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- Mar 11, 2017
I have diverticulitis. A lot of it. I have to give up seeds. I fucking love seeds. 
I don't understand. I had a good diet. It might be genetic. The pain on my left side is almost constant. Maybe that's why my hemoglobin went down to 7.9. I haven't had my iron in a week because I forgot to buy it. Walgreens is too expensive and when I got to Walmart I forgot the iron. My appointment with the hematologist is on the 2nd. I gotta let them know I haven't been taking my iron. And now I won't know if my hemoglobin is down because of that or something else.
The only places I can afford are in West Philly. My hipster vegan cousin lives there. He tells me it's great and totally safe. I let him know I ain't #woke because as a single white woman I fear being targeting by Jamaal because I am a single white woman. But I ain't getting back to the Far Northeast at this rate. My sister sunk my battleship with all the drugs and stealing from me. I lost my home because of her shenanigans and I'm stuck back in the old neighborhood again. Now she is in serious trouble and I cannot be involved. She is probably going to die. I don't even give her two years. But there is nothing I can do for her. She's on her own. I tried to help and she and her boyfriend ended up torpedoing my life. So forget it. She dies she dies. I know that sounds cold but I am done.
I really want to leave Pennsylvania entirely. But I don't know how to go about it. It seems too monumental. Like moving to another country.
I don't understand. I had a good diet. It might be genetic. The pain on my left side is almost constant. Maybe that's why my hemoglobin went down to 7.9. I haven't had my iron in a week because I forgot to buy it. Walgreens is too expensive and when I got to Walmart I forgot the iron. My appointment with the hematologist is on the 2nd. I gotta let them know I haven't been taking my iron. And now I won't know if my hemoglobin is down because of that or something else.
The only places I can afford are in West Philly. My hipster vegan cousin lives there. He tells me it's great and totally safe. I let him know I ain't #woke because as a single white woman I fear being targeting by Jamaal because I am a single white woman. But I ain't getting back to the Far Northeast at this rate. My sister sunk my battleship with all the drugs and stealing from me. I lost my home because of her shenanigans and I'm stuck back in the old neighborhood again. Now she is in serious trouble and I cannot be involved. She is probably going to die. I don't even give her two years. But there is nothing I can do for her. She's on her own. I tried to help and she and her boyfriend ended up torpedoing my life. So forget it. She dies she dies. I know that sounds cold but I am done.
I really want to leave Pennsylvania entirely. But I don't know how to go about it. It seems too monumental. Like moving to another country.