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I definitely agree to an extent, the average stay for a patient in the hospital was only 29 days, nobody remembers those patients because they are people who come in, get fixed and never return. The patients I remember and that the staff knew well most often where career criminals, drug addicts, and often both. And of course the personality dissorders (which also where often drug addcited criminals). Also a decent amount of people who I would describe as having never been given boundaries or encouraged to develop coping mechanisms from their fucking garbage ass parents.Sigh, judging by your stories OP what a colossal waste of time and resources. A mere get rich quick scheme for the guys running the hospital. Just throw the patients in a ditch and bury them alive or leave them to their own devices. I am proud of my eastern European brothers for this reason among many. We don't afford resources for those that can never contribute. It's an asinine thing to do. We tie them to their beds and let them die. Ideally they would be put to sleep but BUH MUH HUMAN WIGHTS WAAAAA.
Yes there are so many things burned into my eyes. A fire hose would have been nice but not enough to awnser for what I had to see sometimes. LOL we had one kid who was like 24, he had huffed freon I think it was and fucked his brain. This kid masterbated 24/7. His fuckin mom would come to visit and he would not stop jackin off even when she was trying to talk to him / crying. ALSO when this kid got transfered to our ward or a few days after most of us were eating lunch in the nurses station and the nurse who was giving meds that day (she was late 50s early 60s) comes in after giving him his meds and says "god he just never stops, hes got a pretty big dick tho doesn't he" Everyone completely loses it and starts consoling her and saying omg you poor woman (she had been married for like 40 years, and this kids dick was 5'' on a good day) like, damn. I would have thought she was joking because she must have seen tons of dicks in her years as a nurse, I guess not so many hard or some shit idk LOLDid you have to stop patients getting jiggy with each other? Was there a fire hose reserved for this express purpose?
All of sudden, Arkham Asylum actually makes sense.Well first off you'd get arrested, go to jail initially and maybe a 72hour, 7day, or 14day competency evaluation a few days to a month later. During that time you would be like any other criminally commited patient on the admission ward. It's mostly like jail but with even less things. No access to workout equipment, computers. You'd be able to use one of 2 landline phones for 5mins every hour unless you lose that privilege. Mostly you would sit around watching one of 3 TV's that are locked behind plexiglass and a psychiatrist would talk to you every other day, maybe less till they determine if you are competent to stand trial. If you never appear to be competent, you'll be staying until you are, or you go for a NGRI (not guilty by reason of insanity, granted, many states now call this "Guilty but insane") which is worse than pleading guilty to attempted murder. If you try to kill someone and plead NGRI you will likely NEVER LEAVE whatever state mental facility you go to and you will have a much lower degree of freedom than you would in prison.
Granted considering its Jersh we're talking about, they might give you a medal and a few ladyboy hookers idk
I've been thinkin for a few hours how to awnser this because it's really hard to pin down / give concrete examples. On the lower end, with the ones who are less intelligent / worse at acting (and thats a perfect description of what you're looking for) it gets easier and easier. You would probably think to look for statements or things that show cruelty or a lack of empathy or remorse, but that shit is a part of everyone. People will hide their guilt to not appear weak to someone they are mad at or dislike anyway. And anyone who is angry will often appear cruel. Most of the big signs are when nothing is wrong, and everyone is calm. So (and i know this is abstract) stating or trying to appear as though they have emotional investment in a thing or person which seems odd. As in someone overtly being invested in someone elses cause or a cause that they shouldn't care about, and they seem to overstate the importance of the issue, ESPECIALLY when they actually don't need to risk anything / will have next to no consequence should there be large pushback. Pandering beyond what seems normal to most people, with almost a lack of shame while doing so. Probing for information that seems abnormally direct / distasteful / or bizarre, then willing to abandon those questions or intrigue without explanation when they start to realize what they're doing seems weird (the last half of this sentance i guess is to contrast that, when normal people are asking you for information that seems to personal or distasteful, alot of times they'll realize what they're doing is weird then give you the reason they asked, it being tied to some personal emotional tie in their past / they have some unique insight / they have a unique ability to help, granted a really good sociopath might do that too). (when we had a patient death on the ward, of a patient that most people liked, one patient kept asking me about their appearence, colour, if their body had any involentary movements. They had waited to ask this when they wern't near any other patients and certainly not near those who where crying, but as soon as I said "you should probably stop asking questions like that" They got really visibly angry for about a second, then shrugged that off and just said "you're right" and walked into the day room to watch patients crying, then to ask them how they felt about what was happening. That was a rather obvious / easy example tho.You mentioned before that the sociopaths at your asylum had a quirk in the way they talk. Can you go into more detail about that?
Did you ever think that someone didn't seem to belong there, from their general appearance and behavior, but they were still there? You've mentioned the sociopaths and the manipulation already but I'm thinking more about someone that could pass for staff or a visiting friend/relative.
On the criminal side you had people who definitely didn't have any real mental illness other than being criminals who thought a mental hospital was better than prison, some of them would pretend to be crazy in obviously / halariously innacruate ways but would useually drop the act when they realized that NGRIs are worse than being found guilty, and that jail/prison is better than a mental hospital. Some of the pedophiles could seem rather normal (maybe 20%)
To be admitted to the hospital I worked (and to my knowledge any other federally funded state locked in mental hospital) you would have to pose an immediate threat to yourself or others, so we had very few internet weirdo types (and very few trannies interestingly enough). Had a guy who had removed his nuts AND dick himself though, and tried to show people aaaaaaall the time.As I understand it you didn't work at a youth ward, but besides the criminals there had to have been some people, young people, that realized that they had made a mistake by faking/threatening* suicide or acting out like internet weirdos(furries, headmates, otherkin, anime?).
*this ranges from taking a lot of prescription sleeping pills and waking up drowsy to chugging innocent OTC paracetamol and dying in horrible agony.
To be admitted to the hospital I worked (and to my knowledge any other federally funded state locked in mental hospital) you would have to pose an immediate threat to yourself or others, so we had very few internet weirdo types (and very few trannies interestingly enough). Had a guy who had removed his nuts AND dick himself though, and tried to show people aaaaaaall the time.
I mean TBH I think maybe as many as half of the suicide attempt patients we had come in probably could be classified as didn't really want to do it / realized they fucked up, maybe more than half.