It’s probably rude for a complete stranger like me to even speculate, but since we’re on the gossip and speculation forum: what if Jerma is very sick? The actual cancer type of sick. That could explain why he’s letting his hair grow out, as some people historically do that if the possibility of chemotherapy and hair loss is on the table. He did also cancel his year-end awards stream this year in lieu of spending more time with his family, is entering his retirement already despite being only 38, and has possibly had more health problems lately judging by his new reclining chair set up, less face cam, and overall more muted energy.
Or maybe he and his girlfriend are having a baby and he’s got other priorities, or maybe he’s having identity issues and thinks he’s a true and honest real woman, or maybe it’s nothing at all and he’s just embracing becoming an old retired Vegas man that doesn’t give a fuck.