How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Had a great dream last night don't even remember what it was now just that every minute was like a trip without the side effects or rude awakening when it's over. Right on down to the last minute it's like my mind just wanted it to be perfect....even though it'd be gone the minute I woke up. The fact that I still remember how great it was and still feel good long after it ended speaks volumes.
 
I'm doing quite alright, still feeling a bit under the weather after spending the last two days sick with a cold/flu.

Currently getting fully absorbed into spring cleaning, decluttering my apartment, selling shit on ebay and similar sites etc. I'm not even hoping to make any money with it - I just kinda want to own less shit to care about if that makes sense.
 
I love staying up late and sleeping in late too. This weekend, I was able to do both without anything disrupting my plans for a cozy lazy weekend. During the week, I go to bed early and wake up early. Because I have work, of course. So it's nice when I don't have to worry about that on my weekends and holidays.
 
I'm doing pretty bad tbh. I was hitchhiking into this small west coast town to pay my respects to my dead war buddy's wife when some redneck sheriff decided he didn't like my hair. One thing led to another and now I've killed a bunch of cops, taken down a helicopter and my old boss from the Green Beret's is coming to get me. This is worse than that time I was talked into boxing that black guy to impress some autistic woman, *sigh*
 
I'm doing pretty bad tbh. I was hitchhiking into this small west coast town to pay my respects to my dead war buddy's wife when some redneck sheriff decided he didn't like my hair. One thing led to another and now I've killed a bunch of cops, taken down a helicopter and my old boss from the Green Beret's is coming to get me. This is worse than that time I was talked into boxing that black guy to impress some autistic woman, *sigh*
Rambo only killed one cop in First Blood.
 
I'm doing pretty bad tbh. I was hitchhiking into this small west coast town to pay my respects to my dead war buddy's wife when some redneck sheriff decided he didn't like my hair. One thing led to another and now I've killed a bunch of cops, taken down a helicopter and my old boss from the Green Beret's is coming to get me. This is worse than that time I was talked into boxing that black guy to impress some autistic woman, *sigh*
Do you at least get a cool canvas tarp for your troubles?
 
Rambo only killed one cop in First Blood.
In the book he kills a bunch of people. I know Morrell wanted both Rambo and Teasle to both be protagonistic and antagonistic characters, but the way Rambo was written he was little better than a ticking time bomb and Teasle was 100% justified in keeping Rambo moving. If it didn’t happen there, Rambo would have killed a bunch of people in a later town.
 
I’m not doing well bros. My mother has stage 4 cancer and I feel like a failure. I could not give her grand kids. Now I’m having a couple drinks. I wish I could make things better bros.

My condolences, friend. Just focus on doing what you can in the present for her. This transition will be rough for you and her. Be a good man and do what is right.
 
Had a great dream last night
Maybe it's all the stress from my job situation, but last night I had a nightmare that my car was stolen while my son was still in it. I don't remember much else of it, but it was horrible.
On the bright side, I caught up with a former colleague who offered to give me a referral to a position where he works, which is really cool of him. He was a good guy when we worked together.
I also met a relative's boyfriend in person for the first time yesterday. We're considering trying to go into business together. He's a really nice fellow, and the relative is a sweet girl too, I'm happy for them.

I appreciate it. That’s what we have been doing, doing everything we can while she is on chemo. Hoping to go to Europe.
All you can really do is spend as much time as possible with her, and remind her she has you. Sorry you and your family are going through this.
 
I'm doing pretty bad tbh. I was hitchhiking into this small west coast town to pay my respects to my dead war buddy's wife when some redneck sheriff decided he didn't like my hair. One thing led to another and now I've killed a bunch of cops, taken down a helicopter and my old boss from the Green Beret's is coming to get me. This is worse than that time I was talked into boxing that black guy to impress some autistic woman, *sigh*
Coincidentally, I was around there at the time and got some video of you:
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I’ve been going through some heavy mood swings. During my down moments, I catch myself just sitting in silence and looking at nothing. Or I’d get so angry that everything even the little things feel suffocating.

Just I don’t know. Shit just hasn’t been doing good, and I hope they will soon.

One upside is the pain from my braces lessened a bit, so I can actually chew.
 
I think I'm OK, but my downstairs neighbor is outside waxing his car, shirtless, at 7PM, still wearing his work pants (office attire). This is completely baffling to me. So now I'm wondering if I'm no longer able to relate to normal people, or is he just a fucking weirdo?

My gut tells me it's both.
 
Also ask yourself why you actually want to work remote. If you are actually just burnt out in general from the actual work you do, how will doing that same exact work remotely improve the situation? Or, if you are antisocial and just hate being in public, why? (There are lots of good reasons to want to work remote too. I just have seen too many people go "I want to work remote" because they really just want to be a slacker and not have anyone criticize them by saying things like "you've been shoving your face full of food and looking at Reddit all day, get the fuck back to work." The pandemic screwed with everyone's minds, yo.)
I genuinely want to do the Passport Bro thing and live in another country on American money. America is on its way down in so many ways. The culture in this country is just deteriorating so fast, and everyone's mind is mush. While people are finally standing up to the left, I think the lack of easy victories now will make them more intense, and I just don't see a way out of this "eternal Marvel" shit.
Imagine this forum in 20 years, going back and seeing tons of profiles with the "deceased" tag. Cows when they die, move to better pastures and are categorized as inactive, but we, forum users get "deceased" since we cannot shitpost, we are no longer alive.
The deaths of some of my trolling buddies has hit harder than other deaths, because the truth is mature-acting trolls tend to be good friends. That's the reality. I think about them more than they would have ever expect.
 
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