How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Imp]

I have an adoption appointment tomorrow to see an old man Siamese. And look at the other inmates too. I haven’t gone shelter looking in decades.

I am rediscovering the music of my youth lately. Aerosmith Rocks is playing through my hearing aids as I type. Music has sounded very bad to me because my hearing loss is midrange, making music sound thin and flat. I had to ask my husband if a singer was just flat or actually terrible.

I’m recovering some joy in life again after quitting fucking cymbalta for nerve pain.

 

[Clitonium]

I cant stop thinking about how much fucked up royally in life.

Career, relationships, education, religion, the whole nine yards.

Shit man. I've been thinking of deleting this account or something else. I just look at this account and see an archive, a reflection of all my failures.

 

[PaleTay]

I have a housemate who has started insisting on spitting and gargling in the kitchen sink because they don't want to walk to their bathroom, this has led to many arguments. They got sick over the weekend, kept using the kitchen sink, and I've quickly caught whatever they had, which given how often I'm the only one not sick in a group I'm fully blaming it on the kitchen sink habit.

 

[CoffeeCup]

I was informed today by someone that an artist I fondly followed for some time just up and left. I am very sad about this and hope wherever they go they find happiness. Such is life, but after all, all life seems to be about suffering.

 

[souschef]

I have a housemate who has started insisting on spitting and gargling in the kitchen sink because they don't want to walk to their bathroom, this has led to many arguments. They got sick over the weekend, kept using the kitchen sink, and I've quickly caught whatever they had, which given how often I'm the only one not sick in a group I'm fully blaming it on the kitchen sink habit.

teach him a lesson with extreme prejudice

 

[Lukie]

I have a housemate who has started insisting on spitting and gargling in the kitchen sink because they don't want to walk to their bathroom, this has led to many arguments. They got sick over the weekend, kept using the kitchen sink, and I've quickly caught whatever they had, which given how often I'm the only one not sick in a group I'm fully blaming it on the kitchen sink habit.

What an absolute cunt. That is totally anti social behaviour. Start putting used needles you find on the ground into his bed.

I feel angry for you, disgusting!

 

[Aib Ld]

Slowly doing well, working towards resuming my move plans.
I feel like there will be a tiny part of me that would fight back when I'm 99% ready. It feels really strange to uproot my life, when I haven't really done.... anything of note in my area anyway? Most of my school friends all moved to greener pastures, and the few who stayed are already happy with their jobs and their own families. While I don't have a career to settle on and no relationship (yet).

Part of the inspiration is a relative moving to Massachusetts for a job. He did all of his research beforehand, and is not a political dude so wouldn't care about the politics and lbgt-spaghetti soup going in there. Thankfully, he is not going to Boston so I think he could make it.

If said relative is going to make the jump on Massachusetts of all places, then I really have no excuse to keep sitting on my ass. Maybe I can find a nicer life on the place I'm going.

 

[Blamo2000]

I cant stop thinking about how much fucked up royally in life.

Career, relationships, education, religion, the whole nine yards.

Shit man. I've been thinking of deleting this account or something else. I just look at this account and see an archive, a reflection of all my failures.

Realizing that you are fucked is the first step in getting your life unfucked.

 

[IKOL]

I chuckle at a thought that all interviews went relatively well yet nobody called me to work at their company.
Well that's to be expected, honeslty. Just like 2 years ago, and 2 years before last 2 years, lol.

Oh well, I'll keep looking for job appointments then. I have faith. Because I'm naive retard, that is, but I'm stubborn retard at that so I'll succeed. Somehow.

Also I've been thinking recently... I've used to do videos for youtube back in a day, streams even... maybe I should get back to that kind of activity later on? I do have something to share, and no it's not my political spergery or games walkthoughts. I'm not that much of GAYming person anymore, more of artistry driven guy for quite a while.... I'll look into that later when my irl stuff get set up on the right foot.

 

[Manuel Noriega]

Very good, thank you! I hope you are doing good as well.

 

[Bepis]

Lost most of my weekend to diagnosing a sudden PC issue and then hunting down a replacement motherboard locally. Closest I could get is a slight downgrade. Still have to swap in the new board, change over the drivers, etc. Just a big fucking headache. Could be worse though, the drives are all still okay.

