup like me can get redpilled but not my family?
Depressed and crying, I can't stand the way the world is, it will get much worse before it gets better. I wish my family would wake up. Why is it that a lazy fuckup like me can get redpilled but not my family?
Saw my father yesterday, we had a BBQ even though it's not quite summer yet. Had a couple beers, some shots with him and his friends, we talked and had a good time.
It was one of those small moments in life that we hold dear and cherish.
Depressed and crying, I can't stand the way the world is, it will get much worse before it gets better. I wish my family would wake up. Why is it that a lazy fuckup like me can get redpilled but not my family?
You are definitely mentally ill dude, at least judging by your behavior in vaccine threads. Even when pointed out how wrong your claims are, you refuse to believe it. That's schizophrenia man. Get some help before you get even worse. The Hulkster cares about you brother
You are super mentally ill and you continually make yourself even more mentally ill with your continual ingestion of psychoactive substances that are clearly doing you no good.
Dude, this is just sad and not even funny. If you think you are still fine and everyone around you (including myself) is mentally ill, you do you since there's really no way people would even convince you otherwise.
I would say go see a psychiatrist or at least find some friends willing to talk to you about your troubles but given your mindset I doubt you would even do that.
i finally got to hang out with someone recently. i’ve been really lonely and have trouble meeting people so o felt really good about possibly having a friend. nothing went wrong i don’t think, but i think they unfriended my snap. hasn’t viewed my stories and i haven’t seen any posts on theirs in the past few days (they usually post a lot). i guess it’s cause of my personality idk. i thought things were getting better and felt optimistic, now i’m just in the dark and questioning every interaction i have.
i don’t act weird or autistic irl. just kind of keep to myself most of the time cause admittedly i’m scared to get to know people beyond a surface level and worry about fucking up, which i’m convinced is what happened in this situation. i don’t know what’s wrong with me at this point, it’d be easier to just be someone else
unrelated, i was going to try to hang out with a guy from a dating app i sometimes talk to. i waited a while for him to show up and he was really flaky whenni picked him up and said he wasn’t really in the mood to hang out. he started going on about being sorry or whatever, i was honest and said he wasted my time instead of just saying something before i went out. later when i got home i got like 10+ messages on snap with more apologies and stuff about personal issues. that was a few days ago and i haven’t responded, maybe i’m being too unforgiving. i just hope this interaction didn’t ruin the closest thing to a relationship i have had in years. i’ve been single for a few years and just want to feel the touch of another person even if it’s just a few hours. everyone i know is in a relationship, they make it seem so easy.
i’m lucky to have found this one person who is willing to meet up every once in a while, it’s the only luck i’ve had on a dating app. other than that i don’t know what i’m doing wrong. no men ever approach or talk to me. other women complain about how much male attention they get, i understand why it’d be annoying for them, but i’m still so envious of them for it. i always hear them complain about comments or catcalling, that’s never happened to me in my life, even the most lowest or rude men don’t notice i exist the only man who ever would want to hang out just does it for his own reason, what other options do i even have though
sometimes i’ve been able to just shut off my brain, detach myself from all my problems and just stop thinking about it. but it’s getting really hard to stop overthinking everything i do
i have been living in fear as i am trying my hardest to not care about what others think online, i have been trying my hardest to be optimistic but i am scared that eventually everything about me will be uncovered and nobody will like me
i haven't been able to eat or sleep properly for the last 2 weeks, save me from this mess
You are definitely mentally ill dude, at least judging by your behavior in vaccine threads. Even when pointed out how wrong your claims are, you refuse to believe it. That's schizophrenia man. Get some help before you get even worse. The Hulkster cares about you brother
I have spoken to people who were harmed by the injections, I have also seen many videos of people becoming injured/dropping dead after being injected. So you believe they were lying to me? No the world is not as it seems. There is evil running it and people need to reject it. Also still not been sick, not been masking either for a month since the masks were dropped.
