How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[The Cringe Connoisseur]

Two people died in a horror show yesterday, and all people can focus on are two utterly forgetful and forgettable old men. I'm sad for our country.

It's a shame these brainless sociopathic retards don't all try to make america great again by killing themselves, maybe then shit would actually get fucking done in this country. The global iq sure would go up that's for sure.

 

[Betonhaus]

I need to get a job.

 

[The Cunting Death]

Tired

 

[DeutscheKatze]

lovesick

 

[The Cunting Death]

My left eye is swollen and trying to type while only using my right eye is next to impossible since I can only see well with my left eye.

 

[Balanced Boomer]

I'm feeling better.

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

A guy who was fired for literally sexually harassing a minor so much she locked herself in the bathroom and cried for half her shift was given another chance to get his job back because we're so short of people yesterday.
When the obvious problems of this were brought up to management, their reply was
"Oh, it's okay. She doesn't work her anymore."
Oh my bad fam. I didn't realize that's how that worked.
The guy after doing nothing for hours at a time quits halfway through his shift.
Thank fucking god.

Oh but that's not all.
A girl who got fired for the exact opposite issue (trying to stir drama by claiming a man was grooming her when he had the proof she was pursuing him who's BPD bullshit caused one of our best workers, separate guy to quit in the process)... is also back.
It's okay though because the other guys who literally screwed over are gone now.
Thank god we got rid of all the victims. Genius!

People totally don't continue the same predatory behavior when you give them another chance! Glad we're setting a good precedent.

And the exact moment this decay set in is the moment we got rid of the only manager who gave a shit about the place, because he was "abusive" (ie held people to a standard and hurt a couple of the womens' feelings by not letting them play dumb every chance they could). Great job, guys! We got rid of the mean old guy who actually did his fucking job. Wholesome chungus!

Most of the cool people are gone. It's just drama, gossip and fake gay diva bullshit now.

This and so much other shit has really turned this from a job I really liked to outright despising.
I'm counting the days to leaving here.

 

[Shitted Scaredless]

Why is it that depression decides to strike at night specifically? I'll never understand why that after a certain time of the clock, seemingly every brain decides to just go "you have stayed in the darkness to long, you get the bad feelings as punishment,". It's probably part of the brain signaling that the body needs to sleep, but still. Like, you sleep it off and wake up feeling fine, but watch out! It'll be back the next night!

 

[The Feline Solution]

Whole bath and hallway under water. Just spent an hour carrying buckets of sewer water out of my apartment. Waiting for the emergency guys. Fuck my life, not one Summer passes without some colossal shit happening. Had the plumber here last friday already, lot of good that did.

Edit:
Emergency dude is here, straight up asked if so and so was here friday, he was, cue the cursing. General incompetence on the rise. Got a broken pipe going towards the cellar and the tub, won't be able to shower until it's fixed. Again, fuck my life, it's 30°C outside and i usually shower twice a day. Gonna have to buy a fucking bucket to use for my ablutions. Girlfriend is THRILLED.

 

[Outer Space Traveller]

A guy who was fired for literally sexually harassing a minor so much she locked herself in the bathroom and cried for half her shift was given another chance to get his job back because we're so short of people yesterday.
When the obvious problems of this were brought up to management, their reply was
"Oh, it's okay. She doesn't work her anymore."
Oh my bad fam. I didn't realize that's how that worked.
The guy after doing nothing for hours at a time quits halfway through his shift.
Thank fucking god.

Oh but that's not all.
A girl who got fired for the exact opposite issue (trying to stir drama by claiming a man was grooming her when he had the proof she was pursuing him who's BPD bullshit caused one of our best workers, separate guy to quit in the process)... is also back.
It's okay though because the other guys who literally screwed over are gone now.
Thank god we got rid of all the victims. Genius!

People totally don't continue the same predatory behavior when you give them another chance! Glad we're setting a good precedent.

And the exact moment this decay set in is the moment we got rid of the only manager who gave a shit about the place, because he was "abusive" (ie held people to a standard and hurt a couple of the womens' feelings by not letting them play dumb every chance they could). Great job, guys! We got rid of the mean old guy who actually did his fucking job. Wholesome chungus!

Most of the cool people are gone. It's just drama, gossip and fake gay diva bullshit now.

This and so much other shit has really turned this from a job I really liked to outright despising.
I'm counting the days to leaving here.

