Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

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This has no lead up. She may have begun this line of thought in the stream otherwise this came right out of no where.

It is no less alarming
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She says she is seeing things dart from the corner of her eye. Hearing voices. :stress:

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This better not be her new lie for attention, Lily.
I have this and so does a sizeable portion of the population. It can be brought on if you're sleep deprived, barely waking up as stated in that post, or even just hungover. It's mundane, not some mysterious creative energy that gives your life an interesting twisted lore.
 
I hope you guys aren't sick of more fucking Steven Universe!
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It's been 5 years.
Notice she never pointed out any that are good faith, and she's responding to so many things here:

-Hiding in private's video where he makes fun of the "sinister scene" quote

-people pointing out the flaws in her own writing

-people pointing out her bad faith criticism of Rebecca Sugar

-that Sai clip about Garnet that Tuna just posted

Just move on, dude. You're the one keeping the argument going.
 
I hope you guys aren't sick of more fucking Steven Universe!
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It's been 5 years.
Notice she never pointed out any that are good faith, and she's responding to so many things here:

-Hiding in private's video where he makes fun of the "sinister scene" quote

-people pointing out the flaws in her own writing

-people pointing out her bad faith criticism of Rebecca Sugar

-that Sai clip about Garnet that Tuna just posted

Just move on, dude. You're the one keeping the argument going.
As an actual fan of the show, I honestly wish both sides would shut up until new content drops. It's so dull to go over the same points over and over again.
 
I have never truly experienced visual hallucinations (thank god) but I think every paranoid person has seen 'something move' out of the corner of their eyes once or twice.

As an addition to this, you don't have to be paranoid. The human brain is inclined to find patterns and especially to recognize human forms. If you're in a room with bad lighting -- say, staying up at all hours working at your computer -- you will absolutely see 'something moving' out of the corner of your eye because your brain is trying to interpret shapes without quite having enough information to do so and filling in the gaps in your sensory information.

It's been 5 years.

Remember when Lily claimed she'd said everything she had to say in her Garbage video and wasn't going to talk about the show ever again? Pepperidge Farms remembers.

I really don't like how she says 'other people are lying' about what she said regarding Rebecca Sugar and then throws up the slide from her video as proof, ignoring that the very next slide is "Would I blame anybody for THINKING she's a Nazi? No."
 
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New Audience for old stories.
Since the gossip blogs and Courtney are seeing this for the first time I'll take this chance to preserve it as I should have done when Cypher leaked it.
BROKEN CHAMPION By Lily Orchard
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And that's what immediately came to my mind thinking about Utena's not just main theme, but main STORY. The competition for Anthy's hand is the entire plot of the show, and so the condemnation of the Rose Bride as an institution is the main theme of the show. The fact that it's gay is itself an offshoot of that. Heteronormativity is primarily oriented around controlling women. And gay people who try to emulate heteronormativity fall into the same trap. Every lesbian couple has been asked by straight people "Which of you is the man. Many straight people can't comprehend a relationship where one person isn't "wearing the pants" so to speak, and to them that person is "The Man." Utena spends the entire show trying to be a prince, and ends the show asking Anthy to forgive her for it. The fatal mistake Utena makes is pretending she's revolutionizing the world, but she's still conforming to it.

If anything, this show is almost a deconstruction of Princess Knight. A show where Sapphire has to become strong by borrowing masculinity and making herself symbolically male, and literally as well. Remember this show was supposed to be feminist long before it was very gender. Utena sabotages herself and Anthy by pretending she's changing the world while still operating within the confines of patriarchal gender norms.

Do you remember when Bayonetta came out, a game about a witch stripper killing angels with the power of pole dancing, and everyone fell over themselves to say how empowering and pro feminist it was, and then in the final game Bayonetta becomes the victim of comphet when she ends up in a relationship with the guy who spent the entire trilogy stalking her and people were utterly confused? You'd have been less confused if you hadn't spent thirteen years gaslighting yourselves into thinking that what was, on the surface, very obvious fetish fuel where 90% of the game was about ogling the tall lady was actually secretly an empowering message about women's sexuality. You'd have known that right away by just looking at the director. Hideki Kamiya is not a forward thinking man.