Pretty sure I replaced the wrong part. Didn't account for the spare PSU I used in testing maybe masking the real issue. Still going to have to do a fresh OS install if I can ever get the damn thing to boot.

 

[Mr.Bucket]

Dealing with massive amounts of anxiety and depression over the past year or so while a bunch of shit has been happening. Also while my health slowly gets worse and my house slowly falls apart around me. And trying not to become an alcoholic like half of my mom's side of the family from trying to cope with it.
It's been a rough time, bros.

 

[Robert w'E'd Leef]

I love seeing my parents but their aging depresses me to no end

 

[Ravier Xavenblood]

I technically make a middle class income but I just found out I qualify for income restricted apartments in my county. Waiting lists suck but god damn I am jumping at the opportunity to live on my own for slightly more than living with roomates. A small sliver of good news after recent events.

 

[Pedophobe]

I'm day drinking in 41° weather.

 

[Ratboy Genius]

Hey guys. I come bearing more "wholesome" memes and artwork and such, because people didn't seem to mind last time. And I think they're pretty neat. I have more to share, which I'll hopefully get around to sometime. <3

Spoiler: images

goodnight <3

 

[DenseDeerFather]

Pretty damn good!

It is my break week so I'm just chilling at home and playing games. I got new shoes too because my old pair was literally falling apart so I'm feeling a bit fly. Which says a lot because my fashion sense is on par with Chris-Chan.

Also I'm quite tipsy since I've been sipping on homemade sangria again. That or outright intoxicated so pardon the disjointed vibe of this post.

Had a phone call with foster brother which didn't leave me descending into a spiral of negative thought patterns for once and that was actually super nice. Shocking even.

So overall I'm doing really well. Having this break week was actually super nice and it feels good to just not have any obligations and just relax for once. Not being beholden to anyone or worry about anything so I can just kick back and be horribly selfish for a change.

Hopefully i get to finish some writing projects this week.

Only negative is my upstairs neighbour spending his evenings fucking trampling around like he's teaching a bunch of fucking elephants how to Morris dance.

 

[3X0D14]

Man I just got a reminder that I don't have the mental of the average female. I legitimately feel more like a male (no tranny) because I was socialized male and grew up online, specifically 4chan/-esque sites. I do have female friends, but it's nothing beyond surface-level stuff. I've tried, but I've just accepted at this point that I'll never be their first choice for a deep friendship. Don't call me a pickme, I'm being dead serious it's a mix of terminally online since 11 and autism. I'm not doing this for male attention I'm just stating the fact of my own issues. As a result its made me very blunt and stuff. I love the women I do have in my life.

I hate the fluff that is encoded in female conversations. Like some will complain about how blunt and firm women are seen as bitches, but then they actually talk to one and they get mad at her and call her mean. Like what do you want, retard? If you're wondering I got in trouble for saying I've seen a lot of women get fat after pregnancy and I don't wanna get fat lol. I don't know why no matter the political affiliation every woman turns into a fatty defender like no one wants to be fat. Even if it's "the patriarchy controlling us" you still wouldn't wanna be fat. If everyone had the choice to look good and be a 10/10 they would take that choice every time. I don't know why people like to lie to themselves. No one will hate on you more than a fat bitch.

I expect a degree of abuse from men and that's whatever. It's expected here and there, I don't really care. But women are so spiteful and bitter sometimes like damn it's not that serious, chill out. And they won't even have the balls to be straight up with their hatred, you have to play the social cues games. Just tell me you think I'm a retarded faggot instead of expecting me to know you hate me based off of the width of your eyes when you look at me or something extremely discrete. I went mildly off topic, but oh well

 

[The Repeated Meme]

Work: done
Chores: done
Returns: done
Refunds: in process
New PC: built
Friday? Yes.
Sickness: waning

Everything's coming up Milhouse.

 

[Justice Tony]

I feel like an idiot. I tried to order a burger at a kiosk and I thought by plain wrap they meant like a plain bun. Instead I made a fucking cheeseburger burrito. I’d send a picture but iirc iPhone photos have metadata or something and I don’t know how to strip that so yeah, not taking any chances.

Edit: It’s not terrible. 6/10. I still feel immense shame though.