Wow, this is incredible. What are they thinking. "We're short on people, so we must hire them back. They'll be sorry". I believe second chances can be done - yet the offenders must be put on a completely different envoirnment - one where there's no women for him to offend or harrass (if at all possible, but I'm being optimistic here - I confess I don't know people all that well, feel free to disagree).
But instead they fire the victim?

And similar thing for a BPD bitch, nice.

Sorry about your situation.

 

[DeutscheKatze]

Whole bath and hallway under water. Just spent an hour carrying buckets of sewer water out of my apartment. Waiting for the emergency guys. Fuck my life, not one Summer passes without some colossal shit happening. Had the plumber here last friday already, lot of good that did.

Edit:
Emergency dude is here, straight up asked if so and so was here friday, he was, cue the cursing. General incompetence on the rise. Got a broken pipe going towards the cellar and the tub, won't be able to shower until it's fixed. Again, fuck my life, it's 30°C outside and i usually shower twice a day. Gonna have to buy a fucking bucket to use for my ablutions. Girlfriend is THRILLED.

Scheisse, that sucks. And mold party
hope these fuckers fix it quickly and you guys find a washing solution

 

[WhoBusTank69]

"We're short on people, so we must hire them back. They'll be sorry"

It's more about the HR viewpoint that the person they clashed with is gone so there is no immediate problem and they need extra hands yesterday, long-term effects be damned.

 

[Gatdam Animal Person]

Today I might've woke up on the wrong foot, people I work with are especially grating, much more than usual. I also been feeling a bit stressed/melancholic as of recently. It might be a mix of sleep deprivation compounding with other stuff, I don't really know.

 

[The Feline Solution]

Scheisse, that sucks. And mold party
hope these fuckers fix it quickly and you guys find a washing solution

Man, the mold shit will be crazy, i already have a painter coming next week who is taking care of the existing mold problem, this shit will never end. Best case scenario they umsiedel my ass and i get a new apartment out of this. Just went down in the cellar with emergency dude, his tool is now stuck and we are trying to unfuck it. That cellar is rotten, the pipes are dripping everywhere, you could practically condemn the whole building due to the cellar situation. I don't keep anything down there after it flooded years ago so i haven't been down there since forever. The landlord situation in this country is getting ridiculous, they should've fixed this shit ages ago.

Edit:

find a thread on /v/ about how dogshit fighting games are and I go "oh yeah, right" and uninstall them again. Hm.

Don't go on /v/. I spent more time on there than i care to admit and it made me actively hate vidya for quite a long time. Compared to /v/ the Farms are a well of optimism and joy.

 

[DeutscheKatze]

Man, the mold shit will be crazy, i already have a painter coming next week who is taking care of the existing mold problem, this shit will never end. Best case scenario they umsiedel my ass and i get a new apartment out of this. Just went down in the cellar with emergency dude, his tool is now stuck and we are trying to unfuck it. That cellar is rotten, the pipes are dripping everywhere, you could practically condemn the whole building due to the cellar situation. I don't keep anything down there after it flooded years ago so i haven't been down there since forever. The landlord situation in this country is getting ridiculous, they should've fixed this shit ages ago.

sounds like moving time, and yes. Landlords here are shitheads. And it‘s all so expensive too.

i need to restock my Entfeuchter again, like almost every month. I wonder if i can just diy some industrial salt packages.
It‘s all so tiresome. And expensive.

It‘s high summer. Work fulltime? Alone?
Wanna air out the apartment? Oh germany rain loop, it‘s wet in wet out.

Truly a painful time for every homeowner/ altbauwohnungs haver

Stay strong peeps, hopefully a better living situation will come! And those problems will be memories from the past.

 

[The Feline Solution]

I hate nicotine so much. My lungs were already damaged and I’m exacerbating the harm because of a stupid dopamine loop — right now I feel no different than the losers I laugh at on this website, caught in the clutches of vice. The process of kicking the habit sucks because there are things I still enjoy about smoking, but I know that I need to or else it will kill me. I couldn’t get to sleep till about 3 last night because when I’d start to slip into sleep, I’d feel myself jerk awake because I couldn’t breathe. Thats not fucking normal.

My grandfather quit cigarettes in the 80s but still smokes cigars. I shared one with him and really enjoyed it. They last almost an hour, taste and smell wonderful, and its this slow, meditative process where you don’t actually inhale anything. He only does it once in a while (once a week, once a month, etc.), and he has this vice so under control that it’s admirable. He seems to be in perfect health for a man his age. I hope to be like that.

