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went out for cinco de mayo. couldn’t drink but based old dude let me hit his cart a few times. it was pretty fun wish i had someone to go with though
 
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A bit bummed out, about some new workout gloves I bought. I know, pussy mittens. Gotta keep my hands pretty, for my non-existing boyfriend.

They felt too padded around the bar, which is the reason for why gloves are frowned upon. It's harder to keep a proper grip when it's thicker.
Seriously, I actually slipped and had to grip harder than I use to do. Especially when I did hang-ups.

When I came home, I said fuck it and ordered a new pair of the pair I've used for years and is worn out.
They have notches on two of the fingers too, which makes it easy to get them off. It is such a fucking hassle to twist off the one without them, and then you have to twist them back and "fish" after the fingers that are going inside the glove. Because you can't fucking slip them on as usual if you don't

At least I feel "pain" in my arms now, you know the type when you just know you're going to be sore.
 
Oh I'm just peachy just fucking peachy...

Me and some friends all needed a larger transport than we have, we all have some variety of 4X4 but we needed a bigger one with some lifting gear so we all got together to buy a van together as it's cheaper than renting, and we all have equal shares in the cost and running expenses, I've not used it much but today I needed it.

This isn't exactly new but not exactly old 3 years and 70k miles on it well maintained ex-fleet jobby we got at an auction, full service history and interior that was nearly as new, decent GPS, sound system and other comforts nice mid spec Van. I get to the place we store it at do my checks fit the seat to my height and set off to do my thing.

Get there load up, have lunch and someone had scratched the side as I was getting lunch, not bad but first noticeable scratches on it - lose a bet so have to buy some cake when I see everyone next, hohum it's a work van, not worth claiming over.

Get in and start the drive back home again, about 5 miles away from my destination on a small country road with a blind spot I am waiting to turn, nothings comming start to turn and some fucker in a Fiat 500 sport trying to show off to his mates smacks into the drivers side smashes his front to bits, rips off my front bumper, lights and dents the bonnet so bad it can't be opened, and I get a face full of Airbag and driver side airbag - my ears are still ringing 5 hours later.

The Fiat is a write off, but no injuries and it was all caught on camera and he was doing about 50/60 when he hit me but the Van is too or will likely be considered a write off, we had to borrow another van to take my stuff out the back and then saw it get towed off to a garrage.

I am not a happy bunny.
 
Feels like somebody is shocking the front of my head with a cattle prod. I can't think straight and it makes me feel paranoid like somebody is doing this shit on purpose. I just want my day to be done so I can isolate in a dark room listening to radio static or thunderstorm noise or someshit
 
some girl i've been speaking to just tried to kill herself like 30 minutes ago, no idea if it was successful.
the fuck am i supposed to do, why am i the person she keeps fucking messaging about her problems. I can't solve them, and any advice and support i've been giving has clearly been for nout.

Its not fucking worth the hassle which sounds really fucking selfish but im pissed off.
 
Off the back of my last post I've now got a swolen face and an migraine, my right side of my face is fucking awful looks like ive gone 6 orunds with mike tyoson and my friends and famly are saying I should go to the hospita because my eyes swollen shut.

I'm just going to try and get some kip and see what it's like in a bit.
Head injuries are no joke mate, get your noggin checked before you sleep lest you never wake up. :(
 
I've been working out daily for the last couple months and i know for a fact i am not eating enough calories for it but i am still gaining weight. My clothes are fitting worse and i just feel and look bloated despite my efforts.
Are you sure it's fat gain? Muscle weighs significantly more and if it's building underneath, you're going to reach a weird shape/weight until one starts to win out. This is especially true if it's your first time truly working out and started as a lunker.
 
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Off the back of my last post I've now got a swolen face and an migraine, my right side of my face is fucking awful looks like ive gone 6 orunds with mike tyoson and my friends and famly are saying I should go to the hospita because my eyes swollen shut.

I'm just going to try and get some kip and see what it's like in a bit.
Yeah it's probably hospital time. Better safe than sorry.
 
Any other dudes get an aching pain in one of your testicles when you're really sleep deprived? Should I be concerned about this?
 
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Follow up to a prior post. Been sending out applications for new jobs on indeed all day. I managed to snag ONE interview with johnny rockets this Tuesday. I hopefully wasn't too drunk from drowning my sorrows when I booked the interview on the phone (what? I didn't expect such a rapid reply)



Anyways gonna spend the weekend getting ready for it on Tuesday, get my best outfit together and all that. Nothing too formal just a business casual best shirt and button ups with the nicest shoes I own look.


Hopefully I'll impress them enough to be taken on as a new hire, hey unrelated but.... Did you guys know lolcow ravioli "ripley" had something of a meltdown at a johnny rockets a year ago? Not the one near me thank god I mean. The one in Denver where he was attending BLFC.


Hehh small world isn't it?
 
some girl i've been speaking to just tried to kill herself like 30 minutes ago, no idea if it was successful.
the fuck am i supposed to do, why am i the person she keeps fucking messaging about her problems. I can't solve them, and any advice and support i've been giving has clearly been for nout.

Its not fucking worth the hassle which sounds really fucking selfish but im pissed off.
You are not responsible for solving her problems or stopping her from killing herself. Don’t blame yourself or think you didn’t do enough or say the right thing, it’s okay to be mad too.
 
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