How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Just woke up, feeling pretty good all things considered, going to run some errands after i shower, then do my usual gaming before Summerslam Night 1 tonight, for me life can definitely suck at times but I’m not the complete and utter wreck I was in 2014-2021, and now that I’m starting to get off the meds, I’ve been losing weight due to my appetite not being as bad as it was when I was at the maximum of the meds I take, and my fianancial situation has improved now that I’m not ordering takeout as much due to said hunger side affect
 
Bought a bottle of gin, gonna get loaded and watch movies all day. Been in a pissy mood since i woke up and i don't know why, everything is going alright if not good. Have been sleeping like shit the past couple of days. Gonna miss one of my best friend's 40th birthday today and i'm kinda mad at myself for that but if i go there today i know i will be getting fucked up on other stuff than alcohol and i've been clean for too long for that, plus my next week is too busy for me to say "Fuck it, gonna do a 3 day sesh".

I contemplated going earlier today despite all this but then found out my two other good friends are on vacation and won't be there, so that sealed the deal. Birthday boy won't be lonely because he's a social butterfly but i still feel bad about it.
 
Bought a bottle of gin, gonna get loaded and watch movies all day. Been in a pissy mood since i woke up and i don't know why, everything is going alright if not good. Have been sleeping like shit the past couple of days. Gonna miss one of my best friend's 40th birthday today and i'm kinda mad at myself for that but if i go there today i know i will be getting fucked up on other stuff than alcohol and i've been clean for too long for that, plus my next week is too busy for me to say "Fuck it, gonna do a 3 day sesh".

I contemplated going earlier today despite all this but then found out my two other good friends are on vacation and won't be there, so that sealed the deal. Birthday boy won't be lonely because he's a social butterfly but i still feel bad about it.
You made the right choice, so good for you.
 
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