How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Woodchipper]

I spent the most time complaining about LGBT shit everywhere, is that what you're taking personal umbrage in?

There's nothing personal here. Just saw a spergy opinion and wanted to comment on it. And no, I'm more hardline against faggotry than a lot of people here who only have an issue with fags when they wear dresses.

I'm tired of us being at the point where people accuse you of being an autist for hating Marvel and all this other foul and idiotic shit. "You don't like that they now just make movies about things like Five Nights at Freddy's? What are you, autistic? Oh, you think you're better than everyone, you're too autistic to enjoy things like the Sonic the Hedgehog movie."

No, I'm not saying you're being autistic because I like capeshit or baby vidya.
But you have the energy of a weeb doing a "Literally Me" over Death Note. A fedora tipper sitting alone at the mall food court, leering at all the sheeple.
But more to the point, I also dislike the things you mentioned. But the difference is I avoid things I don't like while apparently you like to be angry at them.
You're a megasperg for being blackpilled about muh entertainment. Nawt mah toys.
Shit like that is so far removed from my field of vision that I literally don't think about it unless I talk to someone here.
Remove the retarded ass clutter from your brain/life and you might not be so miserable. Get off your high horse and touch grass until you appreciate life again

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

But the difference is I avoid things I don't like while apparently you like to be angry at them.

No you don't, your entire angry post here shows otherwise, lol

 

[Woodchipper]

lol

Cope lols and MATI stickers? It's tough.
Seriously though, I'm not just trying to attack you. I'd honestly like everyone to stop being such absolutely miserable pricks and pointing out shitty blackpilled thinking is how it starts.
Be and do better, sweaty

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

Cope lols and MATI stickers? It's tough.
Seriously though, I'm not just trying to attack you. I'd honestly like everyone to stop being such absolutely miserable pricks and pointing out shitty blackpilled thinking is how it starts.
Be and do better, sweaty

Here I complained earlier about accidentally browsing reddit and it looks like reddit just came to me

 

[Blamo2000]

Kiwibros, how do you deal with this? Is this really the only place left?

As for a big place. Pretty much, this is one of the last bastion of the earlier web 2.0 era.

I struggle with this issue myself, I had a long break from the Internet so I don't feel I belong anywhere anymore. For IRL, normies are useless if you have any niche interests or values. Like, I like talking with people about the lives and whatnot, but nobody would care about anything deeper.

Nerd and fandom places are pretty much overran with activists and mentally ill people. What I am working on is stop giving a fuck about "approval" and just focus on the things I want to do. It's not easy, that's for sure.

 

[AnOminous]

Hating half the human race is fucking retarded.

Hating the entire human race makes sense, though.

 

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

I've placed all my chips on a really risky bet, let alone in a game where I barely know how to play. It's not like I have much left anyway. If I go radio silent for a month or so, we'll, it's the end then. Thank you for everything and take care.

Well, can't say I won already, but I am definitely not going to lose at this point.
Take care, folks, keep it up.

 

[bliblblblbbllb]

Kiwibros, how do you deal with this? Is this really the only place left?

Get a job that involves manual labor or is cutthroat in physical ways. Not joking.
Also, work for a "faith-based" employeer.

Spoiler: more: bliblbllb hates the antichrist

Worked in a restaurant on a university campus- every other coworker was nonbinary they/them with blue hair. Every third person that walked in the doors was "visibly queer."

Worked a seasonal farm job: there was one faggot, and I'm being serious, he introduced himself on the first day and said "My pronouns are they/them", and someone said "Are you a faggot?" and then he never brought it up again. It was like going back to 2005. If someone was gay, we didn't care too much, but we sure didn't think it was our buisness to hear about it. Everyone was NORMAL PEOPLE. A great deal of them were homeschooled teens. I had never been around so many teens that were NORMAL PEOPLE and not Unabomber style hypersocialized phone fanatics. Normal people [including young people] still exist: hope is not lost.
Also worked in mass distribution, lots of picking up heavy boxes and shit: it really seems like picking up heavy objects repels "woke" people and ideals. Again, there was no mandatory team meetings to learn about systemic racism or gender equality. There were no people who were (openly/visibly) queer. There were no reddit-tier communists or other memetic extremist types, not even a single vegan I was aware of.

