How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

PercyFrancienCaramello said:
A bit of a chicken nugget got caught in my throat and I went into the worst choking fit I ever had, so my throat is in pain. I then made some progress on my art project.

Pretty decent day.
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Don’t feel too bad, I got a penny lodged in my throat one time. I’m also bad at drawing.
 
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Orange Tabby said:
I have to learn to chill out.
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CBT. Cognitive Behavior Therapy.
There are some tecchniques you can look into or even download a workbook to help yourself work through it.
A panic attack is where you just kind of freeze.
If you get those, talk to someone. No shame in it.
verifymejoshuaconnormoon said:
today i doxed a mtf groomer that was being a cunt on twitter. it took 15 minutes with a city name and picture of a parking lot which was good timing for me. i didn’t even get a temporary ban and he started coping and disabled his account LOL
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Thank you for your community service.
Panzermensch said:
Bad anxiety day :(
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See above.
Take care of yourself.
 
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BridgeTroll said:
I am not doing well and I have no one to talk to about it. It's hard bottling this shit up all the time and just "go to work" and keep face so my family isn't worried. My best friend and I split a month ago and I tried to reach out today and talk about our differences, but she refused. Now I am questioning if she ever cared like I did at all.

My guy friends are bad at talking about this kind of stuff, one just doesn't know what to say and gets nervous, the other is too blunt to understand.

Sorry Kiwis but you have to be the unlucky person I am unloading all of this now.
I just wish I was normal sometimes.
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It doesn't get better. Well, it sometimes does, but that is often a matter of luck.

You do get better at dealing with it, though.
Local Fed said:
I spend my days wishing that when I go to sleep I won't wake up again. I'm not religious, but to be blunt, it's my fear that hell might exist that really keeps me from just ending things.
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It's easier to be afraid of the Devil than to believe in him and it's easier to believe in God than to love Him.
 
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i hit a rotting piece of wood in our yard that the landlord never removed with a rusty iron bar for an hour.
best ever. returned to caveman. then we got a shovel and finally removed it after living here for 6 years + some more landscaping and moss removal
 
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AnOminous said:
It doesn't get better. Well, it sometimes does, but that is often a matter of luck.

You do get better at dealing with it, though.
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Yeah I've had Depression and a Panic Disorder for more than a decade now. Depression is almost gone, Panic Disorder is gaining ground again though.

Sometimes it's just too much and I feel isolated. It's also sometimes harsh to come to terms with the fact that this is my life and I will have to deal with it constantly. Especially since there's often soft ostracization. People won't outright say it or even trick themselves into thinking they're being "accepting" but they still build walls without realizing.
 
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Finally getting some much need work done on my house. New AC and insulation! And I might go ahead and have them replace the water heater and softener, since they have to take them out for access to put in the new coil. I'll need new ones in the next 10 years for sure, anyways, and I'd certainly like a bigger water heater. Post WW2 boom constructed houses can be a bitch, sometimes. That also means a new fence will have to wait til next year, and I've already pushed that back 2 years cuz COVID fuckery. My house fund is going to be a bit low and I try to keep a reserve in there just in case shit goes wrong, and the chain link is fine, but I really want to get a privacy fence in...
 
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Well the hospital was fun! At least I didn't have to stay this time, so yay me! Was the problem solved? No! However I did find out if you make too many silly jokes at the medical staff they will do an EKG by stick a dozen of those EKG stickers on your nether zone. I only managed to get three of them off so far since leaving. Hurt so bad I time traveled back to when cwc still had hope.
So in short, I'm probably going to be suffering again in the future, and nobody wants to help the situation other than stabilize and move the old mage on. ... Great.
In lighter news, I think I cracked more autistic jokes to the ambulance lady on the way back home realized some people aren't afraid of red eyes.
I'm glad I don't have to be admitted for another week, but this still sucks ethan meat.
 
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I’m stressing out about moving and finding a job with my degree. It’s so scary but I’m reminding myself I’ve dealt with shit that would have destroyed others and I’ve survived while still keeping a positive attitude.
Shitted Scaredless said:
I would like to be dramatic.
If this bastard dies I'm burning the city down.
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Now that I think about it, I dealt with bullshit so well because I have a cat who has been by my side forever. My girl is getting close to 15 and I constantly worry about her getting sick. I really hope your kitty gets better and you have more years with him. :feels:
 
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Been trying to kratom for pain management with nerve issues, but kratom is so awful to ingest (as well as simply not wanting to damage nerves further) that I only get to use it to do hobbies once every few days.

Less maddening in a way, but more maddening in others.

Still waiting on that upcoming nerve conduction appointment so surgery can be scheduled.
 
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