get your facts right y'all!!1!
Amber said:
Please tell me you never had a bug in your house.
Nice try Amber. Is this as witty as you can get? You forgot that some of us might have enough education to id the bug.
Judging by the way the bug moved and its color, I think it was a roach.
Amber and probably Becky - wouldn't surprise me if the pets did too - eat in bed all the time. I use the term bed loosely because the mattress is on the floor. There are probably crumbles all over that bedroom, which is exactly what roaches love. It wouldn't take much for a roach to venture onto the mattress because there is food there too and/or Amber smells of rancid food.
Inb4 Amber posts a video showing Becky cleaning the room with a mop.
I can't decide if I think Amber prime motivation for being 'done' with dieting because:
Option 1: She simply wants to die (consciously or unconsciously) but can't stomach (lol) using a more immediate method of killing herself;
Option 2: She wants to get past the magical 600 ellbees mark so she can try to get on 'My 600-Pound Life' and acquire what she thinks will be a quick fix easy solution of surgery (which of course will never happen because Dr. Now requires his patients to prove they can lose weight without the surgery and Amber would never be able to control herself enough); or
Option 3: Her limited mind has recognized she can use repeated cycles of clickbait-y titles to maintain a certain level of viewership and therefore income.
I suppose in the end it doesn't really matter. She's going to eat herself into an early grave regardless. People don't change unless they actually want to, and it's clear at this point Amber doesn't ever want to stop being the 'Binge Monster'. She might say she does, but it's a lie.
I think it's a little bit of everything, with a lot of the last option thrown in.
Option number one is there, but mostly it's subconscious. There are destructive tendencies, otherwise she wouldn't over-stuff herself until she fell ill, which she admitted to liking. In this aspect she's similar to those girls who cut themselves.
Amber is only comfortable in her own environment, surrounded by people who either don't give a shit or were beat into submission. She's a control freak and going on the show would entice giving up control. She won't have that. She's as likely to go on the show as she is to see a shrink.
If a person feels hungry all the freakin time its because their body is so adapted to using crap as fuel.
Amber doesn't feel hungry. I'll dare say she doesn't know how hunger feels. She needs to feel
full, hence why she usually have a meal two hours after eating. This way she feels full again.
All bodies work in a similar way - first the body breaks down sugars for energy, then it breaks down fat and only after that it will break down protein.
No matter how good or bad the diet is the order doesn't change.
A normal, healthy body will break all three from food and use the energy for daily activities, and the body will maintain the weight.
When the body has to work with a caloric deficit, it will burn through its reserves to remain alive - first burning fat, and if the situation doesn't improve, breaking down protein (muscles) to remain alive.
Amber has a sedentary life - stays in bed for an average of 12 hours a day and barely moves when she's out of it. On top of that she eats a lot and frequently, and her diet is full of sugars and fat. Her body is doing what all bodies do - storing the energy from food in the form of fat.