Christian and "faith based" employers are also good place to look. Doesn't matter if you're religious or not. I pretty much only want to work jobs with "faith based" employers anymore because if I'm mandated to celebrate Pride I'd rather quit.
Working with upper-class old people is also a good option. Like in seasonal farm work, nonbinary bluehaired old people that have money just don't exist. And for most fields, specializing in senior care pays better because seniors as a whole have more money as well as demand more respect and courtesies.

And I'm not saying "you must work for a church. or Chik-fil-a." There are faith-based hospitals: you could be anything from a receptionist to a nurse to a computer guy to a repair man to a hospital cook. Christian owned local stores and restaurants, faith-based charities and organizations: the freaking barbershop I go to is Christian-owned, and you'll never see any Pride or BLM shit there.

edit: And I know both of these example are about work, but unless you're a student, homemaker, or NEET, work is where you likely spend the most time around other people, and in the greatest quantities. If you go to a really good church or have a really good hobby group, but your job still forces you to wear a big rainbow clown outfit and hop up and down swearing you love TikTok and diversity, I don't think you'll be happy. You don't have to go to a hobby group or church- most people have to go to work. If you're miserable at work you're probably miserable in general.

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Was finally able to "really get into" a video game like I've been wanting to do for a while. When I was a kid I could pick up any old crap from the clearance used games at Gamestop and play it for hours and hours- now I guess I'm more discerning, maybe because things aren't so new and exciting.

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

Well, can't say I won already, but I am definitely not going to lose at this point.
Take care, folks, keep it up.

So we won't get a cartel video out of you? Damn, at least leave the bodies in the shape of a kiwi or something.

Get a job that involves manual labor or is cutthroat in physical ways. Not joking.

The auto-industry is great as well. Yeah, I know it's manual labor but there is also skilled labor in it as well. The amount of jew jokes I heard whenever something was smelling burnt, chef's kiss.

Was finally able to "really get into" a video game like I've been wanting to do for a while. When I was a kid I could pick up any old crap from the clearance used games at Gamestop and play it for hours and hours- now I guess I'm more discerning, maybe because things aren't so new and exciting.

I think it's a mix of things not being new, things being done to ad-nauseum, and more limited time / other interests. I'm still jonesing for Gen 1 pokemon feels. The closest I've gotten to that is Monster Sanctuary. Highly recommend.

 

[anustart76]

We need a WW1-style conflict where we can send these people off to die in some meat grinder

You must realize they're not the ones that would be sent to the meat grinder.

My internet is still out and they're supposed to fix it tomorrow.
I'm very pissed off.

 

[Ughubughughughughughghlug]

I've written, deleted, rewritten, redeleted a post several times because I'm afraid of powerleveling talking about my job. But I feel like I really have found a purpose in life, and a divine purpose, now.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

I'm having some massive anti-social impulses and I really want to fuck shit up for other people as of late. I want to punish Millennials for all the disgusting things they do.


Most people today are trapped a the Groundhog Day of childhood. Everyone who is a punk or goth today is a chode. But the present is worse than the past. We are in a human twilight of dogshit. Almost nothing new is ever good. Everything is an inferior reboot. Everything is a soulless, overproduced version of something from the past.

I have no hope for anything. Most definitely not in other people, not in culture, not in music or movies.

It is remarkable how destroyed all the other people are in this country now. Faggotry everywhere. Everyone is basically a redditor now. Reddit society. I just kind of get these nihilistic impulses where I want to burn everything down because I hate this fucking spiralling society.

Ugh, you mean my patient and positive interaction didn't change your life?!?!?! Dang it.

Seriously, though, you've got to stop obsessing about supposed big-group "actions." Turn your attention to yourself and individuals rather than getting carried away with real or perceived things [fill in group] supposedly do.

God, deal with your immediate reality, divorced from supposition about "how groups do X."

Almost nothing from the last 20 years deserves to be remembered.

OK, how many more years beyond those 20 have you been alive? Just curious.

I'm about to move a LONG distance, from the US Rockies to the eastern seacoast. I'm planning to rent a Penske (fuck U-Haul) 26 footer and tow my car on a Penske trailer behind said truck. I was unable to get another driver to drive my car (my wife will drive her car) and I've read enough horror stories about van line moving companies only delivery weeks after the agreed date to motivate me to bite the bullet and drive this ramshackle abomination.

