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AnOminous said:
I've known people who have been functional crackheads or junkies for years, but it seems like they either quit entirely at some point or completely fall apart, sometimes almost instantly after seemingly keeping it together for their whole drug "career." At that point it hits quit or die really quickly.
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Really uplifting post right before i go to sleep :story: But i can totally see that sudden collapse, there's only so much the mind and body can take. I marvel at the people who just raw dog life and are completely untouched by the whole addiction stuff.
anliteralidiot said:
She said he wouldn't love me if he knew the real me.
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Christ, what a thing to say.
Friend of Dorothy Parker said:
The late 90s were fucking fantastic
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Amen. Probably the best time in my life. Young enough to be full of hope still, old enough to already experience more adult things in life. Plus there was still the magic of the pre-widespread internet world. God, how i miss that time.
 
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My son decided he wanted to help me take the tire off his mom's car and he almost immediately tries to yank the tire off the studs. I'm like "Hold on, that's really heavy. Let dad grab it." He kinda holds onto it while I move it and then he's like "When I get stronger I can grab it by myself." I tell him that yeah, he'll be able to, then he's like "And then I can do it for you and mom and (sisters name)." It sounds gay but I got a little choked up.

Still nearly had a heart attack when he tried to yank the tire off. Having kids is stressful as fuck sometimes.
 
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Eating and a little, preparing for workout. Listening random shit on youtube. Sadly it was hugbox chronicles Daddy'o 5 one that came up. Not the right kind of anger for lifting.
Feel little sick.
 
Some positive normie sperging for a change: The Kiez (what you could call hood over on the US end) is dead since the school holidays started on mondayand i am loving it. First day since forever where there is (almost) no shouting or noise on the streets, i have no idea how they afford it but many people in my street went on vacation. Just went to the Lidl and the last time i remember it being this empty was Covid times. Real nice day today, i am gonna lay down in bed and watch shows with my girlfriend for the rest of it. Big change from the ordeal of yesterday. I shamelessly stole this pic from @dick brain posted in one of the picture threads but today it definitely applies:
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honestly, stuff is ok
maybe good even

i just think my down phases are miscalculated hormone fuck ups in the brain and idk lack of food or other stuff

Stuff will slowly get better
I hate when im complainy, but it is how it is, can‘t reverse it when it‘s spoken while i was in kms mode
wich just happens to come and go
Just gotta keep it secret

I really should not complain at all anymore

Peak german weather: nice heavy rain and thunder, feierabend
I like it, hopefully it cools down a bit
 
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Alright fellow incels, I need your help.

Long story, but I moved (literally) across the country back to my original home and got a job recently. Thing is, my job is night shift (until next month, thank fucking god) 90 miles away from my house, so I'm in this fucked situation where I'm on a fucked schedule (11~ hours preparing/actually working) and I don't really have any hobbies besides drinking and playing single player strategy/rpg games.

To get to the point, I would like to actually have friends instead of staring at a computer screen all day. I am planning on starting to go to the gym again (for the millionth time) tomorrow but what can I do to actually build relationships from scratch? Usually you get introduced to people by already existing friends but what now? Do I just get shitfaced drunk at a bar and walk around saying retarded shit until a group lets me sit at their table and realizes how simply based and redpilled i am?

I'm not religious, but do I just say fuck it and go to a church or such?

Besides that, I'm fine, just trying to save money and wrap my head around the shit i'm studying so I can move from shitty low tier IT to cybersecurity.
 
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Juan But Not Forgotten said:
Have you ever felt that you just don't care anymore? Guess, I am finally there.
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Never give up.

"I get knocked down, but I get up again."

Eventually you don't but never give up caring. At least not longer than a dark night or two.

Take the red pill, not the black pill.
 
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Me a couple days ago:
"I'll never have anyone or anything. I'm just a incel school shooter sped that everyone avoids like the plague. It is so over. We're d00med."

Today:
Literally get invited out to two normie coworkers going to the gym in a couple of days.
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Wish me luck guys. I'll try to hide some of my powerlevel and not be too spergy. I hope I'm not being Punk'd and this is a thing that happens.
 
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The family dog just fell 5 feet from a ledge and is in serious condition.
Most of the very few so called 24 hour animal emergency centers in my area are closed for the time and the nearest one that is actually open is all the way downtown.
None of the staff seem to care or understand that when a dog is in serious pain, a dog is in serious pain.
Right now I'm heartbroken, afraid and my blood is seriously boiling at certain folks right now.
 
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Shitted Scaredless said:
Writing a cover letter is BS. How the fuck to I disclose I'm a retard without making it sound severe? (/rhetorical)

I'm proud I made it to this step though but I just remembered how much I hated essays and shit.
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usually if you say something like "I'm autistic but I've come pretty far in life and I admit I have trouble with a few things" then employers are usually more than happy to still hire you, since to them, its showing they'll hire anyone regardless of background.

I've had to write these all the time.
 
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The Cunting Death said:
usually if you say something like "I'm autistic but I've come pretty far in life and I admit I have trouble with a few things" then employers are usually more than happy to still hire you, since to them, its showing they'll hire anyone regardless of background.

I've had to write these all the time.
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Thank you. Part of me suspects I could just be brought on as a diversity hire, which would be slightly backhanded but a job is a job.

I still need to redo the draft a few times, but I'll keep that in mind. Thank you!
 
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