- Joined
- May 21, 2015
Haven't watched it yet, but that title's a bit worrying.
Kent sounds at his most depressed since I started following the guy--he event made the video black and white to help get across the hopelessness!
But in all seriousness, it does sound pretty concerning. He talks a lot about how he feels everything is particularly hopeless, and that he's about to give up, though he tries be vague as to what, "Giving up," entitles. He says this will probably be his last video for a 'while,' and that he's thinking he'll probably go through and delete his Instagram, and all other content of him EXCLUDING YouTube, which he says he intends to keep. I don't know to trust him on not deleting YouTube, so this is a good time to archive everything. He talks a number of times about how he won't go on a rampage and hurt anyone, though he often in between talking about how he won't hurt people, he goes on rants about how sick humans are, and how much hatred and disdain he has for humanity as a whole. He talks about some personal drama happening, personal drama that he won't say anything about. And to be honest, I believe him that something happened, he's always the depressive whiny baby that he is, but this video seems particularly out of the blue. He even mentions considering just packing up and leaving, going anywhere else that isn't where he is now, though good luck with that since he has no income or work experience prior. Considering he's always seemingly avoided talking about his parents in any capacity, I've got the impression he may have a strained relationship with them, and something bad happened between Kent and his parents recently. He mentions a particularly worrying statement that he made a year back, in which he said he won't be alive in five-years time. Now being a year ahead, he's corrected the statement to four-years. He mentions suicidal impulses at points in the video, and towards the end, he mentions doing something 'terrible' that he doesn't want to talk about...For about five seconds, until he admits he's been considering harming himself again. I'm legitimately worried about him, since he mentioned his most recent suicide attempt was in February, and I believe the one before that one was September of 2014. Given his depressive and seeming suicidal tendencies, and he's had two within not even a year's time, I think there's actually a chance Kent may try to kill himself again. The way he seems to sign it off feels particularly like a goodbye, though this may just be because he plans to stop doing videos for a while.