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I have a weird confession. I'm a coventened member of a religious group I don't want to be in. But my family still pays my dues, so I still get their mail and propaganda.

I want to be stricken from the membership book (a literal book I signed in a ceremony). But I know they would want to ask a lot of questions. I know they would probably legitimately have an entire sermon just about me and my wanting to be stricken from the book. They run around scrapping the bottom of the barrel for evidence of being victims, and so this would be like Christmas Day. I'm fine with all that, but I don't know if my family will be, because I'm sure members of the church will contact them too, about me.

Ironically they think I've flown the coop and been sucked into a cult.... a cult called "Christianity."
 
ibis paint x recently added an animation feature which automatically updated the app and has in turn caused it to crash every time I try to open it. all of my drawings from my last year of high school are now gone and I have no way of getting them back :///
 
Pretty good. I've recently begun my transition into a Frenchman. I feel like I've been Yankeemoding for too long, and honestly I think I was always a Frenchman trapped in a Yankee's body. I've been reading a lot of French and conversing in French with profs in the department. My Frog voice is very good and I've stealthed well around Americans. I feel so naturally myself when speaking and acting French. Eventually I want to live in France and undergo a state-change operation to make me a French citizen. That would make me feel utterly europhic.


EDIT: On an actually sincere note, I've been doing well. I have been refining my French to become fluent in it. Having profs who speak it and a lot of relevant maths literature written in it greatly helps. Otherwise life has been the same as usual: reading and figuring out what my thesis will be on.
 
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I want to be stricken from the membership book (a literal book I signed in a ceremony). But I know they would want to ask a lot of questions. I know they would probably legitimately have an entire sermon just about me and my wanting to be stricken from the book. They run around scrapping the bottom of the barrel for evidence of being victims, and so this would be like Christmas Day. I'm fine with all that, but I don't know if my family will be, because I'm sure members of the church will contact them too, about me.
You could lie about having faith in god is not about giving money, and your faith will improve without the cult.
 
Am. Doing. Just. Great. :story:
No really, I really do. Not only have I saved my sight, somewhat, but also was able to invoke some salt flowing juuuuust right. :story: :story: :story: :story: :story:
I love this day.
 
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I got income support sorted out, but with the different job assistance programs I started working with is starting to get confusing. I got a job caseworker now I guess and he presented me with a list of agencies and programs he can refer to and I'm trying to compare that to the agencies and programs I'm already working with and the ones that my income support caseworker said she was going to refer me to and I'm a little bit lost. So I'm going to review everything then step back for a moment so i casn try to digest it before contacting them to sort this out. But I think I got my immediate expenses sorted out. I don't have anything saying what the support payments are before deductions but I can figure that out next month and the amount after deductions i'm getting this month should cover everything. But god so many people so many decisions I'd rather be working.
 
GOD. FUCKING. DAMN. HICCUPS. BLYAT!
No really, I have the second episode of this shit happening today, and one twice.
Christ, I hate this shit so fudcking much...
 
After many years, I'm finally told that I need surgery to fix my overbite once and for all. Was that really so hard to say for other dentists that insisted on just braces? It would have saved a lot of money and teeth. What a shitshow.
Do everything to get it covered, and you have suffered real damages from it.
 
GOD. FUCKING. DAMN. HICCUPS. BLYAT!
No really, I have the second episode of this shit happening today, and one twice.
Christ, I hate this shit so fudcking much...
Drink water
scare yourself
do some jumping jacks or other heavy activity for a few minutes
stick something up your butt (apparently this works??)
 
I have waited over three weeks to hear back about a job, and my contacts who work within the company say it is basically mine. However it seems it will never come to fruition, and my current coworkers are dropping off like flies, doubling and tripling my workload.
The thought of waiting another weekend to maybe hear back from the HR department on Monday about it is absolutely crippling my daily functioning, I need this job change badly and I don't know what I'll do if I don't get it. Almost a year on the hunt and hundreds of apps and dozens of interviews have ruined me.
 
Been sick all week and this damn cough won't go away.

Also my boss at work decided he doesn't want to manage people anymore, so they replaced him with a woman. Normally I've had bad experiences with female managers but so far this woman seems really nice. Also she's pretty hot so I don't know to feel about that.
 
I won't lie, that can be rough.
First thing is to ensure you have a good sleep schedule and remain active so the days don't blur together, but that's easier said then done. is there anything you enjoy or haven't done in a while?
Never really enjoyed anything that much. Always been too constrained by finances to really do anything.
Happens with everyone at different times of their lives bud.
Pretty sure something has triggered such thoughts with time, yes?
I've essentially been isolated from my "friend" group and it's caused me to contemplate why I react or make certain decisions. In doing such contemplation I've found that my old reasoning for doing things is no longer how I am, and that my current way is wholly illogical if not just self-destructive. But what caused that shift? Am I even still me? How am I supposed to react to anything now? Are my emotions even real or just a response that I'm having because I think I'm supposed to react that way?
 
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