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I'm chilling out and listening to some liquid dnb. It's really a huge shame that genre fell off for the most part after the 2010s. I'm realizing how underrated it really was.
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Liquid DnB sounds like something you'd imagine a beautiful city full of life and everyone jamming. Almost akin to something alternative to a jazz where everyone is having fun (a second option?)
 
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Liquid DnB sounds like something you'd imagine a beautiful city full of life and everyone jamming. Almost akin to something alternative to a jazz where everyone is having fun (a second option?)
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That's exactly the vibe it gives. It's like you're in some upscale but affordable big city in the near future. Something approaching either solar punk or cyberpunk but on the upswing regardless.
 
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That's exactly the vibe it gives. It's like you're in some upscale but affordable big city in the near future. Something approaching either solar punk or cyberpunk but on the upswing regardless.
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Interestingly, I always imagined an upbeat and cheerful nightlife of a contemporary nightlife. Yet looking at what solarpunk is about, it fits!
 
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Resident ADHD midget at work is splitting with her abusive manchild bf and moving out which is exciting. She can do hyperrealism tier drawings, would be cool if she returned to that.

Anyway: National company making literal billions off of recent developments put up hundreds of listings a day, but even now that I saw a junior level office slave, it demanded an english application with no cover letter or photograph. So basically "you are your experience". It's crazy how the bigger the company, the less you matter personally. A local trucking company can need a receptionist and theyll write a novel about "you as a person", then you flip to the next 'good job' and it's just "Have a master's and 8 years experience for this 9 month maternity cover".

I'm gonna die in this fucking job. There's no moving on.
KSachiko77 said:
I'm chilling out and listening to some liquid dnb. It's really a huge shame that genre fell off for the most part after the 2010s. I'm realizing how underrated it really was.
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If any genre could be described as spotify-friendly it's that. Endless vaguely similar music. It's chill but it's funny how spotify in general has let all music in that direction. Liquicity was a major player when I enjoyed that music. In general, electronic music is reminiscent of music from a few decades ago; admiration of life and spirited positivity. It must be amazing to go to a music festival lik defqon or tomorrow world and just be surrounded by people who enjoy this genre based on vibes. No nigga that, moist vagina this.
 
I'm sick of retards being inconsiderate dickheads whenever I try to talk over a mic in video game LFG. Its better to just not bother and play single player games.

I'm mainly sick of the double standards and hypocrisy. It doesn't matter if I need anything like to go get some water for 2 minutes or want to complete a specific raid challenge that is on the way and basically asking for just a quick gear change at the end of 1 encounter. Not even the entire activity. That shit just starts a random pissing contest of "oh I already did that" and outright refusal to accommodate anything I am looking to do while I'm not asking for anything inconvenient or unreasonable.

But god damn will they expect you to have the utmost respect for their dipshit friend with a inflammatory username who is purposely wasting everyone's time and can't be bothered to care about the game while demanding you carry their nigger ass and humblebragging about their relationship status no one asked about. Who will then just openly say shit like other users are just "pixels on a screen" and feel they can mouth off however they want until you kick them or they get their moderator buddy to ban you. I work a 9-5 too and I can look up a quick guide and "git gud" just fine. You can fuck off with your lazy bullshit. Even moreso when they sperg about "the good ol days" while being a part of what caused them to end.

"HEY THATS MY FRIEND YOU'RE TALKING TO!"
I didn't realize I walked into a retard pit when joining up with you dipshits to play this video game. He's clearly more interested in mashing a keyboard/texting or calling someone else over the mic so we can all hear it whenever they aren't burping, sneezing, coughing, moaning, yelling, and having their kids run around a live warzone with construction going on during a community marching band parade than actually playing the game with you. " Use push to talk?" YOU MEAN THEY DONT HAVE A MIC?!!! HUH? THEY'VE ACTUALLY BEEN TALKING THE ENTIRE TIME? I SELECTIVELY CHOSE NOT TO HEAR THEM LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

You're damn right im MATI over that shit and don't care to help new players anymore because of it. Im not a god damn charity and just because I enjoy video games doesn't mean I don't "touch grass" or whatever the fuck that means. Since you know the ones saying that stupid shit don't actually go out themselves.
 
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If any genre could be described as spotify-friendly it's that. Endless vaguely similar music. It's chill but it's funny how spotify in general has let all music in that direction. Liquicity was a major player when I enjoyed that music. In general, electronic music is reminiscent of music from a few decades ago; admiration of life and spirited positivity. It must be amazing to go to a music festival lik defqon or tomorrow world and just be surrounded by people who enjoy this genre based on vibes. No nigga that, moist vagina this.
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True. You can kind of keep it going in the background forever. That and good alternative rock. Even music that tries to chill tends to come off as borderline suicidal to me nowadays.
 
Slowly coming to understand that if I'm going to get out of this shit show in one piece, I'm going to have to abandon those Im sticking around for. Get a job. Save up enough to get out, and never look back. I don't want to leave everyone, but I'm having pain in my chest daily from the stress. Survival instinct is starting to kick in over me being strong for the cats and more importantly my brother. I want them all to be okay. But I also don't want to drop dead of a heart attack or have a fullon breakdown at 21.

Maybe I'll just book it into the woods and never return.
 
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Got the last paycheck from the previous job and it's more than I expected with that laughable number of hours I was given. Now I am conflicted since I liked that job but they didn't let me work enough. Now I have a job that pays better but it sucks and I fucking hate it. Should I have waited more looking if things would change? I am so tired of shit like this.
Take care.
 
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The gravity of my job situation has been steadily sinking in. Feeling nervous.

Recent situations have made me miss my ex-wife more than ever, at least since I got over the initial emotional fallout of the break-up.

When her father got worse and passed away, I really felt like I wanted to be there for her, emotionally speaking. The best I could do was taking care of Kid completely while she dealt with everything about that, but that feeling of responsibility, of wanting to support her through the hardship, it resurfaced hard.

And now that I'm having my own hardship, I really miss having her to confide in, to help me deal with the worries and the uncertainty.

I don't want her back, even if it was possible. But I suppose the feeling of "we're supposed to be there for each other in the difficult times" is still rooted in my brain.
And it's hard to deal with.

Edit: Well, at least a few minutes after writing this, I was contacted by one of my usual work people and there's a big project to work on for next week. A singular thing, not ongoing, but it's a good sign.
 
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cybl sneeder said:
A homie of mine talks like that, just remember that it's worth just seeing the ride through and hoping for the best, trust me these feelings pass
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Worse than suicidal I'm indifferent. Grown old enough to realize "things could turn for the better in a year" "- but i'm not putting myself in a position for that to happen".
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With how slow work is, I'm getting a nagging feeling I might be laid off.
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We've record low unemployment yet everyone I know can't find work and we're neck deep in ukrainians cause the government rewards DEI points for hiring them. Saw a rich old couple go on about how selflessly they adopted a.. prized lawyer from ukraine. Carpentry schools can't find teachers nor students, and 8 people applied for nursery, period, so they merged the classes with pedagogical shit. Jobs are going but to where and who? Even IT is getting pajeet'd.

Friend finally broke seal and talked about his internship, going nowhere. Nothing to do, getting ghosted by superiors. On one hand internships make sense; take someone on before committing, but why not do a 6 month temp then? Fucking pay up. I was a summer cover first then hired full-time, but others were hired full-time outright despite being as inexperienced as me. Shit makes no sense. Fuck work. I need something else in life to suffer through a 'career' for.
 
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