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I had a really bad hangnail, got all pussy and swollen..I made a doc appointment to deal with it but managed to drain it fine on my own and rip out most of the nail. The doc was horrified I did this on my own but I'm fine and I love gross surgery and boil lancing videos, I got to see it for real and it was fun to do.
 
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My mom got tested for Covid-19 a second time. Didn't have it the first time. Still waiting for the results. She's fine otherwise

I think I might have something. My ears have been hurting off and on the last day or two. Had a sore throat a few hours ago. Then again, I had the same symptoms a few months ago.
 
Why so set on aviation maintenance? Do you know how stressfull it is? Fuck up one tiny thing and you get charged with 300 counts of negligent homicide. Why not plumbing or HVAC or electrician or welding or sheet metal fab?
I’ve always been into aviation. I figured I could be near the things I love and perform a vital service for people.
 
I feel like I am drowning as of late. Each day is a struggle, and I have a lot of people who depend on me. Almost like Atlas, who has the world on his shoulders and the tide is coming in. I cannot get away from the water fast enough...and it is filling my lungs at an alarming rate. I can feel how exasperated my very soul is, but yet somehow someway I have to pull myself together to last another day. Every farmer has their day I suppose! And I hope that if there are any others out there feeling like me...that this shit passes.
 
I was looking forward to a comfy Josh stream.

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Fuck.

I've stopped browsing most threads here and stopped browsing most of the internet, for that matter. Everywhere I look online, there is bloodthirsty rage -- usually hidden under a thin veneer of justice, but the unreasoning, platitudinous screams make it clear that justice is not the goal of this madness. Violence, destruction, and murder are their own rewards.

I have said it before and I will say it again. Human contact is a salve. When the pandemic started to take hold, I feared that the worst thing that the virus could do was drive us apart, force us to hide from each other in darkness until we became shadows of ourselves. This fear may have come true.

All I can do is stay optimistic. I look for what little good news is reported, and I focus on it. Pandora's box has opened, and through the horde of demons spewing out and corrupting the world with hatred, mistrust, and hysteria we must look for the ray of hope at the bottom. Lolcows were funny when they were simply walking embodiments of the rot lingering underneath society; now that the rot has erupted into the public, our amusement has faded.

Once the world is at peace, we will all hold hands and laugh at fat people again. That time will come, frens. That time will come. Stay safe, and stay happy, everyone.
 
My dog disappeared. He's 15. I filed a report. I really hope someone picked him up and took him to a shelter as opposed to keeping him or worse. I don't understand what happened. He just vanished. It's not like he roams. No one saw him go back into the yard. If he for some reason got out of there I would expect to find him in the alley or the neighbor's yard.

This dog has never even tried to get loose.

There are a bunch of small dogs missing around here. So I am afraid that he was snatched. If someone is selling small dogs he is too old to be worth much. Plus he has poor vision.
 
My dog disappeared. He's 15. I filed a report. I really hope someone picked him up and took him to a shelter as opposed to keeping him or worse. I don't understand what happened. He just vanished. It's not like he roams. No one saw him go back into the yard. If he for some reason got out of there I would expect to find him in the alley or the neighbor's yard.

This dog has never even tried to get loose.

There are a bunch of small dogs missing around here. So I am afraid that he was snatched. If someone is selling small dogs he is too old to be worth much. Plus he has poor vision.

As someone who has small dogs, you have my thoughts and prayers.

But yeah, between working in the public and all the crazy shit going on, I really hope things get better soon. I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. Not exactly like it, I know that’s never going to happen, but something resembling normalcy.
 
So I’m no longer technically unemployed. There was an opening at a store that is much closer to me, about 15-20 minutes away. I decided to take the transfer and start next friday. Only thing is I’m really anxious about it and I don’t know why. I know it won’t be like my old store and by all accounts it isn’t a bad place to work. I still have to look for another full time job while just starting out here.
 
