How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I feel pretty good about myself. I've regained most everything that was threatened in the season and I'm nearing the end of NNN. When December begins, I'm going to work fixing my credit and I'm going to find myself a nice hooker.
 
Itchy.

They say this mineral wool insulation is less itchy, I don't believe them, after about 2 hours it tears its way through any protection. And the project took 3 hours.

But it's done, the bedroom wall facing outside is re-insulated after I ripped off the sheetrock rather than fixing all the cracks. And now it has 60 years newer insulation.

Next up drywall... so much drywall between the new stuff and patching the other not-removed walls.
 
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Just came back from taking my kid to her first concert. She had a lot of fun, and while she normally doesn't like crowded and noisy places, it was cool watching her gradually loosen up and get more comfortable with it. By the end she was jumping and shouting and singing.
It's curious because, without giving too much detail, while they have a pretty unique style that somehow how always sounds current, it's a pretty old band that goes all the way back to the 80's, and the members are all old guys, so I found it weird that the kid liked them so much; but the audience was 90% teens. Many of them accompanied with parents, but it was clear the parents were just there for them so I'm not counting them as audience. You'd expect that from like Taylor Swift or some K-Pop group, not a weird rock-hiphop band from the fucking 80's.
Personally I'm not a fan proper, but I find them enjoyable. Saw other dads fucking dying in there.

Anyway, she was really happy, so mission accomplished.
 
Just came back from taking my kid to her first concert. She had a lot of fun, and while she normally doesn't like crowded and noisy places, it was cool watching her gradually loosen up and get more comfortable with it. By the end she was jumping and shouting and singing.
It's curious because, without giving too much detail, while they have a pretty unique style that somehow how always sounds current, it's a pretty old band that goes all the way back to the 80's, and the members are all old guys, so I found it weird that the kid liked them so much; but the audience was 90% teens. Many of them accompanied with parents, but it was clear the parents were just there for them so I'm not counting them as audience. You'd expect that from like Taylor Swift or some K-Pop group, not a weird rock-hiphop band from the fucking 80's.
Personally I'm not a fan proper, but I find them enjoyable. Saw other dads fucking dying in there.

Anyway, she was really happy, so mission accomplished.
Was it Aqua? https://concertful.com/event/714162
 
I'm going to find myself a nice hooker.
I'll pray for you to find a real one and not a cop.

I love my family and spending time with them, but I quickly reach my limit of the constant yammering assault of pro sports, the discussion of pro sports, and the relentless propaganda of television ads. Every time I can control the remote the latter is getting muted and worse, everyone fights me on it. Ads are great! I like ads! Mmm, the numbing sensation of advertisements is my comfort blanket. I don't like blaming all the world's ills on boomers but good God, just shoot me for how much they love to consooooome.

Anyway, I guess the home cooking is worth it.
I love my family a lot but we have practically nothing in common. It's not as bad as it sounds like it is for you, but after about an hour or two, going to visit them just gets incredibly boring because there's basically nothing to do.
 
Putting my dog down soon. She’s suffering, but it’s one of the most difficult decisions I’ve ever had to make, and I have to reconvince myself often in the brief peaceful moments that she has, where I think “maybe she can last a little longer”. It’s surreal to be making this decision, and to think I’m going to wake up in a couple of days without my best friend of 15 years. Feeling volatile emotionally, all in varying shades of shitty: guilt, regrets, lamenting mortality and the passage of time, etc. This sucks (:_(
On a job at someone's home, they had an old dog they kept on a sheet in the basement. I could smell this foul cleaner smell because the dog just shit and pissed itself all day. The couple was absolutely miserable and yelled at each other like I wasn't even there.
I mentioned I needed to be in the basement so they quit bickering long enough to team up and pull the dog outside on its sheet. The woman's logic was the dog's mind was good but her body was failing.
Later I was on the roof and heard this faint ripping sound. I turn around and the dog is yanking chunks or fur/skin from its useless legs.
Point being that dog should have been put down a long time ago. It could no longer be a dog and had to be miserable. I'm willing to bet as soon as that dog died, that couple was finally done for good.
 
I had a conversation today that surprised me.
There's this girl a bit younger than me where I work, pretty much a zoomer (lesbian, too) who's into drawing and shit. But we had a decently long conversation where she said how she gets annoyed at Twitter takes on anime and thinks there's nothing wrong with fanservice. Basically said how the left is as bad as the oldschool religious right when it comes to trying to police everyone.
I straight up told her if down the road she ends up making comics with big tiddie bitches and doesn't give a fuck what people think, I'll personally throw money her way.
It was just downright weird to meet a kid not completely brainwashed.
So somehow the zoomer lesbian ended up being based. It's kind of nice to have a reminder to have some hope for the next generation and know they're not all retarded.
 
Been feeling a bit better. Kind of wish I had a woman right now, but there's slim pickings in my area and the girls at church, while attractive, just strike me as kinda dull personality wise and fundamentally incompatible in terms of interests and where they want to go in life. Otherwise, been going on jogs and working out a lot and I think my mind is clear enough to do some good research. Plus, I've been socializing a bit more and I can honestly say that I have hope that the right people will fall into my life at some point. In my opinion, you don't make friends, you discover them based on what your values are but you maintain those relationships through honesty, goodwill and just having fun and wishing the best for one another. Things are mostly good.