("I should have been the one to fill your dark soul with light!")


Just looking at his body of work would have told you that this anime game about a femdom stripper witch with guns for high heels wasn't going to be Mad Max Fury Road.

This resonates with me more in my thirties because I'm a trans woman and didn't have the best start in my transition and I fell into a common trap of hyper-sexualizing and objectifying myself and gaslighting myself into thinking this was somehow positive. A lot of trans people will often self-sabotage by trying to transition within a poor understanding of gender. It's an interesting concept to explore philosophically. And that's where the gender aspects of Utena lie. It does NOT lie in the fact that there's a lady who wears padded shoulders and stabs people with a sword. Shit's actually a lot more interesting than that.
 
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>talking out her ass about Bayonetta again
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I can't find the enochian translation for "kill me" sadly.

I think the most annoying part about her summary of the plot of Bayonetta is her saying Luka was stalking her. No...Luka thought Bayonetta killed his dad in the first game, and spent the first few hours of the story trying to prove she existed at all. Now, Luka is a dumbass and was overly chivalrous to her whenever they met, because he's kind of a chauvinist. This contrasts with how much more capable Bayonetta is than him, and is kind of a sweet detail. Even though he's pretty helpless he always puts on a gallant face for her.

By the middle portion of the game he is earnestly helping her out, and he spends the next 2 games still helping her. By the third game they have a child together (with questionable results). But I guess if you read the first few sentences of his bio on the wiki it says he was chasing her briefly so that must mean he stalks her the whole time.

The interesting thing about Bayonetta is that, yes, you're supposed to ogle her, but with how strong she is she is still a power fantasy for the player. She does attractive poses and wears skimpy outfits because she knows she's hot shit. Every part of her arsenal is also what makes her attractive, and vice versa.
 
I hate to power level but as someone who does experience hallucinations her posts read as very 'I'm 13 and I just discovered what schizophrenia is'.
I wouldn't even describe her examples as hallucinations. I feel like everyone, especially when you're a shut-in who doesn't interact with people much, have those moments where they mistake a noise for something else, or see the barest glimpse of something inanimate leaning around the corner just enough to look like a person, or see the wind ruffle something just as you turn and your mind registers it as something moving, or swear you heard your name being called when it's just poor memory surrounding a moment you weren't paying any mind to the sounds around you It's nothing warranting a doctor's visit, at worst it's a sign you're tired, stressed or need to turn the lights on.

The interesting thing about Bayonetta is that, yes, you're supposed to ogle her, but with how strong she is she is still a power fantasy for the player. She does attractive poses and wears skimpy outfits because she knows she's hot shit. Every part of her arsenal is also what makes her attractive, and vice versa.
Turns out that being powerful, beloved and attractive is a universal power fantasy.
 
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Good for you for being honest, Lilz.
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This was followed up shortly by.
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And wouldn’t you know it a question involving incest gets asked.
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ПРоСТо
ПОМНИ
Мою
ЛЮБОВЬ!
Honestly, may they be happy for as long as they can.
 
Or a subset of a fandom?
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time to update the asian racism list

First of all, a disclaimer:

a lot of you will probably roll your eyes at most things on the list, saying that its not that bad or an exageration. so i want to make two things clear:

- this is what lily thinks it's okay to say. this isn't her saying stupid shit on a stream while being stressed out by a game, these were witten on her official tumblr, most in response to asks that she had no obligation to answer. it's up to you to decide how seriously youre taking each example, but in my opinion, if this stuff is what she's willing to admit to publicly, what she thinks in private must be much worse

- with any other minority, she tries. she pays attention to anti-black racism, anti semitism, has criticized things she liked for this kind of stuff. at my knowledge, she hasn't apologized for anything on this list (deletes are not apologies)

