Again, you should hsve not posted there few days ago, then.This is considered drama by non- kiwifarmers and I didn't want to be involved. :/
More than that, you shouldn't have been going mental whwn people were started to do the roast of your drawings.
If you needed advice on self-performance and fetting better at drawing, you should have typed just that:
"Guys I'm on the path of struggling with my hobby I like very much, I need to improve, please give me some guidance, I humbly thank you for all the effort! "
It went all rhe opposite way tho.