I had a conversation today that surprised me.
There's this girl a bit younger than me where I work, pretty much a zoomer (lesbian, too) who's into drawing and shit. But we had a decently long conversation where she said how she gets annoyed at Twitter takes on anime and thinks there's nothing wrong with fanservice. Basically said how the left is as bad as the oldschool religious right when it comes to trying to police everyone.
I straight up told her if down the road she ends up making comics with big tiddie bitches and doesn't give a fuck what people think, I'll personally throw money her way.
It was just downright weird to meet a kid not completely brainwashed.
So somehow the zoomer lesbian ended up being based. It's kind of nice to have a reminder to have some hope for the next generation and know they're not all retarded.
Maybe some of the kids are alright. I think this is the problem with zoomers: they care too much about social signalling and status. Of course, that has its place in the world, but I don't see them hanging out like I did when I was a kid where people would do stuff together and sort of have different (sometimes clashing) viewpoints on the world yet manage to put it behind them unless it was something fundamental to their identity like insulting someone's religion or something like that. Zoomers just seem too homogenous on the whole and lack that will to differentiate themselves that even I as a very late millennial had. I'm not shitting on them so much as I am noticing a trend. Also, there is absolutely nothing wrong with fanservice unless it's degenerate. I struggle to think of one person that actually would hate voluptuous, callipygian, big tiddied women, anime or not. "No Mai, No Buy" for KOF12 and I think DOA6 pretty much is proof of that.

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I'm about to move again, which is relatively common for me, and aside from my s/o's family and of course, her, I'm pretty much alone in this. I don't hate it, though. I had a rough life and it's not a stretch to say that she and her family have been far kinder to me than my own flesh and blood. It's gonna be a hard road, but I'm hopeful for my future.
 
I've just felt like shit in an indeterminate way for about three days. I have a sore throat, and am coughing, but it's not an automatic cough, it's because of postnasal drip. Also it doesn't have the weird colors in the morning you get from an actual sinus infection. Zyrtec seemed to slow down the mucus shit to the point I stopped coughing but I still just feel generally slightly feverish and not good.

Everything tastes normal so I'm pretty sure it's not the coof. Or maybe it is and is acting weird. In any event if this is how bad it gets I don't even care enough to get it checked.

Also I invented an autistic tonic. Water, honey, apple cider vinegar, ginger extract, and fresh squeezed lemon juice, heated up to sipping temperature. The ingredients are to taste.
 
Maybe some of the kids are alright. I think this is the problem with zoomers: they care too much about social signalling and status. Of course, that has its place in the world, but I don't see them hanging out like I did when I was a kid where people would do stuff together and sort of have different (sometimes clashing) viewpoints on the world yet manage to put it behind them unless it was something fundamental to their identity like insulting someone's religion or something like that. Zoomers just seem too homogenous on the whole and lack that will to differentiate themselves that even I as a very late millennial had. I'm not shitting on them so much as I am noticing a trend. Also, there is absolutely nothing wrong with fanservice unless it's degenerate. I struggle to think of one person that actually would hate voluptuous, callipygian, big tiddied women, anime or not. "No Mai, No Buy" for KOF12 and I thing DOA6 pretty much is proof of that.
You're not wrong. And it is something to worry about to an extent. But I just keep seeing nice refutations to the stereotype. Maybe it's just where I'm at.
I've met niggas going to college who talk about how "Kanye's on that real shit", kids getting into reading decent stuff, skatebros who have good taste in music and like saying off-color humor, and all sorts of stuff. I think my generation is more fucked than anything and are the main ones still pushing the gay shit.
I don't know, it might sound weird, but I've always had this weird faith in kids. Whenever I actually talk to them, they seem to be a lot more on point than even I was at their age. They have an optimism I wish I did and they're a little less scared of saying what they think then most adults.
I think the best thing is the zoomers have seen a wave of the uber edgy 2015 "I identify as an attack helicopter" spergy shit and the totalitarian rise of clown world all before they've really had to "come into their own", so it puts them at an advantage most of us didn't have. They can still say retard and laugh at edgy shit and question the narrative without wearing Ben Shapiro shirts and becoming blackpilled faggots who are afraid the world will end in 5 years (you know, like me).
I kind of miss that subtlety.
I know I see all the stupid shit they post online and it gets me anxious. But that girl said something today that made me realize something.
"How terminally online do people have to be to care so much about the sexuality of anime characters".
Most of the kids who are actually based and might become full-fledged adults aren't online. They are hanging out with friends and working and enjoying shit. They're out there, they're just the silent majority. Of course we're not going to notice them not being retarded... because they're not being retarded.
 
I have a sore throat, and am coughing, but it's not an automatic cough, it's because of postnasal drip
I've had a cough that comes and goes for months now, I can feel some crap in my lungs. I should probably see a doc about it, but I just figured it'd be gone by now. Shit like that seems to be going around a bit more.

Tax: I'm thinking about selling my daily. It's a car I had been wanting for a long time. But, it's the car I got engaged in and have a ton of memories in that I don't like being reminded of. It's stupid though, right? I would wait until the spring; but the thought keeps crossing my mind.
 
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