Here is what i noticed, from least convincing to more convincing:

1. The fact that she is so dismissive towards covid. There is no direct relation between this and racism, but a common trend in my country is that dismissive people are often racist towards chinese people. I mean, you ask them how can you be TOO careful towards a disease that killed so many people and they'll respond with something like "well those ch**** are unwashed and unclean and eat dirt, while in MY country we are CLEAN and we WASH OUR HANDS". Anyway this isn't the hardest evidence in the world so let's move on

2. Her dismissal of anime. When i first watched her little witch academia video, i kind of dismissed the whole "anime is about half naked ladies" rant because some anime fans do act like it's an essential part of the medium, but considering that lily has covered my little pony while making videos about the fandom being full of pedophiles, that seems like a double standard. Also, one thing i've noticed is that the theme of the video is that anime is bad with action scenes, nothing to do with sexual content. Just couldn't help yourself eh lily, you HAD to rant about how japanese people are perverts

3. Calling japanese inspired make up and outfits "nonsensical": Granted, this isn't only japanese, there are other cultures that George Lucas borrows for inspiration, but it's still pretty racist and xenophobic. This wouldn't be so bad but 1. She clearly knows what a geisha looks like, since "Memoirs of a Geisha" is one of her favorite books (see below) and 2. She stopped liking Tangled after she found out that Mother Gother looked jewish so she cares about how other cultures or ethnicities are portrayed on-screen, even if they don't exist in the actual fictional world

4. Comparing Journey of the West, one of the most important folcloric tales in East Asia, to Dragonball. Yes, DB was inspired by JOTW but implying that both are the same shows a lot of lack of respect, specially when she compared both to "lacerate my gums on the edge of a rusty tin". Gee, it's almost as if she thinks this important asian folk tale is comparable in quality to anime bcz asians are all weeaboos right (see below)?

5. Her video on Spy X Family. Here's the post I made talking about it

6. Recommending Memoirs of a Geisha. How are you going to recomend a book that was so bad, so racist, that one of the people interviewed had to write a book herself to try to counter the damage done to her culture? So a "jewish caricature" is enough to pull support from tangled, but none of this is important enough to you, lily. aight

7. Literally saying Japan and the US have the same culture

8. I genuinely don't feel the need to explain this

9. She literally called an east asian game "weeaboo trash" and when an anon corrected her (the game is korean, not japanese) she told the person to fuck off she deleted this pretty quick so no archive link

10. Talked over Southeast Asian people when discussing SEA racism

It sure has been a while huh? If anything, this is a reminder that Lily does not reflect on her raciat views and will never change. If she isn't apologizing or discussing her actions, remember she is still as racist as she ever was.


Also why the fuck can't I archive tumblr posts? The archiver just fucks up
 
BROKEN CHAMPION By Lily Orchard

I was going to give this a skim but then remembered it's a billion words (179 processor pages, which are about twice the size of a standard print page, so, you know. A 358 page torture fic) and this is the first paragraph:

The beast fell just as Jaina had managed to destroy the bonds holding her. The mage was freed
from her captivity just as she saw Anevay Darkflare pulling her warblade out of the monster that
had been tormenting her with all the nonchalance of another day at the office.

The beast fell just as. The mage was freed just as. The structure makes it sound like these two events are occurring at different times when they're actually the exact same event. We also get a confusing antecedent in 'the monster that had been tormenting her', which seems to relate to Anevay but was supposed to be the monster tormenting Jaina. What actually punched me in the face, though, is "another day at the office". (Also I can't tell if Anevay withdrew her blade with nonchalance, or the monster was tormenting Jaina with nonchalance.)

You know. The office. That common reference point in the World of Warcraft setting, using an idiom that makes perfect sense within that setting and doesn't immediately rip you out of the moment.

This is two fucking sentences. I shouldn't have to do this much work to figure out what's going on in two. Fucking. Sentences. How is she this incompetent?
 
