How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

It was freezing cold in the morning but like a dumbass I decided to take the risk and not wearing extra clothes at my job. If I knew I would have extra hours I wouldn't be so careless. Now I feel like my soul has left my body. Hope I won't fall ill.
Take care and don't be stupid like me.

 

[Tingle]

Right now the holidays are already picking up steam and the stress has more than gotten to me so what little free time I have has been mostly filled with drinking and sleeping. I'm at a crossroads in my life since a lot has changed in the past year alone, I'm trying to find a new job, debating what career field to go into, whether I should go back to college or get certifications, how to manage my money, where the world is going and what I can do that will actually be valued years from now. The hardest part is probably just keeping myself focused on a single thing, it all feels overwhelming most days.

I guess you could say I've been feeling a lot like Terry's bird. I hope my bird ideas are good enough.

 

[Orange Tabby]

My father in law had a stroke and a cardiac event, and his hospital stay was a nerve wracking experience. Fortunately he was up and walking a day after surgery and even began carving his own walking cane.
So incredibly happy we will be able to have the holidays with him and our family.

 

[Soi Woh Jak]

My computer got totaled and I don't think I can fix it anymore. I've got an exam coming up this weekend and I'm starting to forget the shit I studied. Im flipping between extreme anger and complete despair and I am going to develop blood pressure problems in my 20s. I don't think I can contribute to secret santa this year . Hope things turn out fine, cope, cope, cope, coping

 

[Justa Grata Honoria]

REEEEEEEE MOTHERFUCKER. My leg is still fucked and might not be even blood hematoma it might be bakers cyst. FUCK MY LIFE . At this point I am shopping for private hospitals because I am tired to neverending piles of ibux and low to medium pain. I cant even take painkillers due to being coocoo and thus risk for addiction. Cant get weed because the goverment hates it with a passion and not enough boomers and gen x died . No cbd is not allowed unless you are dying either . Fuck this country.

 

[missnaptime]

well. i got turned down very respectfully. ah well

 

[Lukie]

well. i got turned down very respectfully. ah well

Ack I'm sorry. You seem very sweet. Did they give a reason?

 

[Scream Aim Fire]

Well, bit of an update on my current situation; some things have happened since the last post I made. For one, I found that I'm going to be working a pair of 9-hours shifts later this week; one per day. On the writing side of things, the little progress I had got reset, as I found that the character and writing ideas I had to be a bit too similar another writer's idea in my group; now I'm back at square one again, which wasn't all that far back, unfortunately.

 

[missnaptime]

Ack I'm sorry. You seem very sweet. Did they give a reason?

just that i wasn't what he was looking for, and he planned on emigrating soon, so he wouldn't know how to make long distance work - as i have to remain in the uk for a few more years ;v; but it's all okay !! tend to your garden and a butterfly will rest in your palm, or whatever the proverb is... ^^

 

[Lukie]

just that i wasn't what he was looking for, and he planned on emigrating soon, so he wouldn't know how to make long distance work - as i have to remain in the uk for a few more years ;v; but it's all okay !! tend to your garden and a butterfly will rest in your palm, or whatever the proverb is... ^^

Well that's about the best rejection you could have hoped for! The Uk isn't so bad for English country gardens

 

[Berserker Armor]

I’m Barely Awake so bear with me. My last posts here were… not great. So update i guess.
>be le me (kiwifarms user Berserker Armor)
>most of 2024 has been a mental health and physical health circus on top of family + relationship issues
>add on to my NEEThood that has been an issue since I was a teenager (or I wouldn’t have ended up here)
>go on trip to see friends
>kinda gnarly break up but realize it’s for the best
>finally move out of lonely isolated apartment in bumfuck then in with roommates in a city
>cat wakes me up early af cuz roomie going to work
>laying here thinking
>realize for once I am okay… I’m actually really happy…
>feels like I haven’t been able to ever say this until now.
>My life is not a hot mess for once and getting on track.
>My health is being cared for. For once.
>spending less time on the internet (only read kiwi before bed now tbh)
>wow
>life is cool and for the first time I can say I’m okay for the most part
>TFW insert that one meme with the dolphins and rainbows here but just the image

We are so back. It’s not so over for once for me.

 

[Stasi]

Met a cute girl IRL that I instantly clicked with, lots in common, easy to talk to. Went out a few times and she is super flirty, really physical and touchy feely, holding my hand on walks and that kind of shit. My dumb ass thinks hey, she seems pretty into me, maybe things will work out with this one.

Turns out she's a lesbian.

lol
lmao even

Feelsbadman

 

[DontYouKnow454]

Met a cute girl IRL that I instantly clicked with, lots in common, easy to talk to. Went out a few times and she is super flirty, really physical and touchy feely, holding my hand on walks and that kind of shit. My dumb ass thinks hey, she seems pretty into me, maybe things will work out with this one.

