Warning, Long. PLEASE read it as it's important.
I went and got the help I needed. I hated being told to kill myself. I am worth more than death. I'm going to eventually get braver. and go on dates.. I heard voices, etc, if I need to post proof that I went to the Psych ward, I will. That's the reason everything sat at a standstill. Please stop assuming things about me, and just ask, that really ticks me off. I know that a troll's goal is to piss people off and laugh about their reactions, but some of the crimes I've been accused of, are very serious and could land me in jail. You don't think before you speak, you think this is all fun and games when it's my life that would be ruined because you lied to them.
you people ( A GROUP OF PEOPLE. ) don't understand that this has been going on for three-plus years, and I'm sick of it. They think I've caused the attempted murder of someone ( A VERY SERIOUS CRIME. IT IS NOT A LAUGHING MATTER!) When I was in my room the whole time nearly, and with an alibi witness, They don't realize the cops have already investigated me, and found out THEY were lying. Yes, I have Schizophrenia affective disorder. but I manage it by taking pills.
Doxxing IS actually illegal, it can be a sue case. You can call the FBI to handle it. Especially in his case, You didn't know this, but Pedo's have actual rights on them where you can't share their information. If he was breaking any rules, he would be in jail. His officer actually knows he goes online.
what he did was download a torrent and got caught because the torrent laced itself as a trap. You guys are acting like he touched a child inappropriately and he did not. I read the police report, and it was a charge of possession of child pornography. He didn't touch a child, which is why I'm fine being friends with him. He hardly leaves his house, because all he does is go online . He's actually allowed online, and they said so, otherwise, his computer would be taken. if he touched a child, I would lose all contact with him. it is sick and wrong, and before you say "Oh she's just lying." I am absolutely serious. I have no reason to lie to you people at all. I'm very open because I don't l like rumors. I don't want people to assume my mental disability either. I do not have down syndrome.
a lot of you arent' thinking straight, when I can just Google the information I need.
My emails that you guys found are actually just extra emails., all my important stuff is on one email that no one knows about. I have several emails to throw you off. I do care about those emails, as only two accounts are listed there. The phone number that I have now, isn't even posted on the list you guys found, it is inaccurate. I am actually smarter than I act, and it's to throw you off.
I have also set up Authentification if anyone tries hacking into the email ( Which yes, is illegal.) My Discord account even has that. it stops hackers from trying to get in. Finding my authentication information would be a bitch to deal with, as you'd have to go through several accounts to get to mine.
you should hear the phone calls that I received from my step father, he thought I was a big-time hacker, and getting into his stuff online, when I didn't even know that Veterans got paid that way. I am not a veteran, so how can you expect me to know about their finances? I am not privileged to know and Google only can give so much information. If I was a hacker, I'd be getting more money than before, and living in a nicer place. My clothes wouldn't be torn up, and my cat would have more room to play.
If anyone, by the way, shows up at my door, I will NOT be letting you in. That IS against the law because I live in a government-owned place. You legit have to put a passcode in and need to be buzzed in, you will get caught if you show up at my door, that's trespassing. My landlord can easily sue you.
I am smarter than I look, I took the steps to protect myself.
I am sick of being an easy target, and I'm telling you all off in the nicest way possible. I hate the word Retarded, because it IS an insult to me. There is no excuse to use that word, even if it 's just describing a Mental disorder. We don't use crazy in therapy anymore, and I hope you all would listen to that rule.
A lot of that information posted is wrong, I'm actually a Democratic, not a Green party. That information is out of date for a reason.
I appreciate your advice, but I don't do anything people tell me to do unless you are a professional doctor, the owner of the website, or the admin moderator. I HATE backseat drivers, and a lot of you are acting like you own the website. And there's no way you can prove that you're a licensed therapist online, some of those certificates are fake. The last time someone told me medical advice online, I could've died. I didn't eat anything, and I was very sick. This is why it seems like I'm not listening. Because NONE of you so far have a Moderators tag or any admin tag whatsoever.
As I said, you don't even have the right information, and that's all I'm telling you. I am not as dumb as you think I am.
I am fully aware that my face is weird, my body is fat, and my tits defy gravity, those insults don't bother me in the slightest, because I am not going to stop eating cakes, sweets, and food etc just because YOU want me to be more pretty. I am NOT for you if you think like that. I find you all selfish, and rude ( some of you aren't) to want to beautify someone who is clearly happy in their own skin. I've accepted that I'm fugly, I want a man or woman that likes me for me, not my looks. I want them to accept the person that I am.
by the way, my current cell number isn't even registered on my background check. So no worries there. Even if you texted the first number, you wouldn't get me.
I used to troll, so I know how it works, all trolling did was make me miserable. We're a bunch of sad sacks trying to pick on people to make ourselves feel better, when it 's us that needs the help , not them. ALL of us have some form of mental disorders one way or another, I haven't met a single sane person online, you are lying to yourselves if you think you are sane.
yes, I am telling you all off, All I wanted was feedback for my art, and it spiraled out of control. Half of you don't even live in the same state as me, so how can you tell how I am living my life without proof of seeing it first? yes, the dumbass is asking a thinking question. shocker, I know.
You aren't the first people to try and find my email list, and you certainly won't be the last. It's like I have "Criminal" written on my forehead each photo I take, and all I do is keep to myself. I barely have friends, the ones I do have, I trust. it's hard for me to trust people. which is why I can't trust you all.
I don't understand why so many of you are utterly pissed off at me, I am blunt, I tell it like it is, would you rather I lie? That would cause more problems than needed, it'd make you even angrier, I will tell you if you look fat in that dress, is it mean? no, it's honesty. lying is wrong. I really don't have any reason to lie to you people. What's the point? for clout? I don't want that kind of clout. If I want drama, I'll go to Youtubers like Spill sesh, etc. or I'll watch a T.v show on youtube featuring drama.
Like I said, there's a reason my phone number isn't listed under me. I've google searched myself too. If you call the 313 number, you'll get my uncle. not me.
thanks for reading.