I think i'm going insane - Help

@RA-5C Vigilante You want control over the uncontrollable. On the macro scale, Presidents/Leaders cannot even control their country. Micro scale, Null cannot even control this moderately-sized forum board. You're letting the outside world influence the one thing you do have control over--your personal "world."

Don't block everything out, but I'm not sure why you let it influence you so much.
 
@RA-5C Vigilante , in addition to what others have suggested, whenever you get the chance, go take a nice walk or hike in the woods. Disconnecting from everything for a bit and immersing yourself in nature is a great way to unwind and relieve stress. Also, if you haven't already, pick up a hobby that involves art, such as painting. That's another great way to relieve stress, and you'll also get the satisfaction of having made something with your own two hands.

Learning to play an instrument or learning to cook a new dish would also be some other ideas to partake.
 
Accept you're small and insignificant and probably won't amount to much in the grand scheme of things. Learn to laugh at your own misery. Don't take yourself too seriously. Blow off steam by a-logging.

I also recommend these:
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@RA-5C Vigilante I've been watching everything happen in real time. It's very hard on me as well.

Without wanting to dox anyone -

A friend was injured in the riots when his building burned. He lost everything and the hospital experience was particularly bad. They kept him in quarantine while waiting for Covid-19 test results, it took 2 days for him to get treatment for broken bones and burns. He's going to have scars for the rest of his life and is now recovering at his brother's house a couple states away. Because of the nature of his work, he's not getting unemployment and won't be able to work again for a while.

It's been over 2 weeks since he was released. The local media called the protests peaceful, the only mention of the fire in the paper was of an 'incident' at the address. We sent pictures of his injuries to journalists who did not follow up. The police took a report over the phone but have not done any actual work on the case. There's online video of people setting fire to the building, you can see black clad types breaking a window and pouring accelerant out of water bottles. The video includes a couple faces, kids that look like people you might have gone to school with.

Mostly I stay at home. When I do go out, everyone has masks on and stays distant. There's no friendship or charity anymore, people just move around and try to stay away from each other. I keep multiple go bags that are all at my house right now. My wife thinks I'm crazy and this is all going to blow over. I feel dead inside, it's hard to do anything except work to keep my mind off it. Marriage might end unless I get back to being happy, but that seems hard right now.

This is a Communist insurgency and deliberate attempt to destroy America. I hate the sense I can't do anything about it and fear what the future may bring. I've been thinking about emigrating and there's no good options, either I don't know the language or don't trust the government. Feels like the world ended and we're just waiting for the fires to reach our homes. There's no leadership against this, many voices sounding the alarm but nobody taking concrete steps to resist. Wish I could go back to Church but even that's closed.

Yesterday was Father's Day. Celebration seemed ironic. July 4th is coming. Have the feeling the Revolution will launch into full swing.
 
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I do my passion project, spend time with family and hang with friends.
Past that, I say mean shit to faggots online and off and tell job interviewers to get fucked if they show up looking like hot garbage.

Like when I see a black lives matter fucker acting tough or some bullshit protester I flip them off and tell them to suck the shit out of my ass. I've gotten into a bunch of physical altercations and multiple ones with weapons like knives/firearms sometimes as a result of doing this. Knives are more troublesome than guns because I gotta got in forearms up in a certain way.
They go down easy in most cases, and if I didn't feel like getting arrested, I'd make sure to piss on their face before I leave. Good times bro.
 
Basically what everyone's saying- it's just news over-consumption (easy to do nowadays). If you want to keep current on a couple of happenings, dedicated a under an hour a week to news media. I listen to a couple of podcasts that deal with the news from time to time, but fall more under comedic commentary, so I barely count them.

Hobbies are great. Creating something or working on a craft definitely helps with some of that unease that comes with not being able to control the times. Even if your reception is small or you keep your works to yourself, you can at least take pride in building something and generating positivity within your own life.

My time with friends and family has become especially important to me at this time as well. Video chatting or just a traditional audio call to loved ones can really help if you're feeling a little isolated.

And finally. The memberberries.
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Nostalgia the fuck up and go through old favorites. Rediscover movies/music/games/porn(?). See what holds up. Not everything does, but remembering the joy they initially gave you is part of the fun. I'd argue that if you're after sheer fuzzie-wuzzies at this point, it's generally better to go back than keep current with music/movies/etc because of the drive to keep socially aware/topically relevant nowadays.