Turns out she's a lesbian.

lol
lmao even

Feelsbadman

Dude... you're the gay best friend... I'm so sorry...

 

[Vapor Sauce]

Work is busy. Got a project I'm working on that is basically a total revamp of the company's AP system and workflow procedures (I'm an accountant for context) which involves learning new software and having it integrate with existing software as well as eventually training people on how to use said new software. This is something I've never done and am quite literally figuring out as I go along. On top of that there is an audit happening which takes priority over everything and is overall just a pain in the ass. In the grand scheme of things it's not too bad but I tend to worry about whether it will all come together and work out in the end.

I'm also trying to lose weight because I'm a fat fuck. Down 7.8lbs in a week and a half. Holidays are probably going to screw that up so we'll see how that goes.

 

[missnaptime]

I’m Barely Awake so bear with me. My last posts here were… not great. So update i guess.
>be le me (kiwifarms user Berserker Armor)
>most of 2024 has been a mental health and physical health circus on top of family + relationship issues
>add on to my NEEThood that has been an issue since I was a teenager (or I wouldn’t have ended up here)
>go on trip to see friends
>kinda gnarly break up but realize it’s for the best
>finally move out of lonely isolated apartment in bumfuck then in with roommates in a city
>cat wakes me up early af cuz roomie going to work
>laying here thinking
>realize for once I am okay… I’m actually really happy…
>feels like I haven’t been able to ever say this until now.
>My life is not a hot mess for once and getting on track.
>My health is being cared for. For once.
>spending less time on the internet (only read kiwi before bed now tbh)
>wow
>life is cool and for the first time I can say I’m okay for the most part
>TFW insert that one meme with the dolphins and rainbows here but just the image

We are so back. It’s not so over for once for me.

i know it doesn't mean much coming from a stranger, but i'm so proud of you and i'll be praying for your happiness, health and continued growth !

 

[Maori Kiwifruit Growers]

Honestly? Over worked and underfucked. And I caused all of it.

 

[666NASTYFUCKINGFREAK666]

I thought my dad was retarded when he said I'll never stop putting money into my house. Probably not what he meant but I've spent $11k+ on furniture and household items since I've gotten here, god spare my bank account. The damned previous owners had a Google smart thermostat installed and it won't dispense heat so I need to go find a HVAC guy to fix it. My water/sewer/trash and electricity bill hasn't come despite me being here for 6 weeks and I'm too tired/lazy to call them because I'm a nightshift goblin/im a lazy fuck.

One of my friends at work is sperging out about how leadership is gonna 'cut down to necessities' in terms of employment. He also claims we'd just move to a different section but I only have a handful of savings (though my pension covers 90% of my expenses, thank god) and I don't wanna suck cock for a job that pays $5/hr less. All signs point to otherwise though; they've brought in like 3 people the past couple weeks. I think he just might be retarded. There is also a shitton of people who don't have the required certifications/have paperwork for attendance issues/aren't as proactive compared to me so they'd go before me. I think, as much as I hate to say this, I am playing the whole office politics thing well, since I get along with everyone and even though not alot of people see me due to my work hours I email my boss and let them know what I am doing to advance myself.

I really need to get some hobbies. I wanted to play airsoft but when I went to my nearby military base to buy a uniform they told me to eat shit because I wasn't in the military anymore so I need to get around to buying that off the internet. I have a lot of stuff I wanna try (gardening, homelab, cooking) but they're all solitary hobbies, and I would like to actually socialize with people at some point in my life, so those won't do.

 

[missnaptime]

I really need to get some hobbies. I wanted to play airsoft but when I went to my nearby military base to buy a uniform they told me to eat shit because I wasn't in the military anymore so I need to get around to buying that off the internet. I have a lot of stuff I wanna try (gardening, homelab, cooking) but they're all solitary hobbies, and I would like to actually socialize with people at some point in my life, so those won't do.

i was in a similar situ hobby wise - why not take up a martial art, or attending a cookery course?? they're usually communal and a great way to make some more friends. my grandpa managed to make some great friends and managed to build a lovely little community of people when he rented out an allotment patch and grew some vegetables of his own, just by virtue of having other gardeners nearby to talk to who would bring their kids/grandchildren down. sometimes going out and talking to people is a great start - i hope you find some meaningful hobbies that make you cheerful <3

 

[Lukie]

Welp first night back on shifts for almost two weeks.

Not really looking forward to it because morale is low from co-worker killing himself which has metastasised into something quite bitter in me. I've been really ill and almost ended in hospital so I guess I'm glad to be at least blowing the cobwebs off and leaving the house.

 

[56 others]

I'm getting ratfucked at work by someone talking behind my back, and I know who's doing it, and I just got confirmation theyre doing it. Time to wage a silent political war to save my career.