Kyle Lee Biddle / kyle2252 / p6274940 / Twilight Kyle / likykee1 / dinoman / soft kitty - Pedo Brony, Kothorix fan, Fedora-tipper, too dumb to live, managed nine days without fucking up.

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>walk into club
>see this

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My autism no longer impacts my social skills.
I can take criticism just fine.
I am special.
I'm a solid 6/10.
I'm a lolcow and a kiwi farmer. A hybrid.
I had mentioned Josh at one point as one of my friends, even though we barely speak I like to consider him a friend
Mental illness is a temporary thing
Okay dude, if you want to keep posting delusional cope then I'm gonna need you to start inventing new colors, because this rainbow is officially maxed out:
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You're forgetting I'm also on depakote.

that's what I'm doing, retard. Try to keep up.

No shit dude, I was fucking nuts. I went ballistic when they told me I couldn't leave. I've been stabilizing for the past week and I'm getting better.

Admitted on the 3rd, discharged on the 19th.


That is not what's happening here, there's no reason for me to be on 2 bipolar medications instead of just one, and an anti-psychotic when I'm not psychotic. This is the healthplan that my doctor and I both agreed to. If you don't understand that, that's your problem.

Do you think I'm fucking stupid, nigger? I know that, that's why I'm still taking medication.
:story: dude did I hit some kind of nerve? Sorry you can't seem to accept a doctor suggesting you stop your lithium, the first line, specific mood stabilizer for bipolar and just keep you on depokate, an anti-epileptic medication that has some evidence of helping bipolar, is strange and reckless af. Why do you even want to stop the lithium in the first place? The haldol at least you had some kind of reason, even if it was shortsighted at, but if you're choosing between 2 things why pick the shittier option lmao.

I decided to do some research on depokate cause as I said before, I only know of it as an anti-seizure medication. From what I can see, yes it is used as a mood stabilizer, but lithium is preferred most of the time for some reason. It might be because depokate has evidence of helping with episodes of mania, but is possibly less effective in managing depressive episodes, whilst lithium is a good all-rounder. Apparently lithium and depokate are also prescribed together for people with rapid-cycling episodes.

You say I'm late to the party and need to keep up because you are working with a doctor etc, but are also here saying that mental illness is temporary. You're not really selling to anyone here that you are fully understanding of your condition if that's what you truly believe. Mental illnesses are not temporary, they are conditions just like any long term physical illness and that means whilst you may not be constantly sick, you will always be at risk of a relapse and it is up to you to look after yourself so that doesn't happen.

Right now, you're literally 1 week out of hospital and have already stopped one medication without consulting medical advice first, which is what you should have done. I mean, you say "no shit" you were on haldol for being psychotic but previously when asked about why you were on it you said "I think I was put on it for psychosis" which sounded pretty unsure, so pick a side M8. The way you're acting in this thread makes it just seem like you are still up on a high- you have a big, self confident and narcissistic aura coming off of you and absolutely no one here can tell you you're doing wrong. Stopping meds now so soon after discharge is just reckless and honestly stupid and your doctor even entertaining the idea confuses me- the only conclusions I can come to is either:

a) your doctor is shit
or b) you aren't telling your doctor the whole truth

There's possibly a c) all of the above option too. I think if some laykiwis online can sense you're possibly still manic, a doctor should be able to see the same signs, so your psychiatrist has made some strange choices imo. If you end up relapsing in around a month suddenly with psychotic episodes don't come back here and act like that has nothing to do with the fact you stopped your haldol cause boo boo cotton mouth. Personally I would rather have a dry ass mouth than be psychotic, you should try and look at the bigger picture before making decisions that could literally save your life in the future.

But yeah what do I know I'm just a stupid retard on kiwi farms :story:
 
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