We finally switched over completely to vaping, it's still the nicotine jew but at least it's not cigarettes. No tobacco in the house is a good thing, girlfriend finally got a good vape for weed, too. I still don't realistically see myself ever quitting nicotine, longest i quit in the last 10 years was ~7 days earlier this year, i think i wrote about it ITT. Longest total i quit ever since starting smoking at 13 years old was ~2 months i think.

Edit: One of my best friends did the cigar thing to get off of cigarettes like your grandfather and it worked for him to the point that he hasn't been smoking at all for years by now. Could definitely try out how that works for you.

Truly a painful time for every homeowner/ altbauwohnungs haver

I love Altbau, never lived in anything else, but it sure as hell comes with its slew of problems. Heating is a bitch, for one. Great in summer, sucks balls in winter.

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

Wow, this is incredible. What are they thinking. "We're short on people, so we must hire them back. They'll be sorry". I believe second chances can be done - yet the offenders must be put on a completely different envoirnment - one where there's no women for him to offend or harrass (if at all possible, but I'm being optimistic here - I confess I don't know people all that well, feel free to disagree).
But instead they fire the victim?

It's more about the HR viewpoint that the person they clashed with is gone so there is no immediate problem and they need extra hands yesterday, long-term effects be damned.

LMAO, we don't even have an HR. Dude it's fucking insane.
I'm not even a "crusader" or anything. This isn't some twitch drama. "Oh she was 17, looked 23 and he misunderstood". Or like he made some crass jokes. He was trying to "sweet talk" MULTIPLE of the young girls, literal nigger in his late twenties. Also got caught with cocaine not too long ago. Same thing with the BPD bitch. She chose the one really weird guy at work everyone would think was a predator and STILL is trying to say he's stalking her because he comes in every now and then.
FUCK THIS SHIT.
I should've saved up more money and left a long time ago. All the smart, decent people fucking go or are fired. The pay is nice, and I like having a loose schedule. But this shit is fucking retarded. I still have a set date soon so thank fucking god.

On one hand, I don't want to join some high paying elite tech/gvmt job because it seems stale and I know there's plenty of drama there too. But on the other, I know I'm better than this.
That's the tradeoff. I make more than most the people here because I show up, do my job and don't get high all the time. I work where not much is expected of me, so they hold onto me. But they don't expect much of anyone.

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

Why is it that depression decides to strike at night specifically? I'll never understand why that after a certain time of the clock, seemingly every brain decides to just go "you have stayed in the darkness to long, you get the bad feelings as punishment,". It's probably part of the brain signaling that the body needs to sleep, but still. Like, you sleep it off and wake up feeling fine, but watch out! It'll be back the next night!

I honestly think for me personally it's just that you know at a certain time it's another day that's passed that you're not the person your younger self wanted you to be and didn't accomplish most you wanted to do that day. It's pretty much acknowledging time exists as a physical thing and you can't do too much about it.
The only thing I think helps is just putting on some music or going to bed early enough you don't have to recognize "Oh shit, that's another day of my life that just went by".

 

[Outer Space Traveller]

LMAO, we don't even have an HR. Dude it's fucking insane.
I'm not even a "crusader" or anything. This isn't some twitch drama. "Oh she was 17, looked 23 and he misunderstood". Or like he made some crass jokes. He was trying to "sweet talk" MULTIPLE of the young girls, literal nigger in his late twenties. Also got caught with cocaine not too long ago. Same thing with the BPD bitch. She chose the one really weird guy at work everyone would think was a predator and STILL is trying to say he's stalking her because he comes in every now and then.
FUCK THIS SHIT.
I should've saved up more money and left a long time ago. All the smart, decent people fucking go or are fired. The pay is nice, and I like having a loose schedule. But this shit is fucking retarded. I still have a set date soon so thank fucking god.

On one hand, I don't want to join some high paying elite tech/gvmt job because it seems stale and I know there's plenty of drama there too. But on the other, I know I'm better than this.
That's the tradeoff. I make more than most the people here because I show up, do my job and don't get high all the time. I work where not much is expected of me, so they hold onto me. But they don't expect much of anyone.

Oh shit, no HR??? It's worse than I thought. Really fucking bad situation.

Perhaps you could focus on your mental health. If you search for a lesser pay, but with a better, healthier envoirnment, it will be better for you.

 

[KittyGremlin]

Some hard shit with this gig I've landed. Interesting project, VERY interesting client but there's some faggots who want to make it difficult when it doesn't need to be. Oh well .