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That reminds me of a situation where I had a neighbor below me with the tv on loud. I asked them to turn it down and they told me to go fuck myself. I advertised looking for a screamer and got one and they liked vibrators too. We’d make lots noise and leave the vibratory on the hardwood floors. Then we’d go out for drinks but first hook up a battery pack to a few vibrators and leave them on the hardwood floors.. It’s a minor knocking sound but eventually it just gets the better if you. Finally the neighbors came up to complain and I said no more screamers and vibrators if they kept the TV down. Peace reined.
...I am all kinds of tempted now. Unfortunately I have to play this through the association because they can make or break me. I need to get a job and move into regular housing because they dump all the 'difficult' people here.
 
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Things are good. :)

My husband's taking a week of annual leave next week and we're all super excited. He has a few little projects he wants to do around the house, but it's really rare for him to take time off unless we have a destination in mind or like, a newborn in the house, so it just sounds like so much fun to get to be around each other so much without any obligations. I'm guessing we'll see friends a few times, but other than that, we really plan on just spending quality time together.

I think I'm going to ask my in-laws if they can take the bigger kids once or twice so they can have a little vacation of their own away from us with people we trust to take great care of them and respect our more important parenting wishes, and so we can do dumb shit like stay up all night watching movies or playing video games together, and maybe go on a date or two and go shooting. The two older kids are currently obsessed with goblins, so I think we're going to do some goblin pranks (like footprints in flour in the morning, a laminated print of a goblin in a jar of pickle juice in the fridge, you get the gist) and it'll culminate with a goblin hunt where we take them to the store to select a weapon and take them in the woods with us to ''fight'' goblins. Might bury a little chest with some coins or something, idk, something a little high-effort but that'll be a cherished childhood memory for them.
 
Glad to see my students (it's the only part of my job I particularly like, despite being the part I'm worst at), still wasted the whole day and didn't do my assignments for tomorrow, though.

Also, obviously got an addiction in just a month (speedrun)
 
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Feeling a bit rattled
because I don't like fuckin' with malfunctioning electrical shit. Wanted to make me and the missus some popcorn only to have the microwave shit itself like 30 seconds after I turned it on. I suddenly heard this loud-ass buzzing noise so I ran my ass to it and swung it open to find puffs of smoke coming from the side. The microwave itself, granted, was apparently old but you'd think the owner of the apartment would take care of these things before people rent it out. I expected nothing less from goddamn Bosnia.
 
All i am getting this year is shit clients asking for shit work. All the most annoying kinds of customers, the kind who agree to a deadline and still write to you the next morning asking for updates, the kind who approve all the preliminary work excitedly and then want to change stuff not talked about after its done, lowballers, scammers and hustlers full of red flags contacting me all in a row too. I am just tired and burned out so might be overblowing things too, i don't feel like i have the patience right now, all i've done is wake up, work on the PC, chores, and go to sleep again in a loop for a long time.
 
Things are looking up for me. The school I was waiting on decided to keep their old teacher, but that same day a school I applied months ago hit me back asking for a teaching demo. I got the job, got a fancy new apartment, and am starting my new job at a fancy private school once CYN break ends. Now the last big thing on my self improvement list is to try to patch up a friendship I ruined back in August... or at least end things on a better note.
 
I'm dejected tbh. Started a semi regular job(I'll say its education related but no more). The world is shit, and I can't change it. My personal life is as mundane and bland as it ever was.

Is this really the much vaunted "real world" not even the stress of tax returns and insurance payments? Just rote empty boredom-glazed eyes over a colorless canvass of nothing?
 
I guess the spirit of my dad has taken over my body because this year I've started fixing and building shit for the first time. Built my first PC, Ryzen 5800x with rtx 3080 and fixed my phone's charger and headphone jack ( eat my ass Verizon ). Still have a few old bills to pay off but I'm knocking on wood this year will be a steady growth for when I go back to school.
 
”It’s just a little leak, I can fix it myself,”

Twenty minutes, several gallons of water and one emergency call to the plumber later, I am minus $2000 (that I don’t have), plus several large holes in the wall (turns out nothing in this house was built standard), and still less one working shower.

Moral of the story?

Call a damn plumber.
 
I'm tired, I'm pissed off, and even though it's not directly affecting me (yet) everything in the world around me is either crumbling or turning to shit. And there's not a damn thing I can do about it.


I've just been listening to news including the statue in nyc debacle and I'm mad. But yelling and being angry at the internet won't don't jack all.
 
I've just been listening to news including the statue in nyc debacle and I'm mad. But yelling and being angry at the internet won't don't jack all.
I'm mad that these "journalists" can't even seem to spell GinsbUrg correctly. Also wtf is that thing? I'm glad she's not alive to have to see it.
 
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Utterly exhausted. Just got back from a 13 hour drive, slept for about 11 hours and still feel tired. For about 100 of the 550 miles I got caught in a blizzard in the small car with rear wheel drive I just bought. Four or five mountain passes later, icy roads that look like the fucker world passages in Silent Hill Shattered Memories, and visibility ranging 1-10 feet at best in the dark, and I can't believe I made it in one go. At one of the worst passes where the snow was so packed I had to vary between 4-10 MPH, a fucking tumbleweed got caught in one of those icy little tornadoes and slammed into my car.
 
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