TL;DR: Do you. Remember it's OK to have fun (in a weird way, I think finding ways to be happy at this time is one of the most counterculture things you can do right now) Connect with people close to you. Revisit favorites. Cut back on the news and social media.
 
have sex incel
Sex is cardio stealing gains.
Reminds me, some dude got up in my shit for running into me yesterday and he was like "get laid" or some shit to insult me and was trying to get me to fight him in a front of a bunch of people. He turned out to a be bitch-made fag, when I told him there's a private park a couple minutes away lets do it there, he ran. I don't know how much sex he gets, but if he's pulling tail he's evidently not better from it.
 
How am I managing?

Easy. I giggle, then go read a book or go do anything else. I have a backlog of books, games and films

You do not miss much by not caring about social media. So switch that off.

Do the people you game with talk about politics? If not, how is that turning bad? Mute buttons are things. If it is bullshit like BLM CoD loading screens, laugh at them then drop the game, there are loads of games that do not touch politics.

Go outside. Seriously, go outside.
 
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Hey, man, I feel you. I feel like I'm losing it, too, nowadays. I don't really have any advice for you. Just want to let you know you aren't alone, I suppose.
 
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Go to church, nigger.

Once you are there you will see a local community that is united and not fucking crazy like everybody online. Then go home and live your life offline if you can't handle the growing insanity. The world will keep spinning even if you aren't watching.

Nothing online matters.
 
Wine helps. And weed. Together is the most efficient combo but pace yourself so you don't have a whitey. A good rule of thumb is two glasses and one/two joints.
Having both very soon.
 
Go on long walks in the morning or evening and try to go to a certain place or go down a certain trail. A park or a forest near your house is a good place to go just for the scenery alone.

Listen to a non-political podcast or an audiobook. There are thousands of audiobooks on youtube of classic literature you could listen to while doing something (hundreds of thousands of hours of entertainment). Two channels that I recommend: Here and here.

Get into arts and crafts. Create something physical that you can look at years down the road and be proud of. I'm into beadcraft and papercraft myself. The former is very expensive due to the huge amount of beads of different colors you will need for certain projects (about $5 for a 1000 count bag), but it's relatively easy to get into once you found a good design you want to do. The latter only requires a good color printer, a exacto knife, craft glue, and a cutting board, but also requires alot of patience and skill. You do end up with something pretty cool in the end.

Start hoarding old video games on your computer along with the appropriate emulators to run them. Games made nowadays are shit and aren't worth anyone's time. Already you have thousands of hours of pure escapism at your fingertips.

Don't watch tv or netflix. Instead stream or download old movies and tv shows off the internet. Anything made before the 2010s is a good bet. Expand your horizons and try watching some foreign movies. Try watching a classic anime series like Cowboy Bebop or Gunbuster. Shit from the 80s and 90s is free from the waifu uwu bullshit that plagues modern anime. Hell, try watching Blue Submarine no. 6. It's only 6 episodes long and has a great soundtrack and beautiful scenes. Don't let people try to fool you into thinking that all anime is the same.

Get yourself a soundcloud account and listen to music that you like. They have pretty much anything that's out there and I'd say it's worth it to shill some cash to get rid of the ads that pop up from time to time. If you are opposed to that, you can download mp3s off of youtube, but certain songs won't download because of piracy. You'll have to find another video with that song or search for the mp3 on another site if that happens. The soundcloud route is just more convenient and I've been surprised at the shit I've been able to find there that you'll never find on youtube nowadays (moonman and such).

Don't go on social media sites, period. They are all toxic. Don't watch the news. Stay far away from anything that reports the news. If people find a problem with that, then keep contact with those people to an minimum, if at all (if you can help it). Don't let anybody tell you that you're "weird" or "a shut-in" or "a pussy" for doing this. Fuck those people. They are not you. Truth be told that life goes on with or without your involvement. You will most likely contribute next to nothing in your entire lifetime that changes the way the world is going, so don't stress out over wanting to do so. It's ok to be worried about certain things and even express your worry from time to time, but you are a fool if you think you can do anything really meaningful about it besides vote. The best way to win the game is to not play.

Good luck and try not to go insane! :heart-full:
 
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