So I’m no longer technically unemployed. There was an opening at a store that is much closer to me, about 15-20 minutes away. I decided to take the transfer and start next friday. Only thing is I’m really anxious about it and I don’t know why. I know it won’t be like my old store and by all accounts it isn’t a bad place to work. I still have to look for another full time job while just starting out here.
A new job is always a shitload of anxiety. It’ll pass within a day or two of starting. Good luck, and congratulations on finding something!

I just called a blood donation center and appointments at all nearby locations are apparently booked solid for the next two weeks. Some of that is explained by the fact that they don’t allow walk-ins for the time being, but it’s still a nice reminder that despite social media’s unending chorus of demands for more free shit, a ton of people do still seek to selflessly help anonymous strangers. Nobody’s entitled to anybody else’s blood, but people share their extra blood with each other anyway.
 
I am slowly getting back to how I was before having to be stuck indoors for months. Granted, I was also in a dark place beforehand, but I had finally managed to get a job (after 3 years of searching, interview/application rejections and more), so having everything close just when I was getting back on my feet really pushed me back. Luckily it looks like I may be able to go back to work either the end of this month or the start of next, so I can regain a better routine for myself than just sitting in a room alone. Plus with the more relaxed rules, I can finally see my partner of 10 years tomorrow for the first time since early March, as we live too far apart from each other to have just casually met up for a walk or something (we don't live together for various reasons, mostly financial).
 
Husband and I got annoyed with people being idiots in the city, so we left for the weekend and are in a very rural area a few hours away visiting family. Going fishing tomorrow. Protests and virtue signaling and witch hunts and coronavirus are all gay. Nobody cares about that shit out here. In fact in their minds it justifies their position that city folk are faggots and should be both pitied and mocked.
 
Three weeks straight of exercise, every single day, and no injuries for once. Now I'm adding upper body training.
I will be Louie the Rune Soldier. All I need is a busty priestess chick...
And I have more figs. Lots of figs. This is a thing you needed to know.
 
Overwhelmed would be one word for it. I’m having a lot of difficulty looking for full time jobs. I have a job coach and they’re great for applying to jobs but I’m having trouble looking for jobs. I don’t know what I should look for in a career and what to avoid when looking for a job. I honestly terrified I’ll end up working for some scam and be unable to leave. Plus I feel like I haven’t matured enough for the adult world. You have to give up a lot to become an adult, and many of those things I’m not sure I’m ready to give up. It’s times like these I wish I was kid or even a late teenager. Never thought I’d miss high school of all things.
 
Overwhelmed would be one word for it. I’m having a lot of difficulty looking for full time jobs. I have a job coach and they’re great for applying to jobs but I’m having trouble looking for jobs. I don’t know what I should look for in a career and what to avoid when looking for a job. I honestly terrified I’ll end up working for some scam and be unable to leave. Plus I feel like I haven’t matured enough for the adult world. You have to give up a lot to become an adult, and many of those things I’m not sure I’m ready to give up. It’s times like these I wish I was kid or even a late teenager. Never thought I’d miss high school of all things.
To be fair, you wouldn't want to be a kid or late teenager now...
 
I've been living alone since April. It has its benefits and its drawbacks. The drawback of course being "TFW no quarantine GF" and the benefit being not being forced to buy into COVID-1984 hype.

I went back into online dating during this but lost interest because 1.) fucking everything is closed and 2.) VirusRegime has made everyone fearful of everyone else on a most fundamental level. When/if the truth of this ever comes out I really hope every expert who advocated shutting down the world economy and banning handshakes and hugs spend at least a minimum of 100 years in prison (term not to be interrupted by physical death--I want those fuckers to experience the shit they made billions of human beings experience even decades after they die).
 
My stock earnings have crashed, I'm too dumb to fix my AC molex connector, the best sex i could have ever had seems gone forever and my own grandmother hates me. But at least I get along with my coworkers and the hazard pay from the crisis allowed me to get into stocks in the 1st place so it's all good.
 
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