I was going to give this a skim but then remembered it's a billion words (179 processor pages, which are about twice the size of a standard print page, so, you know. A 358 page torture fic) and this is the first paragraph:



The beast fell just as. The mage was freed just as. The structure makes it sound like these two events are occurring at different times when they're actually the exact same event. We also get a confusing antecedent in 'the monster that had been tormenting her', which seems to relate to Anevay but was supposed to be the monster tormenting Jaina. What actually punched me in the face, though, is "another day at the office". (Also I can't tell if Anevay withdrew her blade with nonchalance, or the monster was tormenting Jaina with nonchalance.)

You know. The office. That common reference point in the World of Warcraft setting, using an idiom that makes perfect sense within that setting and doesn't immediately rip you out of the moment.

This is two fucking sentences. I shouldn't have to do this much work to figure out what's going on in two. Fucking. Sentences. How is she this incompetent?

thank you for the hard work duine, but honestly you shouldn't have bothered. just reading those 2 sentences i was so confused, couldn't understand what was going on, really shows the quality of someone who was really bad at high school english
 
thank you for the hard work duine, but honestly you shouldn't have bothered. just reading those 2 sentences i was so confused, couldn't understand what was going on, really shows the quality of someone who was really bad at high school english

Oooh don't get me wrong. I had to drop my initial attempt after that first paragraph. I did ultimately make it to page 5 (I know, I'm both stunning and brave) but I don't think it was getting any better. It had all the hallmarks of Lily's bad writing -- dialogue that jumps from trying to be fantastic to being far too casual, characters telling me how to feel about things (especially funny is the discussion of 'Anevay's wit' when she had said nothing witty), an unnecessary sex joke in the middle of breaking somebody out of a torturous hell-prison -- with the added bonus of being utterly unapproachable if you've never played World of Warcraft.

I know this is a fanfic for a property I'm not familiar with, I'm not going to understand everything and I don't hold that against Lily. I do hold her against that I have no idea where they are or what the fuck is happening. My Immortal painted a more compelling picture.


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...they...
They already...
They ALREADY CONSIDER EACH OTHER SISTERS

I'm ignoring the outside context. You want some deranged psychoanalysis? You already fucking did this. This was already their relationship. We are going in circles. Lily is revisiting the same beats and relationships over and over again, incapable of moving forward with not just the narrative but with her life.

My advice in both regards? DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
 
The one time I decide to sleep in.
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https://archive.ph/3V42f It’s like she does this on purpose.
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I'm starting to think that the real fetish is letting people know she's into incest. Exhibitionism.

I'mi'm gonna talk about this later I have to go to work, and therapy.

Eta: did she just forget what Bonnie is?
 
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This is such dumb petty shit I don't know why it triggered me and yet:

You also know she's never actually had tofu because it is tasteless (at least, the stuff we get internationally, but I doubt Lily's imported cold-packed fresh tofu from Japan for some reason). That's part of the selling point. It tastes like nothing and is meant to absorb the flavors of what you cook it in. But that only goes so far and if you don't like the (equally bland) texture, then no amount of soaking it in beef tallow is going to make it a pleasant experience.
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with the added bonus of being utterly unapproachable if you've never played World of Warcraft.
It's not even coherent if you like WoW because she writes everyone so OOC. Thrall in her broken champion fic rapes Anevay and gets all the other "good aligned" horde leaders to gang rape her as well. They keep a tally score of how many "punishments" they give her by scarring it into her back. It is so wild to think that Thrall (born and escaped from slavery) and Baine (literally the most 'peace' aligned horde leader possible) would EVER willingly keep a female sex slave and do anything so horrendous as that to her.

I've read this whole fic, it sucks so much ass. I would be willing to reread it and do a bulleted list of everything that happens in it similar to what stuckpooh(?) did for Stockholm if people are interested. Duine is right though its a slog to read through.
 
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