I'm a bit nervous about it as my personal car is a Corolla, I have zero experience driving a trailer, and it'll be in winter. However, reading about it online, it serms like it's really not that hard and you get used to it within the hour- just plan ahead so you never have to back up and stick to highways as much as possible. And most people saying this when you Google the question are on Reddit- if fucking redditards can manage it, how hard can it REALLY be?

Anyone have this type of experience? Am I being wildly optimistic with this plan?

If you're towing your car behind the truck, what is the concern/relevance of your car model?

And yeah, it's nbd to drive a moving truck. You have to pay attention and drive like a boss not a ninny, but basically cut your expected comfort by 80%, know you'll need to refill the tank more than you're used to, pay attention and stick to the right lane except when safety says otherwise, and take breaks bc it is a bit more draining.

If by winter you mean icy/scary, just drive to your comfort, and allow plenty of time/ space to stop, exit, etc. Just use the truck to your comfort/safety. You'll be fine.

 

[twisted cycle path]

I've been thinking a lot recently about times in the past where I messed up while talking to women and it's like a recursive loop of bumming myself out.

I've also been thinking about one lady(?) I saw in the kiwifarms telegram chat who, seemingly apropos of nothing was talking about how terrible it was that monstergirls don't exist and that she'd only ever be a human woman and not a demon, and I was striken by how badly I wanted that crazy retarded energy in my life that I almost cold-dm'd her(?) over it. It sounds autistic but I really regret not sending that message.

I think a lot of my issues stem from being unwilling to risk the embarassment of rejection. I've only ever directly asked out one girl in my life, the rest asked me and so I find being upfront really difficult now.

 

[KFC Manager]

I'm coming to terms with the fact that I most likely have undiagnosed bipolar disorder, and the more I try to be self aware with it the more it bothers me in my day to day interactions. I'm in the best position I've ever been in my life, but I still have the lingering feeling of "When am I going to self-destruct again?"

 

[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

I've been doing okay, though I've been having these dreams of my dad (who died a month ago). They feel comforting, but also bittersweet. He doesn't talk in any of them so far, though I think he smiled at me one time.

I'm coming to terms with the fact that I most likely have undiagnosed bipolar disorder, and the more I try to be self aware with it the more it bothers me in my day to day interactions. I'm in the best position I've ever been in my life, but I still have the lingering feeling of "When am I going to self-destruct again?"

Yeah, that thought often lingers in my head as well. Same with being a sperg ("Oh my God, how am I going to fuck this good thing up this time?"). There's only one irl person in my life who knows about what I have and it feels like she holds me at arm's length over stupid stuff I've done and said in the past. These days, I think because of recent circumstances, we've drifted a bit closer, but I still try to give her space.

How did you find out you were bipolar btw?

 

[WTBOnlineFather]

I'm listening to a beautiful and very heartfelt old song that has me on the verge of crying and I realize I don't know how to properly feel these feels

 

[Dustlord]

I'm listening to a beautiful and very heartfelt old song that has me on the verge of crying and I realize I don't know how to properly feel these feels

This happens to me sometimes. Its strange how something so simple can trigger a change in your mindset.

 

[Sniperwoof]

It's what's on my mind right now. The redditification of society. Every young person is fucking reddit-tier now. "Just be nice!" style beliefs, LGBT Millennial culture has swallowed everything, every other social group is specifically for LGBT only, you can't even use the word "faggot" in bars anymore, everything they are and they love is some corporate shat-out passionless turd. Now that it's cold I have cabin fever, but there's nowhere to go, because everywhere is just surrounded in human scat.

I hear you man. Nowadays it seems like 90% of people are either grinning sociopaths waiting for an opportunity to steal your wallet and or organs or the most generic reddit soy imaginable with no interests other than consooming slop and NPC politics.

Shits fucking dire out there if you're looking for friends or a partner.

I'm holding onto my three or so existing friends that are real and genuine and not SSRI zombies for dear fucking life.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Tired, but good. I don't have energy for a whole lot, but that's okay.

 

[CoolFool]

This day sucks and I'm gonna quit my job I've had for 5 years today.