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MrLooks said:
You're right... I feel bad, I genuinely felt something for her you know? It's exceptional to be scared of me I don't act remotely threatening, maybe she was expecting me to blow up at her and insult her if she told me? I don't know but I wouldn't do that. I sent them both a nice message, one to him to thank him for telling me what happened, and one to her wishing her luck. I also admitted to them that I was drunk on the date, I partly lied and said I'd been to the bar with friends before meeting her. Wasn't about to say I drank half a bottle's worth of Dutch courage.

I was drunk and she got the completely wrong idea of me. I wish I could go back and not turn up wasted. I really think she was the girl for me, I still feel tingly if I imagine being with her. I wish she would have given me another chance and I would have turned up sober, and at least then if she didn't like me I'd know we weren't right for each other. Instead her impression of me was colored by pints of vodka and caffeine.

I realize I've talked it into the ground now. I do have other experiences to share.
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Here's a wild thought: maybe she's afraid of you because you're a self-professed emotionless liar with substance abuse issues that habitually ranks every woman around you like a slab of meat.
Men and women alike don't gravitate towards sick people unless they're predators and/or have deep issues themselves. Even if you landed a girl ten minutes ago, all you're capable of attracting right now are terrible people that will reinforce your negative thoughts and bad habits.

You don't need sex or dating, you have issues that need to be sorted out now.
 
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MrLooks said:
You're right... I feel bad, I genuinely felt something for her you know? It's exceptional to be scared of me I don't act remotely threatening, maybe she was expecting me to blow up at her and insult her if she told me? I don't know but I wouldn't do that. I sent them both a nice message, one to him to thank him for telling me what happened, and one to her wishing her luck. I also admitted to them that I was drunk on the date, I partly lied and said I'd been to the bar with friends before meeting her. Wasn't about to say I drank half a bottle's worth of Dutch courage.

I was drunk and she got the completely wrong idea of me. I wish I could go back and not turn up wasted. I really think she was the girl for me, I still feel tingly if I imagine being with her. I wish she would have given me another chance and I would have turned up sober, and at least then if she didn't like me I'd know we weren't right for each other. Instead her impression of me was colored by pints of vodka and caffeine.

I realize I've talked it into the ground now. I do have other experiences to share.
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This article should help. http://www.thestranger.com/seattle/so-youve-decided-to-commit-seppuku/Content?oid=3679
 
MrLooks said:
It's exceptional to be scared of me I don't act remotely threatening, maybe she was expecting me to blow up at her and insult her if she told me? I don't know but I wouldn't do that.
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She doesn't know that for sure. And that ambiguity makes you fucking creepy.

Hence why she recruited a male friend to try and talk you down from potentially coming to her house in a drunken rage and trying to murder her.
 
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Meowthkip said:
She doesn't know that for sure. And that ambiguity makes you fucking creepy.

Hence why she recruited a male friend to try and talk you down from potentially coming to her house in a drunken rage and trying to murder her.
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Well the guy did a poor job of defusing a potential psycho if that's what he was trying to do. He sent very rude messages "from her" to my friend (thinking it was me), and if I was in fact a maniac, he would have definitely triggered me. He was really sticking the knife in deep... I think if she was concerned I might be crazy she would never have let him send what he did. I also don't think I deserved it considering I genuinely had feelings for her and have always been kind to her. I'm really hurt by it to be honest, I still do like the girl, I'm probably not as emotionless as I believe.

I just hope I get over her soon, I need somebody new to come into my life so I can get over this. Yet part of me feels like nobody could ever top her.

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Instead of spending money on going to clubs to get women, spend money on a fun hobby you enjoy and learn to meet people and develop actual friendships through it.
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I could meet new people at the gym perhaps? I probably should have done so already, I've been going there for over a year. It's just that I always walk in with my earphones and do my thing and leave. I'm a bit shy and I know the reason why too, it might be something a therapist could help me with.

Fortunately I do have some friends now, so I'm not completely alone.
 
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MrLooks said:
Well the guy did a poor job of defusing a potential psycho if that's what he was trying to do. He sent very rude messages "from her" to my friend (thinking it was me), and if I was in fact a maniac, he would have definitely triggered me. He was really sticking the knife in deep... I think if she was concerned I might be crazy she would never have let him send what he did. I also don't think I deserved it considering I genuinely had feelings for her and have always been kind to her. I'm really hurt by it to be honest, I still do like the girl, I'm probably not as emotionless as I believe.

I just hope I get over her soon, I need somebody new to come into my life so I can get over this. Yet part of me feels like nobody could ever top her.



I could meet new people at the gym perhaps? I probably should have done so already, I've been going there for over a year. It's just that I always walk in with my earphones and do my thing and leave. I'm a bit shy and I know the reason why too, it might be something a therapist could help me with.

Fortunately I do have some friends now, so I'm not completely alone.
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God god dude. Drink up!
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MrLooks said:
I'm a bit shy and I know the reason why too, it might be something a therapist could help me with.
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That's a good point, but consider the following:
A therapist could help with your feelings, but a mitre saw would help you cut yourself and upload it to the thread.
And I think we can all agree that the latter is what's truly important right now.
Chicks dig scars, bro. Do the right thing.
 
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Dr. Boe Jangles Esq. said:
That's a good point, but consider the following:
A therapist could help with your feelings, but a mitre saw would help you cut yourself and upload it to the thread.
And I think we can all agree that the latter is what's truly important right now.
Chicks dig scars, bro. Do the right thing.
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Frankly Doc, I'm disgusted with you.

We all know that chicks dig scars from hedge trimmer wounds to the wrists, as opposed to some pussy shit like a normal saw. Be a man, use heavy duty suicide equipment.
 
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kcbbq said:
He thinks he has feelings but every post is him obviously trying to fake them like he is owed something. Wow.
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Are you joking or actually being serious, I can't tell?

I definitely have feelings for the girl, lmfao, it's undeniable. It's actually shocking to me that that fact could even be called into question.

But I wish I could stop thinking about her. I just don't know how, I've never dealt with this or with these emotions before, and I have nobody to tell me how. I've dealt with similar but this time it's different in some ways. I also know the people here are kind and loving in reality, as all people are.
 
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