so i went to the local shelter. the black cat i was thinking of had already been adopted. instead they had this very sweet 7 year old female. she was very friendly and was a cuddle bug. she climbed into my lap and was purring and loving the attention. only problem is she has a host of medical issues, and they said there is a good chance she has cancer. she deserves a loving home, but i dont think i could afford the medical bills, especially if she does have cancer. i feel so incredibly bad right now. im feeling so low im on the verge of tears. she is such a sweet cat who deserve a good home, but it looks like she would rack up quite a vet bill and im unsure if i could afford that with my current living expenses.