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Something is producing pollen that's driving me nuts. Every year around this time, during our rainy season, have real allergy aggravation, primarily redness and itching/tearing/weeping of the eyes. Take daily allergy pill and these days taking antihistamine eye drops a couple of times a day, stay inside as much as possible. We have no winter as many know it, things grow and bloom here all year round. Probably a few more days.
 
I am officially dealing with An Aging Parent and she fell and sprained something in her leg yesterday, and is giving me a very hard time about taking her to the hospital over it.

I realized that the next few decades are just going to be more of this, on repeat, getting worse and worse. I’m just not ready for it. Seeing my mother deteriorating like this. I’m literally the only one who will take care of her.
 
I have to flex a lil bit, I am very well. I am moving to a walking distance from my dad and brother from near the Russian border. I moved away from them over a decade ago because I wanted a clean start and be independent. But as I have matured and all my grandparents and mom died, and me and my brother got kids ourselves, I have learned to appreciate the family I have. And not only do I have an apartment waiting for me, apparently there's a job waiting for me in the new city as well, some local shop of the company where I work as a codemonkey. I almost need to pinch myself to believe it, nothing has come to me without greatest effort and now things are lining up perfectly.

Also I got my teeth fixed, now it doesn't hurt to eat hot foods. Money well spent. Take care of yourself kids.
 
might as well be honest; not feeling the best
went to the dentist today expecting total victory because if I didn't I'd probably freak. I've been doing better with dental hygiene in the last 6 months than I ever have in the rest of my life, and yet I walked into the office today and came out with 4 damn cavities and a 400 dollar deficit in my wallet. They're all minor, thankfully, but the most advice I got for preventing them in the future was "cut down on sugar" which doesn't help me at all because I hardly have any for the most part.

it's not the worst thing to ever happen to me or anything, but I'm disappointed in my brain for immediately reacting as if it is. Skipping breakfast to make it in time probably contributed, but I've been seriously bummed about something that's overall very minor for hours now and it's getting to me. To the point where it's distracting from my work.
Sorry to be a downer. Just wanted to get it out there I guess, since my family's more inclined to tell me to stop overreacting and just 'chin up'. Which- they're right, I just don't need even more reminders of that right now haha.
Hope you're doing well.
 
Holy shit, it's today. Three of my family members are staying with us from the country I'm from until the weekend, I'm so excited. We haven't gotten vaccinated and haven't been able to visit them due to that decision and all of my family members are still actively working and studying, so coordinating a visit has been a nightmare. Between all of that, I haven't seen any of my family in almost 5 years now despite us having a very good relationship and previously seeing each other at least weekly after I moved out. I can't wait. We've had a few more kids since their last visit, including one whose middle name is my dad's first name, so it'll be a really special visit.
 
Honestly, I’ve been watching more and more videos of learning how to jailbreak technology, while also thinking of taking up a hobby like burning discs so I can store TV, games and movies on there for the sake of archival purposes.

I already have USB drives, but I’m thinking about getting a TB device to make it good. Either way, it’s just nice to learn something that should have been taught more when I was younger, but it‘s good to learn new things.
 
I already have USB drives, but I’m thinking about getting a TB device to make it good. Either way, it’s just nice to learn something that should have been taught more when I was younger, but it‘s good to learn new things.
Archiving media is one of my serious hobbies, I’d love to give you any advice or help you need on your way. Feel free to hit me up.

It’s a super relaxing hobby and watching your server storage pool slowly increase in size is pretty cathartic.
 
i am doing absolutely horrific, marriage over, decades wasted and trashed, and i have no one to talk to about anything...i didnt think at my age, life could fuck me this hard, but yes..it most assuredly can! as pathetic as it sounds, talking to all the fine people on here, and reading the silly nonsensical posts have helped me get through the day, so give me my puzzle pieces and trash cans, i know ive earned them :eli:
 
i am doing absolutely horrific, marriage over, decades wasted and trashed, and i have no one to talk to about anything...i didnt think at my age, life could fuck me this hard, but yes..it most assuredly can! as pathetic as it sounds, talking to all the fine people on here, and reading the silly nonsensical posts have helped me get through the day, so give me my puzzle pieces and trash cans, i know ive earned them :eli:
You’ll take your heart reacts and accept them like an adult. I have learned this thread is more about supporting than sticker attacks.

I hope things get better for you, you deserve to be happy.
 
I can’t really vent anywhere else, so forgive me but I figured this was a semi safe way place to do so.

I lost a friend to suicide this week and another friend checked themselves into a treatment center after sending out goodbye messages and disappearing for 24 hours.

So I’m not really doing great, and I just wanted to be able to tell someone.

I’ll take my neg ratings.
i am so sorry :( that is a lot to deal with in such a short span of time. not to sound like a massive faggot gaylord queerbait, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to pm me.
 
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I had a dream about a mentor of mine and me just hanging out. Nothing too special but what sticks out is that I remember it which means that my lucid dreaming progress is finally going forward.
 
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Archiving media is one of my serious hobbies, I’d love to give you any advice or help you need on your way. Feel free to hit me up.

It’s a super relaxing hobby and watching your server storage pool slowly increase in size is pretty cathartic.
Get into archiving original ISOs with cracks. They're not really around anymore in the same way they used to be.
I am officially dealing with An Aging Parent and she fell and sprained something in her leg yesterday, and is giving me a very hard time about taking her to the hospital over it.

I realized that the next few decades are just going to be more of this, on repeat, getting worse and worse. I’m just not ready for it. Seeing my mother deteriorating like this. I’m literally the only one who will take care of her.
It happens. Suck it up and do the work or put her in a home.
It sounds harsh but after her death you will know what the right decision was.
 
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It's like everytime I come across the most disgusting troon in the tranny sideshow or whatever degenerate stuff, it's always whenever I am eating and it ruins my appetite. interviewer faceclose.png
 
Well lads, I haven't gotten into trade school after all. I am now considering alternative outlets such as online IT support programs and eventually getting the A+ certification. God I am such an indecisive retard.


On top of this I got a boyfriend now, hopefully it'll work out and I won't lose him like the last one left two years ago.
 
Well lads, I haven't gotten into trade school after all. I am now considering alternative outlets such as online IT support programs and eventually getting the A+ certification. God I am such an indecisive retard.


On top of this I got a boyfriend now, hopefully it'll work out and I won't lose him like the last one left two years ago.
why not apprentice under a tradesman as well? work Is drying up but it might put cash in your pocket and you'll learn a few skills
 
why not apprentice under a tradesman as well? work Is drying up but it might put cash in your pocket and you'll learn a few skills
the only problem is I need to get a license first, on top of this I'm working on getting a job in the meantime and eventually working up the ladder.
 
i am doing absolutely horrific, marriage over, decades wasted and trashed, and i have no one to talk to about anything...i didnt think at my age, life could fuck me this hard, but yes..it most assuredly can! as pathetic as it sounds, talking to all the fine people on here, and reading the silly nonsensical posts have helped me get through the day, so give me my puzzle pieces and trash cans, i know ive earned them :eli:
Been there, lad. If you need to talk, we can talk.
 
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