I also didn't want to keep haldol because it was giving me cotton mouth.
I'm not having a mental breakdown you idiot. I'm just bored.
HOW COULD YOU BE SO CRUEL? I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF.
The thing is that you’re not special, you’re a dime a dozen retard that we’ve seen countless times and while we may not be expert shrinks, after enough threads on people that behave identical to you, it doesn’t take a genius to start indulging in pattern recognition, mainly because the people that do the things you do all have the same underlying psychological problems.
So I can say for certain that right now you are in fact having a breakdown, not a major one, but an internal one, because in your subconscious you’re enraged and scared of the fact that the farms has your number, so instead of just doing what normal people would do and continue on and ignore it until we get bored, you decide to try to convince yourself under the guise of convincing us that you don’t care and we have no power over you, by directly coming here and continuing to behave like a sperg.
“I’m doing this because I’m bored!” no you’re not, you’re doing it because no matter how much bluster you put on for show, which again is mostly to convince yourself beyond anybody else, you can’t hide the fact that you being here is part of your psychological break down as you desperately try to influence this thread as much as you can do you can tell yourself that you did this because you wanted to and as a result we had nothing to do with it, and that reassurance let’s you calm down and not be so terrified of the mean old kiwi farmers and their thread about you.
Eventually you’ll get to the point where something snaps and you have a major breakdown, or it finally clicks that your inherent desperation to convince yourself of the things you claim to be trying to convince us of is only making the inner turmoil worse, and you’ll fuck off and we’ll forget about you in a week.
This is how it always is, and you’re no different.
