🐮 Lolcow Krista Harada / Krista Gibbons / Meiwaku / Sodom_Mei / splitpeach / onemorehkfan / Onnabugeisha_cowgirl / and more! - Former BP queen, DM gooner, foot-fetishist, muzzie simp, bondage art degenerate, revenge pornographer, fake lesbian, lolicon enthusiast

nigger are we actually putting trigger warnings on here now?:eli2: fuck is this shit? "Tumblr farms"?
Just put spoiler on it but don't bother putting "TW" on it.

Putting a spoiler on it already makes the point that this is something not everyone may want to see.
Putting TW as if this is a TikTok comment section makes it gay.
It's saying it may or may not be true, take it with a grain of salt. Sperg.
Yeah it definitely meant trigger warning. Maybe doing a separate spoiler for it was a bit overkill, but I'd prob still put SA somewhere.
This is TikTok Derangement Syndrome or GamerGate PTSD, pretty much just words and a warning, and I doubt that Meiwaku is the only person to get molested on the farms.
It was made in good faith, I suppose.
I might make it a gimmick now in all my posts with information tho, lol. It's sort of funny if it gets this reaction.
 
"My dad liked to diddle me as a kid" is a weird thing to lie about. Sexual trauma would explain her behavior (explain =/= excuse btw).
You are so inexperienced with cluster B personality disorders that it is enviable. Borderlines lie. They lie because they believe this is what happened to them and their brains overdramaticize the event, they lie because they want to seem cooler or more sympathetic to others so others won't leave them, they lie to seem more interesting, they lie to make reality line up with how THEY want it to line up, they lie because they honestly feel that slighted and it was that big of a deal to them, and they lie to hurt others if they're mad at them. Lies are part and parcel of daily borderline life. Their perception is distorted by their own brains, and any minor incident becomes major.

This is one of my favorite posts a Kiwi made on it.

Whilst this may otherwise be a good suggestion, SSRIs are known to trigger mania in people with Bipolar Disorder, a known and relatively common side effect of which is hypersexuality. Taking one without lots of supervision and a concurrent mood stabiliser would be a very bad idea for someone with Bipolar I (a tendency towards mania rather than depression).
There's a good chance she't taking meds already. The bad part is her personality and behaviors: those require a therapist/psych and a cattle prod to fix.

I really don't know what is worse, getting diddled or lying about it for attention.
Worse in that it happened: Getting diddled
Makes you worse as a person and everyone else mad: Lying about it


Both bring up feelings of frustration and regret but you don't want to slap the person who wasn't lying upside the head.


It was made in good faith, I suppose.
If it helps I didn't feel like having my day made worse so I came back to it later when I was chill. :)
 
So I was looking to cross reference her vampirefreaks account with the death to see if I could find the reason. Threw the webpage to before 2008 and looked at the journal.
Instead, at the bottom of the journal page, I found this.
I know I'm late but... Jesus this is grim.


1777486964724.png

two nights ago at my b-day dinner (10th) my dad was being weird ... first off he was getting all upset because we had to wait for a table and he was freakin out when it really wasnt that big of a deal ... then he told me "ask your mom about the hickie i put on her ass last night" i was all O.O UMM NO SHES MY MOM DUDE THATS INAPROPRIATE .. he kept going on like that ... i swear he has no judgement ... then he offered me one and i was like WTF ... so much for him being sober and wiser ... ok then he touched my chest and i freaked out and ran into the bathroom ... it wasnt the first time hes done that either ... when he was drunk one night he pinned me down and stuck his hand in my pants and attempted to go further then that, i screamed, kicked and bit my way to getting my mom in the damn room and saving me ... but nope she didnt see that as a problem my dad just molested me and wtf no issue their ... stupid bitch ... and another night he went and grabbed me from behind and attempted to take me back in his room ... but i was struggling and i threw my head back and gave him a bloody nose then ran like hell ... funny my mom dosent want to divorce this son of a bitch who has molested, abused(physicaly and emotionaly) and killed us financially .... im so fucked up because of him ... and these are a few of the many incidents that have happened that keep me from sleeping peacefully at night ...

almost all of my birthdays with him end up like this ... except the ones he forgets ...



The misspelling of "pedophiles" makes it even more sad.

1777486568934.png

Of The Lies

closing eyes lighting fire

enchanting with secert desire

laid on roses petals and candle wax

in scented oil she does relax

lips seal, minds chums

skin touches, silent bums

the mrs. has left

time slowly crept

the house is clean

the secerets unseen

he kisses his wife

hiding the knife

the body is hidden

into somewhere forbidden

where little girls are protected from petifiles
 
I doubt that Meiwaku is the only person to get molested on the farms.
yeah well I can say I never needed or appreciated a trigger warning for text (or in general) in my entire fucking life.
If something I'm reading is causing me mental distress I'll just stop reading it. These warnings are so infantilizing and gay, almost as if I'm being mocked when I click on one and it's just some text on a screen.
 
yeah well I can say I never needed or appreciated a trigger warning for text (or in general) in my entire fucking life.
If something I'm reading is causing me mental distress I'll just stop reading it. These warnings are so infantilizing and gay, almost as if I'm being mocked when I click on one and it's just some text on a screen.
I really needed a TW for your bug and booger wall
 
See I'm more inclined to believe the molestation story because:
  1. She didn't talk about frequently unlike being a Japanese lesbian. I found one post about it off chance, but I don't know if there's other posts about it. (In fact, the other posts I saw from her about hypersexuality seemed to be complaining about "bpd whores" and this could possibly be projection.)
  2. She seemed to be pretty young when she wrote it (13 or 14 right?), and kids are more likely to overshare online and "I got molested" won't get you any social points unlike claiming to be Japanese.
  3. It explains the rest of her behavior.
Obviously this is all conjecture. In any case it doesn't excuse what she's done.

I think she pretended to be a lesbian because she had shame over being bisexual because it made her feel like a "BPD whore." I don't know if she pretended to be a hapa for the same reason. I could believe she's 1/4 Japanese but started exaggerating it to seem cool.
1. Not really at all. Bi chicks? Oh yeah. Bisexuality was actually canon in the DSM for BPD. This is because one of the symptoms is hypersexuality so BPDs are all whores by nature.
Basically this is one of the quotes that made me theorize this.
 
Last edited:
I know that you say its not meant excuse but to some extent it kind of does even if you dont mean it.
You know, I never thought about it like that. What I will add though is that Meiwaku has generally been so dishonest that I realize that I've ended up not knowing what is and what isn't true about her. Everything just becomes complete guesswork. I guess the only evidence we could really get is from a court case against the father and/or information from someone who was close to her.
 
Bashir just started a new livestream about 15 minutes or so. Mei has been demoted as janny from his Kick chat, because of his gay SAIF system buddies.
View attachment 8933980
:story:
She has however been awarded the 'VIP' badge, an honor previously reserved only for former Fishtank contestant Tayleigh. What does this mean for Mei's position in the BashBowl? I have no idea.
 
Last edited:
Bashir just started a new livestream about 15 minutes or so. Mei has been demoted as janny from his Kick chat, because of his gay SAIF system buddies.
View attachment 8933980
:story:
I'm pretty sure she was demoted because she was banning too many chatters and abusing her power in general, not because she is a fan. Because someone who is definitely a Fishtank fan based on the name and not SAIF buttbuddies, is still appointed as a janny.

1777516486846.png
 
Back
Top Bottom