Dude, this is just sad and not even funny. If you think you are still fine and everyone around you (including myself) is mentally ill, you do you since there's really no way people would even convince you otherwise.
I would say go see a psychiatrist or at least find some friends willing to talk to you about your troubles but given your mindset I doubt you would even do that.
Shrinks are usaully lefties that are all about pushing their shitty worldviews on to others, I don't need to polloute my mind with their nonsense. For the past 2+ years it has been fear/doom and gloom from the media it has messed people's minds up. I see far too many fools wearing masks while driving, others while walking outside. People have Stockholm Syndrome, they are used to living under a medical police state. If that isn't insanity then I don't know what is.
And it never occurred to you to find maybe a Christian counsellor or similar? You do know those exist, right? If you're so worried a counselor is doing wrong-think, there are ways to find counsellors who conform to your world view.
Shrinks are usaully lefties that are all about pushing their shitty worldviews on to others, I don't need to polloute my mind with their nonsense. For the past 2+ years it has been fear/doom and gloom from the media it has messed people's minds up. I see far too many fools wearing masks while driving, others while walking outside. People have Stockholm Syndrome, they are used to living under a medical police state. If that isn't insanity then I don't know what is.
You don't trust psychiatrists at all, and you probably don't want to get in touch with your friends, and everyone around you is insane except you (apart from you probably going insane seeing the world is like that but you should get my point)
You are pretty much all alone and the only people you get to talk to are either your family or just us.
Is this the life you really want to continue? Even if people decided to stop wearing masks and there's no more war against Russia what would you actually do in this case? Or the damage is already done?
i finally got to hang out with someone recently. i’ve been really lonely and have trouble meeting people so o felt really good about possibly having a friend. nothing went wrong i don’t think, but i think they unfriended my snap. hasn’t viewed my stories and i haven’t seen any posts on theirs in the past few days (they usually post a lot). i guess it’s cause of my personality idk. i thought things were getting better and felt optimistic, now i’m just in the dark and questioning every interaction i have.
i don’t act weird or autistic irl. just kind of keep to myself most of the time cause admittedly i’m scared to get to know people beyond a surface level and worry about fucking up, which i’m convinced is what happened in this situation. i don’t know what’s wrong with me at this point, it’d be easier to just be someone else
unrelated, i was going to try to hang out with a guy from a dating app i sometimes talk to. i waited a while for him to show up and he was really flaky whenni picked him up and said he wasn’t really in the mood to hang out. he started going on about being sorry or whatever, i was honest and said he wasted my time instead of just saying something before i went out. later when i got home i got like 10+ messages on snap with more apologies and stuff about personal issues. that was a few days ago and i haven’t responded, maybe i’m being too unforgiving. i just hope this interaction didn’t ruin the closest thing to a relationship i have had in years. i’ve been single for a few years and just want to feel the touch of another person even if it’s just a few hours. everyone i know is in a relationship, they make it seem so easy.
i’m lucky to have found this one person who is willing to meet up every once in a while, it’s the only luck i’ve had on a dating app. other than that i don’t know what i’m doing wrong. no men ever approach or talk to me. other women complain about how much male attention they get, i understand why it’d be annoying for them, but i’m still so envious of them for it. i always hear them complain about comments or catcalling, that’s never happened to me in my life, even the most lowest or rude men don’t notice i exist the only man who ever would want to hang out just does it for his own reason, what other options do i even have though
sometimes i’ve been able to just shut off my brain, detach myself from all my problems and just stop thinking about it. but it’s getting really hard to stop overthinking everything i do
i feel the same. i want to move somewhere new and start over
When stuff like this happens, just assume it's the other person. Maybe they have personal problems, maybe a family issue came up. Maybe they have anxiety or maybe their phone died, or maybe they just want to sit in bed reading manga for a week ignoring the world. Don't drive yourself insane going over every little interaction repeatedly in your head when it's possible, even probable, that it's something going on with them and isn't related to anything you did.
