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Under the weather today. Probably because i didn't take my paxil yesterday. I'm pretty forgetful about taking it on the weekend. A bit tired too. Just pretty unmotivated and don't wanna do anything.
 
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Played AC Horizon for some hours. Haven't played for months, and had to update. Nothing new.

Just worked on my island. I'm using a fuckton of fences, because the NPC's go everywhere. A bit odd to see them wander into others garden
 
saw my ma a few weeks ago when we went to dinner for the 4th and saw my dad today after seeing him two days ago for a party.

I love my parents, they're getting older and so am I. They'll be gone before I am, I try not to think about that day, given the people I've lost already. Trying to make the most of what time I have with them now,
 
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Vingle said:
Played AC Horizon for some hours. Haven't played for months, and had to update. Nothing new.

Just worked on my island. I'm using a fuckton of fences, because the NPC's go everywhere. A bit odd to see them wander into others garden
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I quit soon after KK Slider came over and dropped in for a few nights. I just don't have the time to dump a bunch of time in one game anymore:punished:
 
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Turns out my mother wasn't paying some bills for a very long time and she was a month away from courtcase. I begged her to deal with it and turns out in 4 weeks she didn't do squat. I said "fuck it" and dealt with it for her, but in the end she still thinks that she should have not paid for that.
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Info Player Start said:
I quit soon after KK Slider came over and dropped in for a few nights. I just don't have the time to dump a bunch of time in one game anymore:punished:
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That's why you time travel. Would never have good progress on my island otherwise.
JuanButNotForgotten said:
Turns out my mother wasn't paying some bills for a very long time and she was a month away from courtcase. I begged her to deal with it and turns out in 4 weeks she didn't do squat. I said "fuck it" and dealt with it for her, but in the end she still thinks that she should have not paid for that.
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Maybe don't pay for her, so she learns the hard way. Even though she's your mother, she's a retard.
 
I'm feeling better. It was a really hard month for me but a few days ago I had an epiphany or something and it feels like a switch was flicked in my brain. It was a little embarrassing walking into my therapist's office and being like "Um, I'm feeling ok actually. I don't think I need this any more". I have one more session then I think I'm done. It was really nice having someone to talk to, and I'd recommend it to anyone having a tough time, but I think I'm ok on my own again now.

I'm back in the gym and I've managed to finally get motorcycle lessons arranged, so yeah... feeling better! :)
 
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My parents are probably going to divorce and even though I don’t live with them anymore I feel like shit because it’s reinforcing the idea that I’ll never find a long term partner or long term happiness with myself. I’m trying my hardest to keep improving my wellbeing but nothing helps besides crying my eyes out to melancholy music. I wish I knew someone older whose been in my shoes to tell me it will be okay.
 
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Catman from cat town said:
My parents are probably going to divorce and even though I don’t live with them anymore I feel like shit because it’s reinforcing the idea that I’ll never find a long term partner or long term happiness with myself. I’m trying my hardest to keep improving my wellbeing but nothing helps besides crying my eyes out to melancholy music. I wish I knew someone older whose been in my shoes to tell me it will be okay.
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I know it may not help wholly with it but I've dealt with a similar feeling before, my own family had serious issues and separation. You are not your mother and father, you are not destined to make the same mistakes. You will make new, fresh, and exciting mistakes instead and chances are they won't even have a damn thing to do with your relationships.

I don't know how old you are and I am certain you and I don't have much in common beyond this but you will make it. You will find someone who cares for you and you may even have the chance to smugly point out you've been in a long term relationship for longer than your mother and father managed. They hate when you do that, it's great.
 
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Went to the Emergency Room yesterday because I was convinced I was having a heart attack-burning, pressure feeling in chest; radiating pain to my shoulders and back; numbness in my arms and legs; heart rate of 160. I thought, "holy fuck this is it, the vaxx is killing me, I have myocarditis or some shit, fuck, at least I get to see DMX and all my old dogs in heaven I guess."

ECG turns up nothing. Blood test turns up nothing.

It was just a panic attack.

Holy fuck, panic attacks get this bad? I actually thought I was dying. I thought that kind of statement was just munchie exaggeration but no, I really felt like my number was up.

Now I'm worried the 2nd dose will cause me to panic again, or I'll actually have a heart attack and won't be able to tell the difference.
 
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Kinda feel like shit. Waited a few days till I'm not sore anymore. Going to the gym today, but feel a bit rusty. Like it's a bit hard to go back, and therefore I don't like to break the habit.
So going to feel better afterwards.
 
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